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The way it started was the way it ended, when did I become you? Even though we were always one. We both did our best, what we knew how to do. The moments with you felt ever so short but the effect of you is infinite, your eternally internal; the proof is in all I write for you, in these teary letters to you. This is to include you where there isn’t you. Our kindred frequency, your being reflected mine and my being reflected yours; my everything reincarnate, this is my reunion wish.
Your introspection, fault dissection. My resurrection, tears justification. It was your unmasked request and my relish quest. Encounter lore, your solar core. Our never in the nether: found Neverland. But now, nostalgia pleas, languish creeps, the dreamy deceit of an unlikely meet. My unrefined reality and hopeful naivety, vanish fantasy with my depleted liberty.
I wish we could be together, it’s so cold without you, reality approached, heighten sin this sensation list, yonder sweet, insiders keep, lily pad steeping stones dream; seasons came, this lovers bliss only I miss. It hurts as bad as it does because I can’t ignore the possibility that could’ve been us, I don’t want you to be a mystery to me, like I’ve been suspended to misery.
It was the aspects I didn’t like that allowed me to understand you, reflect you, led me to you, now because of you I can like these aspects of me that brought me to you, to loving you. I only liked me when I was with you, why doesn’t my pain mean anything, why couldn’t it be at least useful to you, these nothings dearer.
I’ve been pivoting around you at parallel, with you just slightly beyond my reach. I’ll remember us and each ear tender treat. Since I experienced love and no one else did. I don’t love you I love writing about you: your only a memory. I can’t love you in reality, so I loved you writing this story imagined.
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Date Originally Created: February 4th 2023
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