大家好,我是沙織。
希望我能活著把這段話公開,因為,我正身處慘烈的修羅場之中!209Please respect copyright.PENANAZxr6TDe9vw
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這裡是聖華書院三樓圖書館,長桌對面的男女在大吵大鬧,音量大到我的耳道隱隱作痛。209Please respect copyright.PENANAlxwKJuxEG9
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「那個…大家都冷靜一點……!」我嘗試大聲叫停他們。209Please respect copyright.PENANAygrTWWrEPE
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「「和稀泥給我閉嘴!」」雙倍音量的斥喝,我仿佛撞上風牆!209Please respect copyright.PENANAORXcMhatjG
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「嗚…你可以幫幫忙嗎?」我轉頭望向旁邊的女生。209Please respect copyright.PENANAZQXzj3pgks
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她斜著脖子,頭屈得極低,喃喃喃自語,「人命如屎,人命如屎,人命如屎,人命如屎,是的,快點,我坐在撒旦那邊,你想從我這裡得到甚麼,我和你不一樣,來吧,混蛋,每個人都必須死,人命如屎,人命如屎……」209Please respect copyright.PENANAgjI2yWAOCM
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我低頭看著自己的雙手,十指握得發白。視線開始被淚水模糊,糟糕,這樣下去真的會哭出來……209Please respect copyright.PENANAAt0YsPUE4T
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加里救我啊……為甚麼會變成這樣……?209Please respect copyright.PENANAitaf1ondtw
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一切要由放學前的自修課說起。209Please respect copyright.PENANAG6UYiwXbo9
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6EX班每天都有一節自修課,聽說是為了增進學生之間交流。我們可以在班房内自由活動,基本上和小息差不多。209Please respect copyright.PENANAAdMsVMi72G
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當時,那個男生來跟我搭話,「沙織,聽說你數學成績很好的樣子。放學後可以來圖書館幫我們溫習嗎?有兩位同學也想加入的樣子。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAFIt2ZCQPt9
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我認得這位同學,東田體藝中學的清麻友,座號11,文青型學生。暱稱麻油,喜歡讀幻想小說,是一名重度書迷。209Please respect copyright.PENANAlVpwJxQxmL
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「是可以啦,雖然我不覺得自己的水準可以教人。」我說。209Please respect copyright.PENANAcsRlVtCuPi
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「謝謝,那麼待會兒見囉。」209Please respect copyright.PENANACeDBSArhRe
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麻油離開後,我轉向加里,開口邀請她一起參加。209Please respect copyright.PENANAcB7MzLJ1Q6
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「對不起,今天放學後約別了人在理科室衝浪,不能陪你啊。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAxKc5cIDIPo
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「哈?」這傢伙為了逃避學習,又在胡謅藉口。209Please respect copyright.PENANAyAuI5uRRdV
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以加里的個性絕不會在放學後留校溫習。每次測驗考試,她總能在合格線上表演花式飛行,所以我也沒有唸她的理由。209Please respect copyright.PENANAyRC3XaU9kj
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細心一想,我好像太黏加里了,由開學至今一直跟她形影不離。我應該自己去認識新朋友,不能一味依靠加里。209Please respect copyright.PENANAcyZwrJgFuj
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於是,放學後我跟加里道別,獨自到圖書館應約。209Please respect copyright.PENANAHg1okogTuk
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除了麻油之外,到場的還有一位女同學。尼古拉斯科技學院的譚珍妮,座號15,天才型學生。暱稱真里,成績彪炳的特等生,聽說有小行星以她命名。209Please respect copyright.PENANAtkgeqM79IS
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「為甚麼真里會在啊?你真的有需要溫習嗎?」面對傳聞中的天才學生,我不禁變得畢恭畢敬。209Please respect copyright.PENANAlT5EiBWeHI
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「有空,所以來觀摩。」真里說罷輕推眼鏡。209Please respect copyright.PENANAnRQO4e6f5n
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「嗯,好。」我反射性的也輕推眼鏡。209Please respect copyright.PENANA4oryCCaDCn
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我坐下來,才察覺旁邊有位不顯眼的女生。209Please respect copyright.PENANArvSmNXpxOc
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身形偏瘦,短髮,黑眼圈,不,那是深色的煙燻妝眼影。她也是EX班的,名字忘記了,暱稱是浣熊。209Please respect copyright.PENANAsAlOweWPjv
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我們稍為聊了一會,然後進入正題。我提議交換筆記,了解各人的水平大概到那邊。209Please respect copyright.PENANAwfjtWUWVD8
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麻油的筆記就是一團糟,要導正他的思維是最費心力的部份。209Please respect copyright.PENANAn94GDyC6ar
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真里的筆記,寫得比教科書還詳細,反而令我懷疑自己的正確性。她是那種會對理論的基礎提出質疑的人,那種讓授課老師頭大的學生。209Please respect copyright.PENANANEtrXm0OKb
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她說了我才知道,畢氏定理有四百多種證明方式,她自己就驗算了三百多條。
她到底在說甚麼,我已經聽不懂了。209Please respect copyright.PENANAiRZpHMYo09
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最後輪到沉默寡言的浣熊,筆記皺巴巴的,看來已經用了很久。209Please respect copyright.PENANAAL3dk1Fuas
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我翻開筆記:209Please respect copyright.PENANABvCRB8xERu
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FXXK!209Please respect copyright.PENANAnksHHSfh3g
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殺了他,殺了他,殺了他,殺了他209Please respect copyright.PENANARXksCDv1CS
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這不是我想像中的樣子,我無法控制自己的顫抖!
