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楚襄冉帶著點喃喃自語意味的聲音,官玄默不知道黎法恩有沒有聽見,但是已經逐漸學會看懂楚襄冉情緒的他,開始有點明白楚襄冉為什麼會這麼努力。13Please respect copyright.PENANATismMIspVM
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因為找不到自身存在的價值,所以只能在自己幫得上忙的地方盡力,這的確像是楚襄冉會有的想法。13Please respect copyright.PENANA08R0VJlSer
13Please respect copyright.PENANAX9lBcfpMey
就像是當年他想盡辦法幫助他們,只因為想看見他們的笑容,希望他們幸福一樣。13Please respect copyright.PENANALXKLFF4hKL
13Please respect copyright.PENANAKDP7lImcly
從前不明白的事情,沒想到的事情,不懂得的事情,現在,清楚了許多。13Please respect copyright.PENANADaCWa1Oljb
13Please respect copyright.PENANA3nkjMF3lP3
官玄默看著蜷起身體的楚襄冉,像是想起了什麼似的,一下子站起身,匆匆離開客廳。13Please respect copyright.PENANAzGlphqrjV7
13Please respect copyright.PENANABjjPU3J8qp
13Please respect copyright.PENANA4zahBPgJnZ
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13Please respect copyright.PENANAhgYCkcmHGc
13Please respect copyright.PENANA4E3QurUUtb
感覺到身旁的氣息驟失,臉上的溫度也不見了,楚襄冉有些迷糊的睜開眼,腹部的痛楚伴隨著熟悉的燒灼感,一路蔓延到胸口,引起了噁心感。13Please respect copyright.PENANA6AIVcQiZvJ
13Please respect copyright.PENANAC9NINWIvkp
咬著牙努力吞著口水想讓自己舒服一點的同時,楚襄冉被帶著點涼意卻柔軟的布料整個包覆住。13Please respect copyright.PENANApc2KJkUCXf
13Please respect copyright.PENANAFhFohAEbaP
「抱歉,我擅自進了你房間,不過我想這樣你應該會舒服一點。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAxe1fIgCbTr
13Please respect copyright.PENANAixBCNIQXqM
官玄默一邊說,一邊扶起楚襄冉的肩膀,然後把和被子一起帶過來的枕頭墊在了沙發扶手上,然後又輕輕扶著楚襄冉躺下。13Please respect copyright.PENANAEYYLnZhVh1
13Please respect copyright.PENANAARmgYjkm7E
只是就算他的動作再怎麼輕緩,還是引起了本來就已經開始不舒服的人一陣暈眩,然後是隨之而來的乾嘔,弄得官玄默一陣慌亂。13Please respect copyright.PENANAzIkj1tommY
13Please respect copyright.PENANATXQejZGV1k
「能吃藥嗎?法恩給了我止吐的藥,還有這個,他說如果你不能吞藥就給你喝胃乳……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAjzJbVpf0yi
13Please respect copyright.PENANATANLDtvnP0
看著楚襄冉難受的模樣,官玄默有些不知所措,連忙將一瓶瓶黎法恩離開前交代給他的東西拿出來排在茶几上。13Please respect copyright.PENANA4GcJWGpiwC
13Please respect copyright.PENANAJPONpNl2Qh
難得緊張慌亂的模樣反而引出了楚襄冉的笑。13Please respect copyright.PENANAMf7UK7yrKT
13Please respect copyright.PENANAhUrXiWpONQ
「我沒事,可以給我一杯熱水嗎?我想這樣我會舒服一點。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAJDrW0uIKuS
13Please respect copyright.PENANAtns3TizmhK
還是帶點虛弱的模樣,笑容卻帶上了暖意,當官玄默扶著楚襄冉半坐起,然後將裝著熱水的杯子放進楚襄冉的手中時,熱氣氤氳地蒸騰上了楚襄冉的臉頰,染出淡淡的粉。13Please respect copyright.PENANAX4a6CPSeUi
13Please respect copyright.PENANAOw0832ChGB
喝了兩口水,然後看見官玄默遞到自己面前,形狀顏色都很熟悉的藥物,楚襄冉擰起了眉,卻什麼也沒說了接過然後吞下,再把杯子還給官玄默。13Please respect copyright.PENANAVIapwpM4xM
13Please respect copyright.PENANAsmMVtxjXTz
「不舒服的話就睡一下?要回房間嗎?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAonSknai4M6
13Please respect copyright.PENANAsEJxdlAQjt
官玄默把還帶著霧氣的玻璃杯放到了茶几上,然後撩起楚襄冉額前略長的瀏海,將手心貼了上去試著他的體溫。13Please respect copyright.PENANA9vCjyZUzt4
