經過一整晚的情緒翻騰,隔天早上楊品瑜走進辦公室時,赫然發現桌上被放了一罐茉香奶綠,底下還壓了一張紙條,上頭寫著:76Please respect copyright.PENANALoT7NhGbPI
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『對不起,過去沒有和妳在一起,是因為我太軟弱,不敢向妳表達心意,所以這些年我努力地把自己變得更好,就是希望總有一天能夠把妳給追回來,並傾盡自己的所有,愛護妳、保護妳、不讓妳受到委屈。這罐茉香奶綠是我們的起點,也是我的初衷,我從來不曾忘記我們之間的情感,如果妳願意相信我,請給我一次解釋的機會,好嗎?』76Please respect copyright.PENANA4mb9iMhYF6
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「我看到囉!」小湘的聲音自她耳邊響起,嚇得她匆忙把紙條收進包包。76Please respect copyright.PENANAmHrWCcSJZW
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「是什麼啊?紙條嗎?還是情書?」小湘好奇地追問。76Please respect copyright.PENANATbZe2ctEub
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「不要鬧了,今天很忙,有一大堆事情要做。」楊品瑜強裝鎮定打開電腦桌面上的檔案,裡頭紀錄了這個月所有客戶往來的銷貨資料,約有一百多筆要在下班前開出發票,所以必須一人負責一半。76Please respect copyright.PENANArFFnP4JOxg
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「上面寫了些什麼啊?」小湘無視她交代的工作,只在乎紙條內容。76Please respect copyright.PENANARtacDFR5ZN
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「沒什麼。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAkFmiVsJdNC
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「是子鋐哥吧,你們怎麼了?」76Please respect copyright.PENANA4ExW3zyEYd
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楊品瑜心想,像小湘這種打破砂鍋問到底的精神如果發揮在工作上,那肯定能為她的表現帶來亮眼成績。76Please respect copyright.PENANA4s26ieKIG4
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「沒什麼。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAn3inY40gx9
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「沒什麼就是有什麼,別想騙我,妳的心情都寫在臉上囉。」小湘循循善誘道。76Please respect copyright.PENANAJjJYExF2MT
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「……」楊品瑜嘆了口氣,不願多談,便投入工作中。76Please respect copyright.PENANAzpMLFapLIU
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到了午休時間,程子鋐來找她,卻被楊品瑜以忙碌為由,將他打發離開。第二次則是下班的時候,程子鋐來到辦公室門口,堵住她的去路,楊品瑜一開始還不願跟他走,但在小湘的居中協調下,才答應和他約在老地方見。76Please respect copyright.PENANAblPKBeRZOI
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上了車,程子鋐帶她來到高中母校附近的速食餐廳。76Please respect copyright.PENANABIsAVkpQ6f
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楊品瑜點了一杯茉香奶綠,一邊等待老闆娘炸的香酥雞排,這家店她以前很常和簡語庭來,每次她都會點一杯飲料一份雞排內用,兩人邊吃邊聊。76Please respect copyright.PENANAQi8lSU3qtd
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沒想到過了這麼多年,這裡人潮依舊不減,雖然店內裝潢重新翻修過,器材設備也整個煥然一新,但只要走進來這裡,彷彿回到過去,喚起那段青澀的過往歲月。76Please respect copyright.PENANABXHdcwnbZj
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「為什麼帶我來這?」楊品瑜問。76Please respect copyright.PENANAQlx6UlIL73
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「紙條妳看了嗎?」程子鋐沒回答她的問題。76Please respect copyright.PENANAg5sblll6XW
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「看了。」楊品瑜冷淡回應。76Please respect copyright.PENANANABzXFReQT
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「妳覺得怎麼樣?還是不相信我嗎?」他柔聲問道。76Please respect copyright.PENANAqz4MJfnQmZ
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「我不知道,我現在好混亂。」楊品瑜搖頭。76Please respect copyright.PENANAibzcsVlgor
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「沒關係,慢慢來,我說給妳聽。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAi2QrbShwwS
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「你為什麼要帶我來這。」楊品瑜又問了他一次。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPDwMjpcGDC
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「我想彌補過去的遺憾,這裡是第一站。」76Please respect copyright.PENANATlrb9ZngKE
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「第一站?」楊品瑜疑惑。76Please respect copyright.PENANAUYtu5FxMK8
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「我一直想帶喜歡的人來這裡,回味學生時期那種談戀愛、約會的感覺。」76Please respect copyright.PENANANtllkO57yz
