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- Why don’t you believe I love you? 283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6UWxwwCOv
- You sit there with your beautiful hazel eyes, so filled with sorrow and self-loathing and you expect me to simply sit and do nothing. You expect me to let you rot in your hatred. The hatred that isn’t even yours. The hatred crafted for yourself by others. You are everything to me I would take your rage your hatred and your loathing towards me over anyone else's love and affection any day. 283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6jm5W8UY0
- God, the thought of anyone else in your place makes my skin crawl and has me feeling like death itself. You are the only reason I wake up in the morning. I have waited years for my purpose and you are why I know what it is, it’s you, sweet, loving, amazing you. I live for you. Only you, never again will I have the need for anyone else. May the lord pry my eyes out of these foul sockets if they ever land upon another being that isn’t you. God, I cannot breathe, I cannot live, I cannot move an inch without knowing that I can see you again. 283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ6qUpwQKy
- I beg of you do not take away my only reason for living in this forsaken world you’ve taught me to love. The foul world that has made you feel as if you aren’t worthy of even my gaze. That has made you feel useless, like you’re never, enough. Please allow yourself to heal with me, allow yourself to love the body and mind that I hold so dear to me, the soul I have searched an eternity for, the person I can say I truly love. Please let me stay with you, should I ever cause you a milligram of fear, or disappointment, or any negative emotion that dares to plague your mind only then will I leave you. If only to assist you.
- However, should you continue to hurt yourself, should you continue to deny yourself the love you so desperately deserve- I will not forgive you, I will weep and weep and sob until there are no tears left. I will shed my tears of agony until the world is once again flooded and there will be no Noah’s Ark to save humanity. I wish I could kill them all, destroy every last person who has dared to make you feel less than. All those who’ve ever inconvenienced you and made you second guess yourself, I pray will one day perish by my hand. And if they’ve ever hurt you no beast, nor army, nor god will be able to stand between them and an eternity of torture. Hell, no matter who they pray to, nothing will be able to save them from my wrath. I’m certain if there is a god they would even help me in my conquest of destruction. 283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc1Veo0YuC
- For anyone who knows you, truly knows you will understand my hatred toward those who’ve damaged you. I pray that there is someone out there with half a mind enough to see and cherish you the way you deserve. I can only hope you allow me to be the one to see you smile every day. To be there and watch as you grow old. Fall in love with you and have said feelings reciprocated. My only wish is your happiness. My love, my feelings, my life are all secondary to that wish.
- I know I'm never able to express myself properly to you and probably never will but I can only try, so here is my attempt.
