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神的恩賜

幼子紜 幼子紜
Jun 29, 2023 187 2 Mins Read
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        記得以前，第一次跟爸爸去教堂聽神父講道，那一天，我從未忘過。

教堂裡年老的神父，端著慈祥的臉龐，站在講堂中央，緩慢地說著:

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「上帝是公平的，他寵愛每個孩子，從不偏袒。若上帝關上了一扇門，必然會為你打開另一扇窗。」

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「如同我們，上帝的追隨者，也必然是公平的對待每一個人......」

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剛好，爸爸牽著我的手，走在兩排椅子的中間，打算找個座位坐下。

講道中的神父微微側臉，便看到了那鶴立雞群的一大一小。

剎那間，那滿是皺紋的臉龐，驀然露出了那種，厭惡反胃的表情，只有一霎那。

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但我看見了。

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清清楚楚地看見了，人說慈祥的臉龐，人稱「二十一世紀上帝的差使」、「包容萬物聖人」......

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        原來看到了我，聖人也會變得不再是聖人。

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那時，我四歲。

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我忽然驚覺。

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也許，我就是那個被上帝厭棄的孩子。

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       上帝給我瘦弱蒼白的身軀，醜陋的臉容，還有不健康的眼睛。

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這些已經夠我受了，還「好心」的送來 白色的病。

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生來便患有白化症的我，總是被稱為「白色怪物」。

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       每天盥洗時，我都親眼目睹自己的醜，是一日中最痛苦的時刻。

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偌大空蕩的浴室裡，牆上裝有一塊大鏡，每天都不可避免的看見自己。

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瘦弱得彷彿一吹就倒的身體，沒有肌肉，捏一捏就摸到骨頭，大腿甚至跟手臂差不多細，皮膚更是蒼白得像電影裡的吸血鬼......

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我最討厭的，是那一頭的白髮，以及那怪異的粉色眼瞳。

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白色，像是老人的髮色，站在滿是黑髮的同學中， 總是顯得突兀且怪異。

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我多麼羨慕，那些烏黑亮麗的發絲，不會引人注目，也不會讓人厭惡。

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我好討厭這些白色阿...

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為甚麼是我，為甚麼不是隔壁討厭的小狗，為甚麼不是那個神父。

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為何偏偏是我，還有爸?

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爸說，白色不是上帝降下的懲罰，是給予我們的恩賜，讓我們與眾不同。

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——可爸啊，你知道嗎?

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——我一點也不想要那些與眾不同

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這樣醜陋的我，可以被愛嗎?

值得嗎?

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*本故事情節皆為虛構，其中任何團體、宗教、組織亦非真實，如與現實雷同屬實，純屬巧合。

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