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「但我記得你以前常帶游唯茜來這。」楊品瑜印象很深刻,因為好幾次她和簡語庭本來約好要一起去吃雞排,卻總是在店門外看見他們坐在裡頭有說有笑的樣子,後來她有好一陣子都不想再踏進去這家店。76Please respect copyright.PENANAKCo8wbIaEr
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「我說的那個人不是她,是妳。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAERY5crYJOU
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「……」楊品瑜一臉不相信他說的話,「既然不喜歡她,又為何要和她在一起?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAhzGxJE5U6y
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「那妳為什麼選擇阿浩?」程子鋐反問。76Please respect copyright.PENANAeZQqJYlmUJ
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「啊?」楊品瑜錯愕,「所以你是因為他的關係,放棄我們之間的感情,跑去和她在一起?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAu8E2rU4Ucy
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「江辰浩喜歡妳。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAkOfrzSyWID
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「那又如何?我根本沒有喜歡他,我們只是朋友。」76Please respect copyright.PENANANra10Kh0va
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「可是妳高中的時候不是跟他在一起?」程子鋐不禁皺眉。76Please respect copyright.PENANAf8hzOL78D0
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「我不知道你到底誤會了什麼,但我真的沒有跟他在一起!」楊品瑜鄭重地澄清。76Please respect copyright.PENANAXHkZmVLgKH
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「對不起,因為那時候小茜告訴我你們在一起了,所以我以為……」程子鋐欲言又止。76Please respect copyright.PENANANVRPRZRrXj
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「你為什麼不來問我?」楊品瑜埋怨道。76Please respect copyright.PENANAGfR9lix5HZ
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「妳要我怎麼問,我當時真的以為你們已經在一起了,我又有什麼資格和立場問妳?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAMGWxC0eap3
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程子鋐的話讓楊品瑜頓時沉默,因為她自己也是在得知他和游唯茜在一起之後,沒有勇氣和立場去問他,而放棄這段感情。76Please respect copyright.PENANAaqXcYW2nZn
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「其實我到現在都還是一直很後悔那時候沒向妳告白,假如當時說了,也許後面這些事都不會發生,妳也就不需要承受那麼大的痛苦。」程子鋐重重地嘆了口氣。76Please respect copyright.PENANA8P3BuyEVcK
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「什麼意思?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAqZpeeICcQh
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「難道妳不知道阿浩在喜歡妳之前,曾經和小茜很好嗎?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAyC6RhaWFor
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「不知道。」楊品瑜搖頭,「我以為她只是暗戀失敗,所以看我不順眼。」76Please respect copyright.PENANA3CnTHPfCJm
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「阿浩從以前就很喜歡跟女生四處搞曖昧,剛好那時他和小茜走在一起,所有人都以為他們有機會發展成一對時,阿浩卻轉移目標注意到妳,讓小茜有了危機意識,便開始緊迫盯人,偏偏阿浩是那種妳抓得越緊他越是反彈的那種人,所以他們鬧翻了以後,小茜因為不甘心阿浩被妳搶走,才憤而排擠妳。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAdj0VHam6rZ
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「所以這一切都只是我活該倒楣,我根本什麼也沒做,就被排擠。」楊品瑜真的是哭笑不得,「那你後來為什麼和她在一起,她不是喜歡江辰浩?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAqvT80NNYtr
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「在妳被排擠之後,我去找過她。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAjhGP17k2gj
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「你去找她?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAA9jiHNc6uX
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「嗯,我花了點時間和她們那一群混熟,要她們不要排擠妳,也就從那時候開始,小茜提出在一起的想法。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAsd3erH52K5
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「是為了要報復我嗎?」楊品瑜問。76Please respect copyright.PENANAcHjN0VqKFr
