大家好，我是沙織。
希望我能活著把這段話公開，因為，我正身處慘烈的修羅場之中！205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZbp00IwdW
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這裡是聖華書院三樓圖書館，長桌對面的男女在大吵大鬧，音量大到我的耳道隱隱作痛。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5hvFc28Qk
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「那個…大家都冷靜一點……！」我嘗試大聲叫停他們。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvgLmVvVZo
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「「和稀泥給我閉嘴！」」雙倍音量的斥喝，我仿佛撞上風牆！205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgwF5newLZ
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「嗚…你可以幫幫忙嗎？」我轉頭望向旁邊的女生。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbhTTeFpD0
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她斜著脖子，頭屈得極低，喃喃喃自語，「人命如屎，人命如屎，人命如屎，人命如屎，是的，快點，我坐在撒旦那邊，你想從我這裡得到甚麼，我和你不一樣，來吧，混蛋，每個人都必須死，人命如屎，人命如屎……」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnOBM8kGJ0
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我低頭看著自己的雙手，十指握得發白。視線開始被淚水模糊，糟糕，這樣下去真的會哭出來……205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnJ29FBOsT
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加里救我啊……為甚麼會變成這樣……？205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsmeSMp8ht
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一切要由放學前的自修課說起。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8sPBwjb6m
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6EX班每天都有一節自修課，聽說是為了增進學生之間交流。我們可以在班房内自由活動，基本上和小息差不多。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwLg1uIoit
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當時，那個男生來跟我搭話，「沙織，聽說你數學成績很好的樣子。放學後可以來圖書館幫我們溫習嗎？有兩位同學也想加入的樣子。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGLQKgSjpr
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我認得這位同學，東田體藝中學的清麻友，座號11，文青型學生。暱稱麻油，喜歡讀幻想小說，是一名重度書迷。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDegYwPVqP
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「是可以啦，雖然我不覺得自己的水準可以教人。」我說。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoD8ojHMqL
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「謝謝，那麼待會兒見囉。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtOb7tPzIN
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麻油離開後，我轉向加里，開口邀請她一起參加。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6eYhDDlFv
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「對不起，今天放學後約別了人在理科室衝浪，不能陪你啊。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWPYZEiT4F
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「哈？」這傢伙為了逃避學習，又在胡謅藉口。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5HE7Aa2C2
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以加里的個性絕不會在放學後留校溫習。每次測驗考試，她總能在合格線上表演花式飛行，所以我也沒有唸她的理由。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD76iSPk0j4
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細心一想，我好像太黏加里了，由開學至今一直跟她形影不離。我應該自己去認識新朋友，不能一味依靠加里。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZup6scd8B
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於是，放學後我跟加里道別，獨自到圖書館應約。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1GeNKHNf2
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除了麻油之外，到場的還有一位女同學。尼古拉斯科技學院的譚珍妮，座號15，天才型學生。暱稱真里，成績彪炳的特等生，聽說有小行星以她命名。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMybs8hFc6
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「為甚麼真里會在啊？你真的有需要溫習嗎？」面對傳聞中的天才學生，我不禁變得畢恭畢敬。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds8Z1ywefW
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「有空，所以來觀摩。」真里說罷輕推眼鏡。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOqQc4hRCw
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「嗯，好。」我反射性的也輕推眼鏡。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKHW3FAuIe
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我坐下來，才察覺旁邊有位不顯眼的女生。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD4kAdGVgQ
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身形偏瘦，短髮，黑眼圈，不，那是深色的煙燻妝眼影。她也是EX班的，名字忘記了，暱稱是浣熊。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqig6ODNL6i
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我們稍為聊了一會，然後進入正題。我提議交換筆記，了解各人的水平大概到那邊。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW6uyCiDFV
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麻油的筆記就是一團糟，要導正他的思維是最費心力的部份。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiu2uJibDY
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真里的筆記，寫得比教科書還詳細，反而令我懷疑自己的正確性。她是那種會對理論的基礎提出質疑的人，那種讓授課老師頭大的學生。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTKwRXcUc8
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她說了我才知道，畢氏定理有四百多種證明方式，她自己就驗算了三百多條。
她到底在說甚麼，我已經聽不懂了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2Te8gy3gT
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最後輪到沉默寡言的浣熊，筆記皺巴巴的，看來已經用了很久。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUzJORvPPN
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我翻開筆記：205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbJCrTQvx8
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FXXK！205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopbpUELBrR
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殺了他，殺了他，殺了他，殺了他205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mDb4MECDC
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這不是我想像中的樣子，我無法控制自己的顫抖！
我到底是怎麼到這裡來的？關於這件事，非常錯誤。我不得不笑出聲來，我不喜歡這樣。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydjBmjBD4M
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殺了他，殺了他，殺了他，殺了他205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqfQqwwxOu
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在我的皮囊裡，我等待並流血，滾出我的腦袋，因為我不需要你！
為什麼我沒看到這個？我是受害者，我剛剛犯了罪。
我下定決心，讓你屏住呼吸。我感覺到仇恨在我心中升起！205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BQKc0aPzS
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MOTHERFXXKER！205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnmDNjHpxF
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「你掀錯頁了。」浣熊蚊滋的小聲說。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1d3WhtYMc7
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筆記寫甚麼已經不是重點，我大受震撼，腦袋斷片失憶了一段時間。
當我回過神來，我們已經蓋上筆記，放鬆心神開始閒聊。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kIhH45JhD