我到底是怎麼到這裡來的?關於這件事,非常錯誤。我不得不笑出聲來,我不喜歡這樣。209Please respect copyright.PENANAF0nfQJ5n8k
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殺了他,殺了他,殺了他,殺了他209Please respect copyright.PENANAI6CNAOysww
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在我的皮囊裡,我等待並流血,滾出我的腦袋,因為我不需要你!
為什麼我沒看到這個?我是受害者,我剛剛犯了罪。
我下定決心,讓你屏住呼吸。我感覺到仇恨在我心中升起!209Please respect copyright.PENANApyEu36mSwU
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MOTHERFXXKER!209Please respect copyright.PENANA2Xj4IIXDb4
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「你掀錯頁了。」浣熊蚊滋的小聲說。209Please respect copyright.PENANAnUjLm1b3dh
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筆記寫甚麼已經不是重點,我大受震撼,腦袋斷片失憶了一段時間。
當我回過神來,我們已經蓋上筆記,放鬆心神開始閒聊。209Please respect copyright.PENANAiDtlNLov12
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「你們平時會看書嗎?喜歡讀那種類型的?」麻油聊到感興趣的話題,表情變得精神奕奕。209Please respect copyright.PENANAok3b6ZzFVQ
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「不看書。」浣熊小聲說。209Please respect copyright.PENANAbaPSRLfydh
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「主要看流行文學!最近被朋友推薦,在讀『霸道千金』系列的言情小說!」我趕快把話題接起來。209Please respect copyright.PENANAscUZUCCdx6
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「大集團總裁愛上新人小職員,這部我也挺喜歡的。」
麻油居然能搭上話,讓我始料不及!209Please respect copyright.PENANAFRsuxznUr4
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我:「你最喜歡那個角色?我喜歡總裁藍大小姐,又強又帥氣的!」209Please respect copyright.PENANAqf7LdbrKB8
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麻油:「藍大小姐+1!不惜投下殖民衛星也要成就霸業,這份氣概令人肅然起敬!」209Please respect copyright.PENANAnzJhvlu2aw
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我:「對啊!第六集男主角被詛咒變成不穿女裝就會死,而藍大小姐依然不離不棄!」209Please respect copyright.PENANA4Bfaw1YSc9
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麻油:「真正至死不渝的愛,每次讀到這邊我都不禁感動落淚!」209Please respect copyright.PENANAhURuoVBAP7
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真里:「只是一本小說啊,有必要那麼誇張嗎?」209Please respect copyright.PENANASxqleIVylR
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麻油:「你不懂啦,這部的作者文筆超好,不自覺就被書中世界吸進去。人物之間千絲萬縷又不失細膩的關係,值得人不斷揣摩和回味。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAZ47zxPPbgw
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真里:「你把虛構的故事當真啊?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAfzLGHvJeWa
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麻油臉色一沉,像噎到骨頭。209Please respect copyright.PENANAIXknAQgWYG
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「虛構作品又如何?當其中的文字能打動心靈,對讀者來說就是真實且獨一無二的存在。」209Please respect copyright.PENANALMx70hWIVc
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「其實讀小說只是為了消遣,何須那麼認真?」209Please respect copyright.PENANACXXP0T3JCy
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「對對對,小說全都是假的,只有你那些冷冰冰無靈魂的數學公式是真的。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAdrghKhfXbL
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「——!」真里怔住了,整個人坐直了腰,「沙織!你幫我唸他!」209Please respect copyright.PENANAv2q6njq1H7
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火勢突然燒向我,「大家一人少句,這兒是圖書館啊。」209Please respect copyright.PENANAvlKlqHYeNt
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麻油和真里不約而同對我擺出鄙視的表情。209Please respect copyright.PENANAtfXYaXxURn
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唉,保持中立的結果,就是兩邊都不討好。
「很多公式都是學者們傾注一生心力的成果,數學的精確性和邏輯性才是真實的藝術!」209Please respect copyright.PENANA9VChZLT7xx
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「那些呆板的東西不能表達出真正的美感!你們這些冷血的理性主義者,永遠無法理解文化藝術如何觸動心靈!」209Please respect copyright.PENANAaPOTKPWpfQ