13Please respect copyright.PENANACySbpJIsfp
楚襄冉搖了搖頭。13Please respect copyright.PENANAcQ8tNGoexq
13Please respect copyright.PENANA3zJZjOdDCw
「沒關係……我在這裡休息一下就好,你可以下樓去參加聚會,我不會有事的……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAh6oFv9m9Na
13Please respect copyright.PENANAgC96bfgIxg
「襄冉!」13Please respect copyright.PENANAth4bWyFzli
13Please respect copyright.PENANA6orfWslzXG
楚襄冉企圖說服官玄默離開的話還沒說完,就被對方的低喝聲打斷。13Please respect copyright.PENANAyXatXtKu4L
13Please respect copyright.PENANA2XDDyjNBdy
睜大了一雙因為不舒服而帶著點濕潤的眼睛,楚襄冉愣愣的看著官玄默罕見的怒氣。13Please respect copyright.PENANA3HACZRbukh
13Please respect copyright.PENANAngosgx9DNL
這是他們重逢之後,官玄默第一次對著他生氣13Please respect copyright.PENANARfnB3JEXhZ
13Please respect copyright.PENANAassLB27bBW
也是第一次,他這麼清楚地看見了官玄默混雜著怒意、無奈、煩惱還有痛苦的眼神。13Please respect copyright.PENANA5g8ncztFYo
13Please respect copyright.PENANA00BQ3eirnQ
「為什麼你總是要避開我?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAN9nEG0fKBY
13Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5kFupC4gj
從重逢、再見面,然後一直到現在,楚襄冉總是有意無意的迴避著他。13Please respect copyright.PENANAOcXgvZXMk4
13Please respect copyright.PENANAADDDg6dyV1
他越是努力的想要接近他……楚襄冉就退得更遠,一點彌補的機會都不給他。13Please respect copyright.PENANAP7PJtyjOR5
13Please respect copyright.PENANAgNLlCWsZ1K
也曾經想過乾脆放棄算了,反正他已經知道楚襄冉現在過著什麼樣的生活,身邊也有照顧他的人,作為一個朋友,其實並不需要這樣頻繁的聯絡感情,更何況,楚襄冉也說了,他不想再和他成為朋友。13Please respect copyright.PENANAVOixg5yxn1
13Please respect copyright.PENANAGcXC4u3KDh
但是,每當他因為有事而無法去找楚襄冉的時候,卻又總是莫名的開始擔心起對方。13Please respect copyright.PENANALh1QPAhBnD
13Please respect copyright.PENANAq6XV4YK65R
有沒有吃飯,是不是又頂著太陽走好幾個小時忘了休息,還是又因為忙到忘記時間而熬夜到天亮?13Please respect copyright.PENANAJXhvFkL2Y3
13Please respect copyright.PENANAWZJmKunk6Z
這些曾經他不了解的事情,都在一點一點重新摸索之下,越來越清晰。13Please respect copyright.PENANAFbo6JiX4jL
13Please respect copyright.PENANAGkbqOKAuiX
越是觀察楚襄冉那些隱藏在表面下的行為舉止,就越是了解對方的細膩貼心,然後……官玄默原本還在猶豫著是不是該放下這段感情的心,就越是清楚明白。13Please respect copyright.PENANAHdEzql2juB
13Please respect copyright.PENANAXiaOliM4Ln
他放不下他。13Please respect copyright.PENANAlHk6uaOwcM
13Please respect copyright.PENANAq03OWFZzpx
曾經用過期末考的藉口離開,但是忙碌之餘,他還是時時刻刻的想起對方。13Please respect copyright.PENANAz6Mha9Yjt9
13Please respect copyright.PENANAZwkVp9y0mt
明明知道楚襄冉的身邊有黎法恩照顧著,可是,擔心依舊,不放心依舊,他說不清楚這種牽絆為何,但是,他就是想親自照應著他,對他好。13Please respect copyright.PENANAvHcsTqXMS6
13Please respect copyright.PENANApadR54RaXk
於是才會在考完試之後匆匆趕過來,只為了想看看楚襄冉,這一個星期沒有他在身邊,是不是又虐待了自己。13Please respect copyright.PENANA7AKVVEgp16
13Please respect copyright.PENANAvndnxkT6la
可是現在……事實卻在提醒著他,楚襄冉卻寧可一個人撐著身體的不適,也不願意多依賴他一點。13Please respect copyright.PENANAGirYkc8LjP
13Please respect copyright.PENANABrgxbxOrZz
