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「需要你直白的愛意來確認我的存在。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzMCeB1ae8
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我跟夏油傑打小認識。夏油一家都是非常好的人，在我們搬過去之後相當照顧我們。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ2EN3wdRF
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爸爸媽媽一直以來都忙於工作，我已經很習慣自己一個人待在家裡了。好在夏油傑跟我是同一所學校的，至少回家的路上還能有個照應。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22PNyyaq8K
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他一直很受歡迎。有禮貌的優等生，外表俊秀，談吐與同齡人相比還要成熟大方，這樣的孩子很難不受人喜愛。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWTxOmVcq1
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我很喜歡他。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4Xywzf6fW
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但他終究是飛鳥。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqYYXnfSsf
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……他好像跟一般人有些不一樣。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaxYzgX1pj
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM5Jp4wA47
舉個例子，我曾經撞見他對著空氣揮拳，揮完之後不知道吞下了什麼，臉上的痛苦不似作偽。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzyDTvqOO4
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如果是為了演戲的話，這演技穩妥妥可以去報名角逐奧斯卡了。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfuU0r7EZg
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「……你都看見了？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKyVVPBKRY
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVpWv3EE7p
他看見我一言不發地站在那，錯愕地問，似乎有種被戳破秘密的羞恥感。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVg6DcnTjG
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjx6YjqPFOD
我說對，然後從口袋拿出一根棒棒糖給他。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vQipuKyJv
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXASoe60yZL
「葡萄口味的。」我說。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdusywYgaH
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyY4tDcKjrt
他說謝謝，然後當著我的面拆開包裝塞進嘴裡。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0SfCCv0i0
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走回去的路上難得很安靜。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ256BFRWahq
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIOt2gT4qU
「……你不問我什麼嗎？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfqDmU9LLo
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N6fwl9SiA
「怕你尷尬。」我誠實地說。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cjARZDDj4
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9w9eZdD3U
他無奈地笑了，像是在說「敗給你了」。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDwyX9e1zS
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5F0io8WOH
仲夏的風帶著些微的潮意吹過，在陽光下舒展的枝椏沙沙地掉下幾片綠葉，日光在臉上落下斑駁光影。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCctCstJam
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敗給你了。他說。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJhPwtcj0t
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfXsGLO3J4
我好像墜入愛河，於是也跟著笑了起來。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLBUixUrMa
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「我看得見一些……一般人看不見的東西。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLu257Gl8K
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk9yifg6Ks
「鬼？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEscCmypjU
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsWz1T4qm1
「比鬼還可怕吧……完全看不出是什麼樣子的。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ455HdReZZ
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8anoGi0wo4
「史萊姆？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a8QQsrqyT
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVG96bJ9wf
「唔，倒是有看過一個很像的。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbEvInuTE3
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbGZx6LrAr
我們有一搭沒一搭地聊，直到夏油傑停下腳步。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40eDNNnBdj
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6fmALOShX
他看向我的眼神突然變得很鄭重，就像是下定什麼決心似的。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rAoFqGXzI
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiwSB4T8jP
他說，我可以吸收這些東西，然後讓他們為我所用。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxS5ecWWjb
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfEJoqSN8S
我想起夏油傑吞嚥的動作。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLIQTFUkXp
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUnDZsnjFz
仰頭吞下的時候整張臉會皺在一起，喉結上下滾動，抑制即將嘔吐的衝動，睜開眼的時候眼眶已經微微泛紅。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK1p4AxJe8
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明明很痛苦吧。我說。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9knI3qcmV
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGt6nOxXjem
「一定要吃掉那些東西嗎？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvRBGlTBtN
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf7TbXnGsb
「一定要。」他說，「說實話，味道就跟沾了嘔吐物的抹布，很難吃。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs6qx7RkHe
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUwEbwAntX
聽起來真糟糕。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7fe4GNKo2
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH3xpH4C3V
「但是一想到只要熬過幾秒鐘，就能幫助到更多人的話──那麼，這短暫的痛苦，似乎也就沒什麼了。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc91Nsec6j
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiZEAoQFNC
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNRr6UKngb
我後來意識到墜入愛河也許並不只是因為那個笑容，而是他提起「理想」的時候，閃閃發光的模樣。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWm9vJGic8
