I open the mailbox and saw a letter addressed to me. I mean I know it was for because it's in my mailbox but that is not what surprised me. What surprised me was who it was from, my sister, but she died 11 years ago. I tore open the letter.
Dear Etta,
I know I never liked you, you may not be perfect to the world, but to me, you are the best and ideal brother I can ever have. Life is not a cakewalk. Make these hardships a way to transform yourself for the better days ahead of you. You might not show your emotions, but I know how much feeling you hold inside yourself, brother. I am sorry for all those times I had you cover for me. My sweet brother, my love for you is the only thing indestructible in this world. You brought me joy and made each day of my life special. What a blessing it was to have a brother like you. You never failed to make me smile. You lifted my spirits when was under pressure and made me giggle when I was sad. I am very thankful that I had you in my life. You'll always be my little brother someone I could depend on no matter how old we got. Because you are my brother and we got along so well, enjoyed each other's company, and do so many fun things together, I love you. When we were kids and playing with each other a lot, I recall how much laughter we shared. It was amusing how I could get away with anything, and you were always there to defend me. I miss those times so much. I yearn for the times we spent together. My dear brother, I’m so sorry for the pain I’ve caused you. Please accept my apologies. My heart is crushed by the guilt, I am sorry my dearest brother. I was so wrong, and I promise I won’t let it happen again. I am sorry. I should not have said such things to you. I’m extremely sorry, brother. You can punish me if you want, but please forgive me. Sorry and love you, bro. Sorry for being the meanest person to you but you are the best brother one could have. I never wanted to be the reason for your tears. I am sorry for my behavior. Please forgive me, brother. Mean words went out of my mouth at that moment, but my heart will always love and respect you. Please grant me your forgiveness, dear brother. I am just feeling so low for hurting you like this. I may be a bad sister, but you are a good brother. I hope you would forgive me. ‘Sorry’ won’t pay for the loss but for the sake of our childhood and great memories, please give me another shot of forgiveness bro. I am sorry.
Love your favorite and only sister, HAZ
P.S. I didn't commit suicide, Matthew killed me.
(The only name I changed was my brothers.)
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