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「『冷血』!?你說得太過份了!給我去跟亞基米德道歉!」209Please respect copyright.PENANAyHOoEM6AFD
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「你這傢伙才給我去先賢祠磕頭謝罪!」209Please respect copyright.PENANAQVOxrBQWgc
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「那個…大家都冷靜一點……!」209Please respect copyright.PENANAJck6sm3KhV
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「「和稀泥給我閉嘴!」」209Please respect copyright.PENANAmb37ZssEW5
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我低頭看著自己的雙手,十指握得發白。視線開始被淚水模糊。
嗚…鼻子好熱……眼淚快要掉下來了……209Please respect copyright.PENANAzeEtV9vysz
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咚咚!有人拉開椅子,坐到我的旁邊。209Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2SdBunRA4
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「已經沒事了,因為我來了!」209Please respect copyright.PENANAk7Yq66N37Z
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——加里!209Please respect copyright.PENANANVCAqUZcSJ
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看見救星登場,我的眼睛明亮起來!209Please respect copyright.PENANAAfBHryVJGc
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等等……209Please respect copyright.PENANAqPGUQwsoVx
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為甚麼加里全身溼答答!?頭髮還在滴水!?209Please respect copyright.PENANA1UCmuWBS9A
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我的腦中生出一打問號!?209Please respect copyright.PENANARFU2du0PXg
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「「加里!你來評理!」」209Please respect copyright.PENANAyQwSVS5gVl
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怒火中燒的麻油和真里不顧一切,火頭立刻撲向她!209Please respect copyright.PENANAimbr1N9PGn
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「你們吶,作為高年級更應該立好榜樣,在圖書館大呼小叫多失禮啊。」209Please respect copyright.PENANA9ILdM1RpzE
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我心想,渾身濕透地踏入圖書館,真是大言不慚啊!209Please respect copyright.PENANAYZbHf2JOxd
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二人終於意識到自己的失態,劍拔弩張的氣氛稍稍收斂了一點。209Please respect copyright.PENANAXsL67VaxOm
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麻油:「不,事情不能就此打住!這傢伙侮辱了藝術!」209Please respect copyright.PENANAJJCChqDcVK
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真里:「這傢伙是學術界的公敵!未教化的野蠻人!」209Please respect copyright.PENANAdBjr4hXXuR
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加里單手托腮,瞇瞇眼笑起來,「你們看起來好合拍呀。」209Please respect copyright.PENANA3P1OSuZcx1
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「「誰跟這傢伙合拍!」」209Please respect copyright.PENANAcpb90mW6nB
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兩人異口同聲,怒目對視,突然吹過一陣熱風,二人漲紅了雙頰,不約而同地別開嘴臉。209Please respect copyright.PENANAjtneLe8YPD
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「嗚汪~感謝款待~」209Please respect copyright.PENANAZhTG0D3w1d
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不愧是加里,輕易地壓止了兩人的爭吵。209Please respect copyright.PENANA83YKUVcb3J
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我深呼吸,放鬆了繃緊的神經。209Please respect copyright.PENANA07jm0ufI9G
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「話說你不是不來圖書館嗎?到底發生甚麼事?為甚會渾身濕透!?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAayt6rUZ7k8
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「哎呀,因為被化學老師趕出來了。」加里說。209Please respect copyright.PENANANanIlYZqrp
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「你真的在理科室衝浪了!?」209Please respect copyright.PENANA4rCqgHGFAV
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