I knew I had to dress well. I had to impress him but I couldn't hide my true self. Otherwise he wouldn't know me, he would know another persona and I was tired of making up personalities for each guy that I dated. 

I haven't dated many people. Only 3 but each one was different. Markus liked cute, submissive girls with a baby voice. We dated for 5 months. Jackson liked bratty girls that liked to be spanked. I quickly got out of that relationship because he had side pieces. But Cameron was different. He wanted to know me. But he was too abusive for me to stay with and ended up breaking things off to keep me safe. We broke up after a year.

At least he knew we couldn't be together but I still think about him every now and then. He died two months ago when he was shot by some gang bangers. I hate gangs. If I lived in a nicer neighborhood maybe I could have taken him there. Fixed him up, changed him. But you can't be in a relationship to change someone. It isn't right for them.

Blake is the one for me. He's dark and mysterious but his eyes always seem to have a soft spot for me. I've caught him staring multiple times but I never said anything until today. Monday. I was going to meet him at 7 at the back of the school. I was excited but scared. What if he hurts me? It's gonna be dark and no one's gonna be around so it would be the perfect time for him to drive a knife into my heart. Thinking about it made my heart flutter and my clit throb. 

I'm not a sadistic person but I love sadistic people. I want them to hurt me and maybe that's why I stayed with Cameron as long as I did. I wanted him to hurt me. He hurt me in an aggressive way but I loved it. I glamorized domestic violence and I told no one. They would call me a weirdo and hate me. Not like I had friends but I would get bullied and even though I like being degraded I only wanted to hear those words coming from Blake. 

I got back home at around 4:56 because of community service. I was in my senior year so I had to do an hour every other day but that was fine because I generally had nothing to do. I sped up the stairs and went into my room. I grabbed a nice outfit and changed. I was wearing jean cargo pants with a Nike crewneck sweater and my doc martin's. Basic but It was comfortable. I grabbed a nice tote bag and filled it with the necessities. Pepper spray, Scrunchies, Perfume, Extra clothes, Pads, and of course condoms. 

I didn't think we would fuck on the first date but the way he was looking at me. I knew he wanted it. His eyes would follow my body as I moved and he would bite his lip when I moved around him. I wanted him too. Badly but I couldn't let him get it too quickly I had to get him to fall in love with me first. 

I ran down my stairs and went to the kitchen to get some food. It was 6:30 and the school was a five minute walk away so I decided to make some bread and cheese while I waited.  When I finished it was 6:45 and I decided to check on my parents. They were on the couch, beers in their hand and on the coffee table. I mentally rolled my eyes. This was the 8th time I had caught them this week. I ignored them and headed out. 

As I made my way off the porch I noticed a red charger parked in front of my house. I had never seen that car before and it was in my favorite color so I snapped a photo. I tend to do that when I see a nice and/or expensive car. The window rolled down. Shit. A guy with black sunglasses and what seemed to be a snake tattoo on his neck stared at me. A sigh of relief waved over me when I saw his dark eyes stare at me when he pulled his glasses down.

"Oh my god. You scared me. What are you doing here?" I asked, my heart still beating a hundred miles per hour.

"You weren't at the school so I thought I'd come over." He says blantantly.

"Okay what? First off, how do you know where I live? Second, It's 6:48." I say looking at my phone. Just then I realized that it was daylight savings so It was actually 7:48.

"Never mind. I'm sorry I forgot it was daylight savings." I said trying to recover my stupidity. 

"I used to live right by you. How do you not know that? He said almost sounding mad.

"Sorry. Do you still wanna come inside?" I asked with my head to the ground.

"No. Since you got all dressed up we might as well go somewhere. Get in." He said reclining in his seat.

I quickly got into the passenger seat and buckled up. I put my tote where my feet were and looked out the window to avoid awkwardness. 

"What's your name?" He asked softly almost a whisper as he started to drive.

"Catherine." I said quietly.

"Don't you want to know my name?" He said, his eyes on the road.

"I know your name Blake."I say looking at him. His eyes lock with mine.

"Oh you do now?" He said softly getting closer to my face. I could smell a slight scent of weed coming from his jacket.

"You smoke?" I said inhaling deeply. 