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFXHjWrgi1
我愛他，愛他的抱負。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJwNRTPqOR
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvC3wyOYsCQ
所以在他的咒靈殺死我的時候，我始終都認為，那是我喜歡的少年。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtaPpytQeF
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToeoIK3oFr
八歲，十四歲，殺死我的那年他十六歲。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uriS85Is2
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lBNBHRadF
他從來沒有變過。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8iC5PUPqP
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夏油傑離開之後，一切都變成飛鳥了，我也是。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dd74mgqYC
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHccJYM4ueI
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04.379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw7pmErAgU
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夏油傑畢業後就加入高專了。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxlbrVGXK4
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfjo6bOdl7
少了一個人在身邊，放學的路上又開始變得很安靜。我不太習慣，但也不打算找新朋友陪我。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjtxxJY7kd
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總覺得會有種替代掉「夏油傑」的感覺，而我不想要這樣。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKPqTXrFtQ
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379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPh00AAvrA
「你怎麼低著頭在走路？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4yc6307Ax
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91evK6oqo5
這聲音是夏油傑。我詫異地抬頭向身後一看，那個高了我一大截的少年正笑眯眯地看我。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn6Er3rKa2
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJFCf9npJX
「你怎麼在這？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FpLVjsEDe
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還穿得像個不良少年似的，我說。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU8HfqKEWb
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他臉上的笑意瞬間僵住，大概是有些好氣又好笑。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzVvLxvvBa
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilqbYljepJ
「來陪你放學。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM33KGX0Fod
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8nzDl9d23
──結果你是這樣說我的？他的眼神赤裸裸地傳達出這則訊息。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0BemLouth
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我驚訝於他的回答，頓時有些心虛，心裡卻又覺得還挺高興的，只能吐吐舌假裝沒事矇混過去。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vq469m80R
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUDqWa5Q1z
夏油傑不會因為這種玩笑同我置氣。他無奈地伸手拍拍我的腦袋，將我背在身上的書包給拿走，動作流暢自然地就像是做過數百次一樣。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UDcC4Tgyr
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVQZ05KUsw
陽光將他的影子拉得冗長，我低下頭幼稚地踩，偶爾踩在落葉上，發出嘎吱嘎吱的聲響。夏油傑已經很習慣我時不時無聊的小舉動，無所謂地任由我的鞋子在他的「頭」上放肆。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jUiUSbJVc
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「沒想到你還有空來接我。」我說。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8oJpz6o1v
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4T8SUYJPi
氣流經過喉嚨，聲帶顫動，他發出「嗯──」的聲音，臉上的表情似笑非笑。「怕你覺得寂寞，暗地裡偷偷哭。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwyV4v6tKl
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才不會。我反駁道。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsymC97BTre
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欸？是嗎？可是媽媽傳訊息給我，說自從我去高專上學之後，鄰居太太的女兒晚上都會在被窩裡偷偷哭。鄰居太太的女兒是誰啊──夏油傑瞇起眼睛笑的時候像隻壞心眼的狐狸。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGsPvqpEsD
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFysGCY7UkA
我不敢置信地瞪大眼睛。媽媽這個叛徒！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCiqq4rVYY
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquU6Q1WXbh
無話可說，我索性攤牌承認是我，我確實會暗地裡想他。我說沒辦法，你走以後我好不習慣。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTw96txfxV
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxP5bML0Do
「你叫我起床，幫我拿書包，跟我一起上學、一起放學……傑，那麼多年的習慣不是可以隨便割捨的。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjEGHEAvV3
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9wZHPlV8J
我不想找別人跟我一起放學，因為沒有人能代替夏油傑陪我走這條路。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNdhJUJOMU
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKWmlt4Vbn
他終究是不一樣的。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2I78yybnYT
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3ETvyqmEI
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWqxX5BM22
黑髮少年綁著我熟悉的丸子頭，他看著我，突然沒了聲音。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmPYfgLYc3
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgkF0wdLai
那我以後陪你一起下課好嗎？最後他妥協似地問，眼神卻很溫柔。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEJxyn1oU5
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379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO8d0X33zp
「還要常常講電話。」我堅持。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G9HCuoXP7
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIClwrZvAT
「不是每天都在傳訊息了嗎？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4bpXh1KEL
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「但我想聽你說話呀。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rGnCdW6gw
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「好。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqFNxvaRhR
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都聽你的。他說。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KVcx9z2Ru
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