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「我不知道,但我和小茜會在一起只是剛好我們的心情都不好,她失去阿浩,我失去妳,彼此想要有個人陪在身邊,可是在交往的過程中,我們常會因為一點小事就吵架,所以只在一起幾個月就分手了,分手後就一直維持友好的關係直到現在。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAV57MZPuG99
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聽完,楊品瑜靜默了幾分鐘,這時叫號聲響起,他們的餐點好了,趁著程子鋐前去取餐的時候,楊品瑜努力消化剛才的訊息量。很快地,程子鋐把餐點端到她面前,看著眼前香噴噴的雞排,楊品瑜並沒有馬上開動。76Please respect copyright.PENANASxKKtY04Hs
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「還好嗎?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAUOT4oMW4is
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「給我一點時間,我想好好沉澱一下。」76Please respect copyright.PENANATMSKPnKrBB
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「好。」程子鋐應允。76Please respect copyright.PENANA9cGwR7fbLg
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用過晚餐,楊品瑜並未在外逗留,而是回到家,坐在梳妝台前,拿出白天程子鋐寫給她的紙條,反覆地看了又看。76Please respect copyright.PENANAAoU6sneFvb
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接著她從抽屜翻出了兩個厚厚的信封袋,本想將紙條直接放入,但心念一轉,她決定把裡頭的東西全部倒出來重新整理。76Please respect copyright.PENANA0TLgf3DVxT
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看著那些經過歲月洗禮的泛黃紙條片片飛落在她的眼前時,腦海中一幕幕的回憶也不斷地湧現。76Please respect copyright.PENANAoWyMQlgK6K
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從一開始不知道該說什麼的尷尬生疏,到後來話題範圍越來越廣,學校老師的八卦、彼此的興趣喜好、愛喝什麼不愛吃什麼、喜歡哪個名星、哪支籃球隊伍……久而久之,他們對彼此有更深入的了解。76Please respect copyright.PENANA7SaOl445EW
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甚至他們約定好,畢業後要存錢一起聽小槿的演唱會,只可惜還沒實現承諾,他們就漸行漸遠了。76Please respect copyright.PENANADEkxSkmosi
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直到楊品瑜開始出社會賺錢,有能力負擔後,他的女神也變成了她的女神,每每開演唱會,她都會上網搶票,只為聽她的歌聲療癒自己的心靈,彌補他們當年的遺憾。76Please respect copyright.PENANAS6UcF5fnR4
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她回想起搶票的那天下午,按下登入鍵的時候,官網卻一片空白,當下她的臉色一陣青一陣白,在等待癱瘓的官網修復同時,她一邊祈禱,最後終於讓她成功地訂到兩張最好的位置,在刷卡付錢後,滿心期待開唱當天能夠和程子鋐一起去。76Please respect copyright.PENANAtFgHMrUPGj
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曾經她以為這段關係已經成為了過去式,沒想到十年後還有重逢的可能,對方非但沒有遺忘她,還將她放在心上,做為前進的動力,這一點真的讓她非常感動。76Please respect copyright.PENANA5uY2dqlnBu
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她不是沒有感覺到程子鋐的付出,不管是工作上還私底下,程子鋐都無條件地幫助她、支持她,不僅對她身邊的人好,還替她證明了清白保全工作;感情方面也如實地交代清楚,他和游唯茜的關係,還有兩人過去沒有在一起的原因,試問有哪個男人能做到這種程度?76Please respect copyright.PENANAhAyz6jIcnb
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既然如此,她又何必糾結於過去,不肯放過自己,這樣一想,楊品瑜突然豁然開朗。76Please respect copyright.PENANALktyKl4MG6
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她把紙條按照順序排好,就在整理得差不多,準備上床就寢時,一張素描圖畫映入她的眼裡。76Please respect copyright.PENANAQmXkWt21Vq
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她好奇地拾起一看,是一個以手支著頭的短髮女孩,上頭用筆力道很重,畫像旁還提了幾個字,最後押上姓名和日期:『放空的女孩。』76Please respect copyright.PENANANOF9WQjkVI
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相較於其他工整清秀的正楷字體,這個獨特的勾勒筆畫字跡,偏小且極具個性。76Please respect copyright.PENANAjfiAlDZfpv
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她突然想起,那是江辰浩在自習課時,以她為模特兒畫出的一張得意作品,她還記得當時她問他幹嘛沒事偷窺她,還把她畫得這麼醜。他卻說這是一張充滿心意的禮物,硬是推給了她。76Please respect copyright.PENANAG5aezPNAIm
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但她不肯,非要他講出說服她收下的理由,他才坦承是因為喜歡她,所以畫了那張圖,事後他以朋友名義勸她收下,才解除了這場僵局。76Please respect copyright.PENANArX3WxyhxbY
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當初發現弄丟畫像時,她還以為是隨手塞進了哪本課本給一起資源回收,因此難過了一陣子,畢竟是份心意,她很珍惜,但也僅止於此。76Please respect copyright.PENANAjYTbt1SHDG
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沒想到那幅畫竟然和程子鋐的紙條收在一起,如今它又出現在她的面前,楊品瑜有種不好的預感,遂將桌上的紙條收回信封袋,並塞進抽屜裡,躺上床儘早入睡。76Please respect copyright.PENANA8HIiU7yoch