Chapter Three: Boyfriend
I knock on his door and it opens. I walk to him laying on the couch and smoking a cigarette.
“Where were you bitch? I was waiting for you.” He stood up. I started to tear up.
“My mom and stepdad found out I'm gay and now they are threatening to kick me out of the house.” He takes a drag from his cigarette and blows the smoke in my face.
“Fuck them, they're worthless pieces of shit anyway. You're with me now, and if they want you back they can fucking take you.”
“Let's go to my house, they are both at work right now,” I said while wiping my tears. He takes another drag from his cigarette and steps closer to me.
“No, we're not going to your house. You disobeyed me and now you have to pay the price.” I then sigh.
“Babe, please! my brother is going to notice I'm not home and he'll start interrogating me!” I begged. All my siblings are out of the house because they decided to go to get breakfast without me. If they find out I’m gone they will ask me a bunch of questions and they will know I’m not at school.
“No, he fucking won't. And if he does, he can go fuck himself. You're mine now, and I'll deal with him if he gives you any trouble. Now come here and give me a hug." I hug him. He is a lot taller than me. I’m only 5’5 he is 6 feet tall. He has dark grey hair, black eyes, lip piercings, and piercings all down the side of his ears. I hug him and hold him tightly.
“Please can we go?” I asked.
“No, we're staying right here. You should be thankful I'm even talking to you after disobeying me." he then punches a wall in anger, causing plaster to fall onto the floor. He’s always acted like this when he is angry He gets angry over just about anything. His house smells of cigarettes and the house walls are covered in holes. He lives with an alcoholic dad who is physically abusive. They argue day and night while his poor mother just deals with the abuse.
“What if he comes over here?” I ask.
“Then he can deal with me, and he'll regret it. Now go make me a sandwich and stop asking so many fucking questions." I have no choice, I don’t feel safe going back alone to my house, so I’ll have to tell him.
“Babe please listen to me, I need you to come over to my house with me, my stepdad tried to fuck me earlier when he found out I'm gay.”
“That fucking asshole!” He grabs a knife from the kitchen counter and heads towards the door.
“We're going to your house, and we're going to deal with him."
“Babe put down the knife,” I say trying to calm him down. He ignores me and continues walking towards the door, still holding onto the knife.
“Baby listen to me!” I desperately attempt to get his attention. I don’t want Aaron to die, I just don’t want to be around him, like ever.
“Fuck you, I'm going to your house, and we're going to teach that piece of shit a lesson he'll never forget!" He then breaks down the door and runs out with the knife in his hand. I’m terrified of my stepdad finding out about my boyfriend, he would probably tear me a new asshole, figuratively and literally knowing that pervert. I run and grab his arm turning him around to face me.
“He can't know you are my boyfriend!”
“Shut up and come with me before I lose my fucking mind!" He grabs me by my hair and pulls me towards the door. I then start tearing up.
“He's at work!”
“What?!” He releases me and backs away from the door, knife shaking in his hand.
“Well, that changes everything. But he better stay away from you or I swear I'll make him regret the day he was born!" I nod in response.
“Now can we go?” I asked.
“Fine, let's go, but you better stay close to me. We can't take any chances." He then takes me by the hand and leads me out the door. We then started walking to my house, when we got there I went up the stairs to my room.
“Make sure the door is locked.”
“Don't need to, my siblings aren't home right now, they are all getting breakfast without me,” I explained.
“Good. Now, sit down. We need to talk about this situation and how we're going to handle it."
“We don't have to handle it, I told him I'm not gay anymore even though I am,” I explained more.
“Well, I'm not taking any chances. You're mine now, and I won't let anyone hurt you. Understand?" He asked. I nodded and kissed him.
“That's more like it. Now, let's forget about him and focus on us. We have a long day ahead of us." He begins to undress, clearly intending to engage in a sexual encounter. I’m not really in a sexual mood but I’ll do anything to make him happy. I’ve never had sex before.
“I'm a virgin, this will be my first time having sex.” I laugh nervously.
“Really? Well, that makes it even more special. I'll take good care of you." He continues undressing, his actions becoming increasingly forceful and possessive.
“Please be gentle also I don't have any condoms so you can't cum in me, sorry.”
“Don't worry about it. I don't need any protection from you. You're mine now." He then forces me onto the bed, completely disregarding my consent or comfort.
“Babe, listen to me. Don't cum in me, please! we need to use protection to be safe!” I begged.
“Shut up! I'm not stopping now. You're mine, and I'll do whatever I want with you." He continues to ignore my pleas. I knew that I had to put my foot down.
“Then I'm not having sex with you,” I said sternly.
“You better start learning your place. You belong to me now, and you will do as I say." He says as he continues pressuring me.
“I don't want to,” I said more bluntly so maybe he’ll understand.
“Tough shit. You're going to do it whether you want to or not." He continues. I try to keep my pants up as he tries to take them off.
“Babe I said no!”
“Fine. We'll do it like this then. You're still going to be mine, whether you like it or not." violently rips off some of my clothes and forces himself inside of me, ignoring my pleas for him to stop I scream and everything goes to black-
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“You're mine now.” I wake up feeling pain everywhere. I start crying and hyperventilating. I couldn’t breathe. He finally releases inside me, causing immense pain and humiliation. He then pulls out and gets up putting on his clothes and he leaves. I slide down onto the floor while pulling my pants up as semen drips out of me. I cry silently.
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