鹿登介於新界沙田與大圍之間,是一間如果要走到二邊的市區,大概要走最少15至20分鐘左右路程的學校,6層主樓,偏樓3層,中間是個大操場。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAdBY5JKCZvJ
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不是中學。 49Please respect copyright.PENANApwx7yF9xWZ
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在當年中學體制評審下,是最低的學校等級,九成都是一班未成年的青少年為了完成政府強制的九年免費教育,所以才聚集在一起的不學之人,當然還有少部分學生因為考不上志願中學,沒有辦法之下才暫時入讀這裏,通常他們都是為著中二有機會能轉出去其他中學,或者在中五時為了重考會考才入讀的,通常這些學生,只會選擇會考的課堂去上,像琳姐姐和之後轉來5C就讀一年的魏月圓跟黃穎詩一樣。 49Please respect copyright.PENANA3IJOHaiJda
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所以鹿登連排上中學的掛名都不夠。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAFEob8NP8qf
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而我,是考進來的。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAlSUCrzhWTY
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在開學前,校長還親自的接見了我,這天我穿著純白的連身裙,自然曲的秀髮厚厚的披在肩上,拿著交件,呼口氣便慢慢的走到校務處。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAHRJH3N9ApQ
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校工李健偉望了我一眼,我說我姓姬,校長約了我。49Please respect copyright.PENANAP5YEwK7zMG
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他著我等等,我冲他笑了笑。49Please respect copyright.PENANAygaipzzSXQ
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英俊。49Please respect copyright.PENANA2r9bNstZyQ
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對,他非常英俊,長得有點像輕柔版的何家勁,在鹿登沒什麼女生會不知道他的名字。49Please respect copyright.PENANAAmc8TqVfGb
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我大概也是曾經單戀過他的,誰不喜歡好看的人了,可現在沒有了,所以才能那麼簡單的直視著對方的好奇。49Please respect copyright.PENANAU8u280edHq
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和挑撥他更多的好奇。49Please respect copyright.PENANARuVDT4CeBl
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我沒有等多久後,他便帶我去校長室,還問我是不是這校的學生。49Please respect copyright.PENANAuWS1yrEFZ5
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【今年讀中一。】49Please respect copyright.PENANAxv5wi7oTCY
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【E班嗎?】他問。49Please respect copyright.PENANAVGn3EtA3uo
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【如何看出來的?】我離他半米的跟著。49Please respect copyright.PENANAa6aE849dgR
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【妳看來比較會讀書。】49Please respect copyright.PENANA0xVuDOrMTI
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我笑。49Please respect copyright.PENANAMuroCw71xD
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李健偉,在我中四時就離職了,聽說他的女朋友在對面的沙官讀書,前世中,我沒有跟他有任何交集,純粹的,他就是在鹿登中工作的一個很英俊的職員,今世,看著辦。49Please respect copyright.PENANA6GVZHhIkgi
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在打開校長室門前,他跟我說開學見。49Please respect copyright.PENANAjZyqej5QqT
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我點點頭。49Please respect copyright.PENANAhWCtLzJMNg
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校長叫了我的名字,向我伸出了右手。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAIu0ft3xwlS
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我學著前世韓國人的握手方式,我覺得這種方式最能把晚輩對前輩的專重顯示出來。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAspmyU4jtiv
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我微微彎身,也伸出了右手,然後用左手握著右手的手腕,輕輕的順著校長的力度定了定。49Please respect copyright.PENANAwOkW1Phc20
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既不喧賓奪主,亦不妄自菲薄。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAzK4nqsjKQe
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他問我父母為什麼沒來,我拿出了父母簽名了的授權書,就是代表我可以完全代表父母做決定。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAVA8FTjN3qc
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校長似乎對我表現出的成熟非常滿意,一般而言,這種事應該是跟家長商議的,但我重生以來的父母就已經不用再担心我的【任何事】,拜庭是我考的,鹿登是我選的,自小學轉校開始,我的成績一直名列前茅,當然也沒什麼好自誇的,在我本身的年代,現在小四生的功課,不只是小一生學的嗎?D早已不For Dog了好嗎? 49Please respect copyright.PENANARjwCuE5q1i