"Yeah. Why is that a problem?"He said slowly backing away. I got closer to him causing him to smirk.

"You wanna fuck already? We didn't even make it to the date part." He said while he reached for his wallet probably ready to pull out a condom.

"No no. Nothing like that. I'm not here to fuck. I actually want to go on a date with you. If that's okay." I said slightly annoyed at how easy he was going to disregard the date.

He frowned and put his wallet back in his pocket before picking up speed. We didn't talk for the rest of the ride and by the time he stopped driving we were in front of his house and it was 7:15. He got out and I came out as well making sure to pick up my tote bag just in case. 

"This is my place. My parents aren't home so we have the whole house to ourselves. Even if you screamed no one would hear you." He whispered the last part but I still heard him. 

We made it inside, I took my shoes off and he directed me to the couch. He turned on the TV, left and got us some candy.

"I didn't expect you to be here so I'm sorry if I don't have much." He said sitting down.

"No. I'm sorry I was late. I totally lost track of time." 

"Do you want to watch something?"

"Sure."

We put on a movie and I started to munch on some candy. My teeth eventually started to hurt so I stopped. I could see him from the corner of my eye giving me "the look" but I continued to watch the movie. When the movie had come to an end he turned off the TV.

"Why'd you want to go out with me tonight? You don't know anything about me. You don't wanna fuck. So why?" He asked, staring at me once again.

"Because I like you." I said looking away to avoid eye contact. He turned my chin so I was facing him and brought my lips closer to his. I could feel him breath on my lips and I felt my clit throb as his other hand climbed up my thigh.

"Why? Tell me why you like me?" He said now rubbing my upper thigh.

"You're nice to me. You helped me with my homework that one time and when a guy called me a hoe you stood up for me. I guess seeing you every day just made me develop feelings for you and it wouldn't help when I would catch you taking glances at me."

He opened my legs just enough for him to slowly make circles over my already wet, throbbing clit. It was driving me crazy. He suddenly picked me up and sat me over his lap. My face was facing his. I could feel his bulging erection under me. He grabbed my waist and started to drag my pussy back and forth on his pants making me wetter than I already was. 

"Fuckkk....Blake..."I tilted my head back in pleasure as he continued to rock me back and forth.

"I want to absolutely ruin you right now." He said lust filling his eyes.

"We c-can't. I want to s-stop." I said, still moaning with pleasure.

He stopped and just grabbed my waist and pulled me closer. Our lips were an inch away and I thanked god that I had remembered to pop in a mint an hour ago. 

"I won't ever do anything you don't want me to. But just know that if you leave now I won't be able to stop myself if we go out again." He placed me down on the side of him and stared deeply into my eyes. 

"Blake? Can we go out again? On a real date?" He chuckled. 

"Isn't this a real date?" He said smiling. Oh so beautifully smiling. 

"Well yeah but you know what I mean. Maybe we could go to the amusement park?" I said, looking at his every feature.

"Maybe. You seem cute but I really don't know much about you. Besides the fact that you have a high sex appeal." He said smirking devilishly. 

"Haha very funny. Well my favorite color is red and I love to watch anime." I said cringing at the last part."

"Oh really? What's your favorite anime?" He said still smiling.

"I don't have one there's so many...." 

"Mine is Samurai Champloo. It's an oldie but it still cracks me up." He said now directing his attention off me and picking up candy wrappers. 

We continued to talk about movies, games and anime for the next two hours and before I knew it I was getting ready to go.

"I had a fun time tonight Blake." I said blushing. 

"I had fun as well. I'm going to take you out on Friday so be ready." He said staring into my soul.

"Really? Was I that fun to hang out with? Don't miss me too much." I said uncontrollably smiling.

"Haha. Yes you were. I haven't had a real conversation in a while. It was refreshing to talk to someone that I shared interests with. I'll call you tomorrow okay?" He said putting in his number to my phone.

"Okay. Bye Blake." 

"Bye kitty." I snapped my head back and he started to burst out laughing.

"That's your new name. Don't you like it kitty?" He started to burst out laughing again.

"I hate you." I said blushing but this time it was from embarrassment.

"Bye loser."

"Bye kitty."