看著楚襄冉難受地擰起眉,蜷著身體把自己窩在他替他蓋上的棉被裡,官玄默也跟著難過起來。13Please respect copyright.PENANASiAMXZXrcp
13Please respect copyright.PENANAHBnxqlAFfY
他不知道自己該怎麼辦,也不知道自己還能做些什麼,楚襄冉才願意像過去一樣的對他微笑,接受他。13Please respect copyright.PENANAI9pLygl5Yd
13Please respect copyright.PENANAnUGPttmobX
楚襄冉閉上了眼沉默著,雖然官玄默能從他偶爾抿住唇的動作知道其實他並沒有睡著,卻不知道自己該說什麼,也不敢觸碰對方。13Please respect copyright.PENANAbTvbhXLx2V
13Please respect copyright.PENANAReNxgFMXYx
他甚至不敢期待楚襄冉會回答他的問題。13Please respect copyright.PENANAFpZ19qUbzR
13Please respect copyright.PENANA5K7if8lXDr
但是他也不想就這樣子的離開……他有種預感,如果自己真的就這樣走了,以後,他就更不可能看見楚襄冉的笑容了。13Please respect copyright.PENANAAbIwKFJzzo
13Please respect copyright.PENANAcpdG4CYspJ
於是,只好這樣僵持著。13Please respect copyright.PENANAhDgDZXVPuV
13Please respect copyright.PENANA4c2Ies14PT
直到又過了好一陣子,一片寂靜的空間中,帶著困惑的嗓音響起,楚襄冉睜開了眼,疑惑的看著在昏黃燈光下卻依然注視著他的人。13Please respect copyright.PENANAC1fPWLdYaS
13Please respect copyright.PENANAOvgri5I46l
「官玄默……為什麼你不願意放棄?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAcO2E2qh7Na
13Please respect copyright.PENANAjyWATPcugZ
他不懂,明明自己已經竭盡所能的在不傷害對方的情況下,表現了拒絕親近的意思,但是為什麼官玄默始終不肯放手?13Please respect copyright.PENANAXYVefI9RD5
13Please respect copyright.PENANAh0sxgoHu8k
楚襄冉不知道官玄默是否了解自己的痛苦自責,但是他很清楚自己想要的,從來就不只朋友這麼多而已。13Please respect copyright.PENANAfKDlMTt9MH
13Please respect copyright.PENANAjwPLUnSfPV
所以他只能拒絕,只能逃避,只能選擇在官玄默對他好的時候躲開,不想讓自己最醜陋的那一面暴露在喜歡的人面前。13Please respect copyright.PENANApT6jmPYrkw
ns 15.158.61.55da2 13Please respect copyright.PENANAIEAMatuGaA
因為找不到自身存在的價值,所以只能在自己幫得上忙的地方盡力,這的確像是楚襄冉會有的想法。13Please respect copyright.PENANA08R0VJlSer
13Please respect copyright.PENANAX9lBcfpMey
就像是當年他想盡辦法幫助他們,只因為想看見他們的笑容,希望他們幸福一樣。13Please respect copyright.PENANALXKLFF4hKL
13Please respect copyright.PENANAKDP7lImcly
從前不明白的事情,沒想到的事情,不懂得的事情,現在,清楚了許多。13Please respect copyright.PENANADaCWa1Oljb
13Please respect copyright.PENANA3nkjMF3lP3
官玄默看著蜷起身體的楚襄冉,像是想起了什麼似的,一下子站起身,匆匆離開客廳。13Please respect copyright.PENANAzGlphqrjV7
13Please respect copyright.PENANABjjPU3J8qp
13Please respect copyright.PENANA4zahBPgJnZ
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13Please respect copyright.PENANAhgYCkcmHGc
13Please respect copyright.PENANA4E3QurUUtb
感覺到身旁的氣息驟失,臉上的溫度也不見了,楚襄冉有些迷糊的睜開眼,腹部的痛楚伴隨著熟悉的燒灼感,一路蔓延到胸口,引起了噁心感。13Please respect copyright.PENANA6AIVcQiZvJ
13Please respect copyright.PENANAC9NINWIvkp
咬著牙努力吞著口水想讓自己舒服一點的同時,楚襄冉被帶著點涼意卻柔軟的布料整個包覆住。13Please respect copyright.PENANApc2KJkUCXf
13Please respect copyright.PENANAFhFohAEbaP
「抱歉,我擅自進了你房間,不過我想這樣你應該會舒服一點。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAxe1fIgCbTr
13Please respect copyright.PENANAixBCNIQXqM
官玄默一邊說,一邊扶起楚襄冉的肩膀,然後把和被子一起帶過來的枕頭墊在了沙發扶手上,然後又輕輕扶著楚襄冉躺下。13Please respect copyright.PENANAEYYLnZhVh1