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我在前世看到靳苑星小兒子幼稚園低班的課本,D For Dinosaur好嗎? 49Please respect copyright.PENANA6MsswH3j28
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什麼贏在起跑線,可怕的是如果每個母親也是這樣想,這種線恐怕越來越前,前到剛懷孕的時候就要開始孕中教學了吧。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAvGv2oemwnp
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其實她們從來都沒時間去想她們的小孩快樂不快樂,在這個急速進步的社會,如果沒有得佔先機,就只有被靠邊了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAmkT3KOPc4o
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父母是為孩子們著想,所以才希望在最初入學時選擇名校就讀,只有進入同等立場的教育學院,學生才不會有被比較的思想。49Please respect copyright.PENANAkrQ7feBFWX
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習慣上進的孩子,從來都不想浪費時間玩耍,問題是雖心高志遠,但孩子追不上。49Please respect copyright.PENANAOCzcBak6ir
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這樣一來,不如干脆讓孩子自我發展就好。49Please respect copyright.PENANAgVOFdjvU7o
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【之前月妳寫了一封信給我,說是擁有拜庭的預科留名証明,可以讓我看看嗎?】校長也不含糊,說了我的入學條件沒問題後,就乾脆就打開天窗問。49Please respect copyright.PENANAkMyrCHHrHI
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我的入校測試成績肯定是頂級的,就算不是特等生,入讀鹿登也全然沒有問題,並不需要什麼保證信去証明,他問來看,不過是想証實我有沒有唬他而已。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAclqzYfXEAA
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畢竟能入讀是一回事,故意選擇入讀是另一回事。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAasOcE5HfS4
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我早已預備好這些資料,就把整理好的資料夾的交給他。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAb2Y1KHVipY
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排面的那是一張印著拜庭書院水印的全英文的手寫信,下面有書院正副校長的印章跟簽名,當然還有學系教授范老的推薦信,然後是我在拜庭書院初中入校試的分數,之後是小學的畢業成績及小學校長的推薦信,再來的是一封校外測試的科目總體評分和最後拜庭書院的預科留名証明。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAcAQnUOM85T
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當然,還得每年再次確認成績,因此那留名証明只是一年的,直到我入讀為止。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAUGgT8ord8S
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范老明言,只為我保留到中五。49Please respect copyright.PENANAB6iCqHUXw7
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校長看著非常滿意,把資料交回給我,我很慎重的把它們一張張的整理好,它們是我的未來,是我為自己選擇的最辛苦的一條路。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAPueCQAyLIG
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但之後會很好的。49Please respect copyright.PENANA0mHmCoSErW
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校長問我志願是什麼。49Please respect copyright.PENANADO1e3Lq8aP
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我挑了挑眉。49Please respect copyright.PENANAxvVmiBKMcb
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這個問題,在學校面試時每個考官都問過,甚至於有一些熱心的考官在我離開時會私下拉下我建議我不用太誠實回答。49Please respect copyright.PENANAIUahF4ViXA
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畢竟我只有12歲。49Please respect copyright.PENANAgTpqRQznhq
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12歲的女孩子不應該會這樣想。49Please respect copyright.PENANAf0OdmP7He0
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的確如此。49Please respect copyright.PENANA8mty1Ag3ir
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但我不只12歲,所以在校長問我時,我也老實的回答他。49Please respect copyright.PENANAW1Lrdy2xoA
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他的神情變得古怪,正如所有人一樣。49Please respect copyright.PENANADAuLYzbAgj
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【如果我回答醫生會不會好一點?】我笑著問。49Please respect copyright.PENANA0uGSgVc73m
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【那是一定的,】他摸了摸胸口:【為什麼會對這職業有興趣了?】49Please respect copyright.PENANAhl9ETz0rBm
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【科學的主任是黃嘉和老師吧?中四的人類生物學應該有一堂課要解剖牛眼,校長你怕嗎?】我悠悠的看著校長室內老舊而又傳統的擺設,空氣中傳來木材長久以來飄散的沉香味,校長的座位上掛著「有教無類」的牌匾,但這學校的校生們,有多少人是在乎自己的?49Please respect copyright.PENANAfXNjIqxD86