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「你們平時會看書嗎？喜歡讀那種類型的？」麻油聊到感興趣的話題，表情變得精神奕奕。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxNDnmPuC1
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「不看書。」浣熊小聲說。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82g2A7WfUA
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「主要看流行文學！最近被朋友推薦，在讀『霸道千金』系列的言情小說！」我趕快把話題接起來。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacuXcW0tZY
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「大集團總裁愛上新人小職員，這部我也挺喜歡的。」
麻油居然能搭上話，讓我始料不及！205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCxEJZBcaI
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我：「你最喜歡那個角色？我喜歡總裁藍大小姐，又強又帥氣的！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywfzYKaPsD
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麻油：「藍大小姐+1！不惜投下殖民衛星也要成就霸業，這份氣概令人肅然起敬！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjzNn9bjLc
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我：「對啊！第六集男主角被詛咒變成不穿女裝就會死，而藍大小姐依然不離不棄！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYWq8KBF1A
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麻油：「真正至死不渝的愛，每次讀到這邊我都不禁感動落淚！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Sr2IU4eB
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真里：「只是一本小說啊，有必要那麼誇張嗎？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXgbBk5VXu
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麻油：「你不懂啦，這部的作者文筆超好，不自覺就被書中世界吸進去。人物之間千絲萬縷又不失細膩的關係，值得人不斷揣摩和回味。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tp4eW1M98
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真里：「你把虛構的故事當真啊？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1kQvVXOaf
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麻油臉色一沉，像噎到骨頭。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco1c77g2tI
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「虛構作品又如何？當其中的文字能打動心靈，對讀者來說就是真實且獨一無二的存在。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK3FnKjwGJ
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「其實讀小說只是為了消遣，何須那麼認真？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid0ffHltE4
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「對對對，小說全都是假的，只有你那些冷冰冰無靈魂的數學公式是真的。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBkMV0QaT2
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「——！」真里怔住了，整個人坐直了腰，「沙織！你幫我唸他！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcm6mJLoF1
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火勢突然燒向我，「大家一人少句，這兒是圖書館啊。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIhDaciUW7
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麻油和真里不約而同對我擺出鄙視的表情。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkFQ4et0vf
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唉，保持中立的結果，就是兩邊都不討好。
「很多公式都是學者們傾注一生心力的成果，數學的精確性和邏輯性才是真實的藝術！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpq8Abpwkg
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「那些呆板的東西不能表達出真正的美感！你們這些冷血的理性主義者，永遠無法理解文化藝術如何觸動心靈！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgCN8W3ByD
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「『冷血』！？你說得太過份了！給我去跟亞基米德道歉！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGFcagEcYh
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「你這傢伙才給我去先賢祠磕頭謝罪！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQyL4GtCEX
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「那個…大家都冷靜一點……！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmHnfR2CMm
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「「和稀泥給我閉嘴！」」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksMNZqhHHj
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我低頭看著自己的雙手，十指握得發白。視線開始被淚水模糊。
嗚…鼻子好熱……眼淚快要掉下來了……205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMU6bfRyvT
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咚咚！有人拉開椅子，坐到我的旁邊。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitvBpmNSRS
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「已經沒事了，因為我來了！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF0dsD29Dq
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——加里！205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5kNwHSdXt
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看見救星登場，我的眼睛明亮起來！205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkfG7qbIKr
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等等……205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZPbcIQNnM
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為甚麼加里全身溼答答！？頭髮還在滴水！？205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKThCkJedG2
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我的腦中生出一打問號！？205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP570vf6zA
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「「加里！你來評理！」」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFkaAH2D1H
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怒火中燒的麻油和真里不顧一切，火頭立刻撲向她！205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONDmnbvxRx
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「你們吶，作為高年級更應該立好榜樣，在圖書館大呼小叫多失禮啊。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbV8g85Sa4
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我心想，渾身濕透地踏入圖書館，真是大言不慚啊！205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnI4OkankJ
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二人終於意識到自己的失態，劍拔弩張的氣氛稍稍收斂了一點。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS6WPoK0Wa
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麻油：「不，事情不能就此打住！這傢伙侮辱了藝術！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRG4ohSR1Jb
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真里：「這傢伙是學術界的公敵！未教化的野蠻人！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEYltK6bQK
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加里單手托腮，瞇瞇眼笑起來，「你們看起來好合拍呀。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe9sLfIPve
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「「誰跟這傢伙合拍！」」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ez1Pxpj8T
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兩人異口同聲，怒目對視，突然吹過一陣熱風，二人漲紅了雙頰，不約而同地別開嘴臉。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPyZO1Q0fm
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「嗚汪~感謝款待~」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvGD1Lwqqq
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