13Please respect copyright.PENANAARmgYjkm7E
只是就算他的動作再怎麼輕緩,還是引起了本來就已經開始不舒服的人一陣暈眩,然後是隨之而來的乾嘔,弄得官玄默一陣慌亂。13Please respect copyright.PENANAzIkj1tommY
13Please respect copyright.PENANATXQejZGV1k
「能吃藥嗎?法恩給了我止吐的藥,還有這個,他說如果你不能吞藥就給你喝胃乳……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAjzJbVpf0yi
13Please respect copyright.PENANATANLDtvnP0
看著楚襄冉難受的模樣,官玄默有些不知所措,連忙將一瓶瓶黎法恩離開前交代給他的東西拿出來排在茶几上。13Please respect copyright.PENANA4GcJWGpiwC
13Please respect copyright.PENANAJPONpNl2Qh
難得緊張慌亂的模樣反而引出了楚襄冉的笑。13Please respect copyright.PENANAMf7UK7yrKT
13Please respect copyright.PENANAhUrXiWpONQ
「我沒事,可以給我一杯熱水嗎?我想這樣我會舒服一點。」13Please respect copyright.PENANAJDrW0uIKuS
13Please respect copyright.PENANAtns3TizmhK
還是帶點虛弱的模樣,笑容卻帶上了暖意,當官玄默扶著楚襄冉半坐起,然後將裝著熱水的杯子放進楚襄冉的手中時,熱氣氤氳地蒸騰上了楚襄冉的臉頰,染出淡淡的粉。13Please respect copyright.PENANAX4a6CPSeUi
13Please respect copyright.PENANAOw0832ChGB
喝了兩口水,然後看見官玄默遞到自己面前,形狀顏色都很熟悉的藥物,楚襄冉擰起了眉,卻什麼也沒說了接過然後吞下,再把杯子還給官玄默。13Please respect copyright.PENANAVIapwpM4xM
13Please respect copyright.PENANAsmMVtxjXTz
「不舒服的話就睡一下?要回房間嗎?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAonSknai4M6
13Please respect copyright.PENANAsEJxdlAQjt
官玄默把還帶著霧氣的玻璃杯放到了茶几上,然後撩起楚襄冉額前略長的瀏海,將手心貼了上去試著他的體溫。13Please respect copyright.PENANA9vCjyZUzt4
13Please respect copyright.PENANACySbpJIsfp
楚襄冉搖了搖頭。13Please respect copyright.PENANAcQ8tNGoexq
13Please respect copyright.PENANA3zJZjOdDCw
「沒關係……我在這裡休息一下就好,你可以下樓去參加聚會,我不會有事的……」13Please respect copyright.PENANAh6oFv9m9Na
13Please respect copyright.PENANAgC96bfgIxg
「襄冉!」13Please respect copyright.PENANAth4bWyFzli
13Please respect copyright.PENANA6orfWslzXG
楚襄冉企圖說服官玄默離開的話還沒說完,就被對方的低喝聲打斷。13Please respect copyright.PENANAyXatXtKu4L
13Please respect copyright.PENANA2XDDyjNBdy
睜大了一雙因為不舒服而帶著點濕潤的眼睛,楚襄冉愣愣的看著官玄默罕見的怒氣。13Please respect copyright.PENANA3HACZRbukh
13Please respect copyright.PENANAngosgx9DNL
這是他們重逢之後,官玄默第一次對著他生氣13Please respect copyright.PENANARfnB3JEXhZ
13Please respect copyright.PENANAassLB27bBW
也是第一次,他這麼清楚地看見了官玄默混雜著怒意、無奈、煩惱還有痛苦的眼神。13Please respect copyright.PENANA5g8ncztFYo
13Please respect copyright.PENANA00BQ3eirnQ
「為什麼你總是要避開我?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAN9nEG0fKBY
13Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5kFupC4gj
從重逢、再見面,然後一直到現在,楚襄冉總是有意無意的迴避著他。13Please respect copyright.PENANAOcXgvZXMk4
13Please respect copyright.PENANAADDDg6dyV1
他越是努力的想要接近他……楚襄冉就退得更遠,一點彌補的機會都不給他。13Please respect copyright.PENANAP7PJtyjOR5
13Please respect copyright.PENANAgNLlCWsZ1K
也曾經想過乾脆放棄算了,反正他已經知道楚襄冉現在過著什麼樣的生活,身邊也有照顧他的人,作為一個朋友,其實並不需要這樣頻繁的聯絡感情,更何況,楚襄冉也說了,他不想再和他成為朋友。13Please respect copyright.PENANAVOixg5yxn1
13Please respect copyright.PENANAGcXC4u3KDh
