I'll take my bow179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsrCcCGTOO
I won't make a sound179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgf8xJHiBU
I whisper truce179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTB9D6z63v
As the ashes hit the ground
Hush, love179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MYbPXDnim
No, I'm not what you think that I am made of179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXBIRlA3mg
I'm a story179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLoTSsbswm
I'm a break up179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgcO8nkFVY
Just a hero, on a bridge that's burning down
Can you see my scars?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukSeRQv1EX
Can you feel my heart?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG0cZTFI3U
This is all of me, for all of the world to see
So, who's it gonna be?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kHcygXG2a
The one that you only need?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4xqUaL91R
I gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery
So, who's gonna save us now?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdOZaOYxuE
When the ashes hit the ground?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6FK5Kiyvy
I gave it all, but all you gave was sweet misery
This is the end179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxPJ6idD3f
My beloved friends179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dREgEawku
I'm lost in dreams179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtECjsqo3fJ
And all I know, is where I've been
Run, love179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNNS0ekiyH
I'm the truth that you're afraid of179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHrS0Nnhnc
I'm a fever, that you made up179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfJHV3KG3V
Just a martyr, on a bridge that's burning down
Can you see my scars?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ub8aMIaWr
Can you feel my heart?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZkxlPi3A5
This is all of me, for all of the world to see
So, who's it gonna be?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SYluU1xzm
The one that you only need?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsHRhYNmb6
I gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery
So, who's gonna save us now?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HYUG077TF
When the ashes hit the ground?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJnplVTcDS
I gave it all but, all you gave was sweet misery179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L2GHBy3rg
(Misery)
Can you see my scars?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmbqIpSufo
And can you feel my heart?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NpLZ54vOh
This is all of me, for all of the world to see
So, who's it gonna be?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0k8leJRSG
The one that you only need?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBP7E3gege
I gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery
So, who's gonna save us now?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcaNYw7ahN
When the ashes hit the ground?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtpR7VNJHX
I gave it all179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9AkTNHmos
But, all you gave was sweet misery179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ90qYOQX4
So, who's it gonna be?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft2x62Q5sl
The one that you only need?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk5mPgfjZy
Gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H79TBBijU
My favorite song EVER is Scars by Boy Epic. The emotion in the song is so raw and relatable, and I just love blasting it at top volume whenever my family is out of the house. I love the second verse, especially when he says:
"Run, love
I'm the truth that you're afraid of
I'm a fever that you made up
Just a martyr on a bridge that's burning down."
It sounds kind of crazy and insane, but at the same time vulnerable and scared, like a feared villain who was never seen as anything but psychotic.
My friend introduced me to this song last year, when she put it on a playlist for a book I'm writing. Shoutout to @Clovers!
The best part is when he says "I gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery." I find that intensely relatable as an oldest sibling who does everything, and receives what? Internal pain? Emotional bottling? Distance from her family? All of it disguised in a loving household.
And who do they blame?
Everyone but themselves.
"So who's gonna save us now?"
Not me.
"When the ashes hit the ground?"
Good luck without me.
"I gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery."
Maybe I need help too.
"So, who's it gonna be?"
Is it me?
"The one that you only need?"
I know it's me.
"Gave it all, and all you gave was sweet misery."
ns 15.158.61.40da2