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我也沒理他回答什麼,自顧自的說:【很多同學都說不想做,也說老師不需要教這些,但也有人二話不說就開了,你說那個人是殘忍嗎。49Please respect copyright.PENANAieN2RY9I5G
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【牛已經死了,而牛眼是為了讓學生知道眼睛的構造,有什麼好抗拒的?對不對?】49Please respect copyright.PENANAkEk1tDEYfd
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那年同級共分8組,我一個人就開了7組,即是7只牛眼,另一隻是湛小華開的,不知她們怕什麼,也不知她們叫什麼,我在人類生物學這一科,成績一直名列前茅,絕對能跟中文科並駕齊驅。49Please respect copyright.PENANA6M2z2q8nws
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老師並非因為我的成績而縱容我,因為我不見得黃SIR也縱容我就是,但又或者是我根本就沒有打算接近黃SIR吧。49Please respect copyright.PENANAH0O7859gLv
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校長對我的回應十分滿意。49Please respect copyright.PENANAdMCOShyBNg
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就這樣,我很順利的便拿到了特等生的名頭。49Please respect copyright.PENANAhh5EDa1iZB
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鹿登中一至中三都有六班,四班男生二班女生,中四開始減至四班,二班男生一班女生及一班混合精英班,再來中六和中七各一班。49Please respect copyright.PENANAH8rZV0q6vn
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如果不跟外校比,前世我在中二之後,在鹿登的確是一直出類拔萃那堆,是那種經常會被派出去為校比賽那種。49Please respect copyright.PENANAB3ZnROcNMv
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當然全部都是有獎牌回來的。49Please respect copyright.PENANAzSnDzDHgEU
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驕傲嗎?中四之後是驕傲的,只是在牛尾驕傲有什麼用?49Please respect copyright.PENANAKeCd5Rf9ai
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開學那天是一個晴天。49Please respect copyright.PENANAGCZcMLLS2Z
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到鹿登上學,我早上就得6點半出門口,坐上7時左右的巴士,從長沙灣到沙田,差不多要30分鐘,因為要預上塞車的時間,所以都會提早一點到校前等開門。49Please respect copyright.PENANAUKUv2WgtTl
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風紀能早點入校,但我那樣正經的人竟然從來沒被選過。49Please respect copyright.PENANAyZ8ds2byx1
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大概我的樣子還真如那個人所言,就總帶著點惹人去欺負的表情,事實我也並非公平的人就是。49Please respect copyright.PENANAR2cS90h0aX
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我護短,人所共知。49Please respect copyright.PENANA2s2zOwKsLg
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車走了幾個站,我便遇到孫鳳兒上車。49Please respect copyright.PENANAaj2FzNf3Nm
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當然,她還未對我自我介紹,但我知道過2天她就會主動跟我說話,送她上學的人是她的男朋友其哥哥,雖然不同班,但去車一程,我們都會坐在一起。49Please respect copyright.PENANA9omWnB8fzu
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而我不過是看著她談情說愛。49Please respect copyright.PENANA8FtliOzxQl
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XX其,我沒記住,都叫其哥哥。49Please respect copyright.PENANAt1Vu763UIv
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那時所有會照顧我的人,一律叫哥哥和姐姐。49Please respect copyright.PENANAn9MfXBP5xl
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其餘在中一時發生過的事,抱歉我都沒記住了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAI3tPgRZ2Ue
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正如我完全不記得我跟老師為什麼會突然相熟了一樣,不過幾年擦臉的時光,是什麼條件成就了我的這份執著?49Please respect copyright.PENANAKsyHaZU84N
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我不理解。49Please respect copyright.PENANAh9JcEGgU6k
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風經過窗戶緩緩的吹過來,很多東西其實我都已經不太記得了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAzXGEF9Pw8a
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「過去讓它過去,來不及重頭喜歡你,如果不能夠永遠走在一起,也至少給我們,擁抱的權利,懷念的勇氣,好讓你明白,我心動我痕跡。」49Please respect copyright.PENANAFoMZzJIuo3
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日後那電影的主題曲纏繞我心,經常會讓憶起小柔跟浩君的最後一個鏡頭,初聞不知曲中意,再聽已是曲中人。 49Please respect copyright.PENANA7sP7v3lAiK
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從前不理解小柔的選擇,現在,卻最理解不過。