但是,每當他因為有事而無法去找楚襄冉的時候,卻又總是莫名的開始擔心起對方。13Please respect copyright.PENANALh1QPAhBnD
13Please respect copyright.PENANAq6XV4YK65R
有沒有吃飯,是不是又頂著太陽走好幾個小時忘了休息,還是又因為忙到忘記時間而熬夜到天亮?13Please respect copyright.PENANAJXhvFkL2Y3
13Please respect copyright.PENANAWZJmKunk6Z
這些曾經他不了解的事情,都在一點一點重新摸索之下,越來越清晰。13Please respect copyright.PENANAFbo6JiX4jL
13Please respect copyright.PENANAGkbqOKAuiX
越是觀察楚襄冉那些隱藏在表面下的行為舉止,就越是了解對方的細膩貼心,然後……官玄默原本還在猶豫著是不是該放下這段感情的心,就越是清楚明白。13Please respect copyright.PENANAHdEzql2juB
13Please respect copyright.PENANAXiaOliM4Ln
他放不下他。13Please respect copyright.PENANAlHk6uaOwcM
13Please respect copyright.PENANAq03OWFZzpx
曾經用過期末考的藉口離開,但是忙碌之餘,他還是時時刻刻的想起對方。13Please respect copyright.PENANAz6Mha9Yjt9
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明明知道楚襄冉的身邊有黎法恩照顧著,可是,擔心依舊,不放心依舊,他說不清楚這種牽絆為何,但是,他就是想親自照應著他,對他好。13Please respect copyright.PENANAvHcsTqXMS6
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於是才會在考完試之後匆匆趕過來,只為了想看看楚襄冉,這一個星期沒有他在身邊,是不是又虐待了自己。13Please respect copyright.PENANA7AKVVEgp16
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可是現在……事實卻在提醒著他,楚襄冉卻寧可一個人撐著身體的不適,也不願意多依賴他一點。13Please respect copyright.PENANAGirYkc8LjP
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看著楚襄冉難受地擰起眉,蜷著身體把自己窩在他替他蓋上的棉被裡,官玄默也跟著難過起來。13Please respect copyright.PENANASiAMXZXrcp
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他不知道自己該怎麼辦,也不知道自己還能做些什麼,楚襄冉才願意像過去一樣的對他微笑,接受他。13Please respect copyright.PENANAI9pLygl5Yd
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楚襄冉閉上了眼沉默著,雖然官玄默能從他偶爾抿住唇的動作知道其實他並沒有睡著,卻不知道自己該說什麼,也不敢觸碰對方。13Please respect copyright.PENANAbTvbhXLx2V
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他甚至不敢期待楚襄冉會回答他的問題。13Please respect copyright.PENANAFpZ19qUbzR
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但是他也不想就這樣子的離開……他有種預感,如果自己真的就這樣走了,以後,他就更不可能看見楚襄冉的笑容了。13Please respect copyright.PENANAAbIwKFJzzo
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於是,只好這樣僵持著。13Please respect copyright.PENANAhDgDZXVPuV
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直到又過了好一陣子,一片寂靜的空間中,帶著困惑的嗓音響起,楚襄冉睜開了眼,疑惑的看著在昏黃燈光下卻依然注視著他的人。13Please respect copyright.PENANAC1fPWLdYaS
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「官玄默……為什麼你不願意放棄?」13Please respect copyright.PENANAcO2E2qh7Na
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他不懂,明明自己已經竭盡所能的在不傷害對方的情況下,表現了拒絕親近的意思,但是為什麼官玄默始終不肯放手?13Please respect copyright.PENANAXYVefI9RD5
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楚襄冉不知道官玄默是否了解自己的痛苦自責,但是他很清楚自己想要的,從來就不只朋友這麼多而已。13Please respect copyright.PENANAfKDlMTt9MH
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所以他只能拒絕,只能逃避,只能選擇在官玄默對他好的時候躲開,不想讓自己最醜陋的那一面暴露在喜歡的人面前。13Please respect copyright.PENANApT6jmPYrkw