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I got back home around 12:00 am and went to sleep immediately. I dreamt of him loving me and holding me while we both fell asleep. I woke up around 3 am panting and sweating. I felt really warm and I couldn't move much. Eventually, I was able to get up and get to the bathroom. I felt a sour liquid in my mouth and rushed to the toilet to vomit.
I didn't know why I was sick at the time until I realized I was eating a lot of candy yesterday. My bad habits caught up with me.
My mom let me stay home. Not like she cared I was here anyway. I felt better after school hours and I decided to go out. I saw the same red charger and I went down to see why he was here.
I knocked on the window. Once, Twice, Three times. Nothing. The fourth time the window went down and I saw a girl in the passenger seat facing me.
"Oh um sorry. I thought you were someone I knew." I quickly back up from the car until I see Blake in the driver's seat.
"Oh Blake. There you are. Can we talk?" I mentally cringe at the fact that they probably saw me knocking trying to get in.
"Not right now. I'm with someone." He says being dismissive.
"Sorry. I just thought you were here to see me. You're right in front of my house." I say feeling a burn in my chest.
He stares at me before coming out and closing the window on his way out.
"Listen. I'm with a girl right now and you're MAJORLY cock-blocking me." He says frustrated. I feel hurt and I feel tears spike my eyes. What was I thinking? We just started to get to know each other. Obviously he's not going to be loyal because we're not dating.
"Oh sorry." I feel a tear run down my face and his expression changes.
He sighs and grabs my cheeks. "Listen, I know you like me but we just met. I'm gonna need some time to know you."
"You could've fucked me instead." I said not thinking.
His eyes widen and he grabs my arm, pulling me closer to him.
"What happened yesterday then? I wanted to fuck you and you didn't let me."
"Well I would rather you fuck me than some random ass girl."
He sighs again and looks me in my eyes before letting me go.
"We can talk later but right now I have business to take care of."
I feel more tears spike my eyes and I feel worthless. I'm being stupid. We just basically met each other. Why do I fall so hard for guys? I need to show restraint. 691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzX357RTWr
He leaves and I let my tears pour. I'm too emotional. I need to calm down. I walk away from his car and down the street I turn back and I see the car shaking back and forth. I mentally cringe and feel my tears pouring down my face.
"Are you okay?" A tall man says from my side.
I snap my head to see Adrian.
"You scared me! Don't do that jerk!" He smiles before laughing.
"Are you crying? What happened??" I look away before wiping my tears on my sleeves.
"Blake's fucking some girl back there." He turns back to see the car still rocking.
"Damn. He's going at it. Why don't you just stop obsessing over him? You know I want you."
It's true. He's had a crush on me since kindergarten and he's also been my best friend since. I would think a guy who looks like him would've stopped liking a girl like me but no. He persisted. I did like him before I saw Blake. Blake's been on my mind since before Cameron. Yeah, I've liked him for a while. I guess I always got so nervous but now that I'm 18 there's no point in being scared. I'm an adult. I should be brave and I am but my emotions always ruin everything for me. I've always been so emotional. Crying over dropping a lollipop, screaming at someone when they bump into me. I've been improving but Blake has always been my weakness.
"I know. You remind me everyday." I say chuckling, feeling better already.
"But I'd be a wayyy better boyfriend than him. I'd make you food. I'd kiss you every single day. I'd fuck you." He says, smirking at the last part.
"You're such a pervert." I say smiling and laughing.
"If Blake said it would make you wet though." He said frowning.
"Don't be like that crybaby." I said smirking at his childhood nickname.
"I told you to not call me that you rat." He said rolling his eyes and pushing me.
We started joking around and I ended up falling and busting my ass on the concrete.
"HAHHAHAHAHAHA!!! You're such a loser!" He says gasping for air.
"Whatever rat." I say rolling my eyes.
We ended up going to the mall and spending his dad's money. He was a great guy and if I wasn't head over heels over Blake I would definitely see myself falling in love with him.
I got back home at around 8 and I went straight to bed ignoring the beer cans that littered the hallway. I ran up the stairs and took off my clothes. Just as I was about to hop into the shower my phone rings.
Blake <3. I pick it up eagerly.
Me: Hello? Blake is this you?
Blake: Yeah. Come over. She's not here anymore. We can talk. Ya know? Get to know each other a little more.
Me: I'm about to take a shower.
Blake: Oh. Do you want me to come over instead then? I could hear the smirk over the phone.
Me: No pervert.
Blake: Fine. I will. If you insist.
With that he hung up and I just rolled my eyes and took a shower. About an hour later I hear a knock on my window.
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