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可是,這樣的做法,卻似乎只造成了讓兩個人都痛苦的局面。12Please respect copyright.PENANAO0B4CJ9Bhu
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那麼……如果他告訴官玄默,他喜歡他,而且喜歡了很久很久,甚至一直到現在,那樣子的心情都沒有變過,是不是就可以嚇走他了?12Please respect copyright.PENANA7DSSypkF6J
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他就再也不用總是壓抑著自己,然後告訴自己不能依賴、不能眷戀、不能沉溺……12Please respect copyright.PENANAdgtZegW2M9
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身負罪惡的他沒資格得到那些溫暖,即使官玄默對他的好總是讓他幾乎遺忘自己的身分。12Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1X0RolQMM
12Please respect copyright.PENANAmwLP2n54Oe
他是奪走了向冬陽,毀滅一個充滿溫暖的家庭,帶走官玄默愛情的人。12Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9ZGb7A00j
12Please respect copyright.PENANAFDuwNfBVnj
楚襄冉看著眼神柔和地望著自己,然後張開口似乎想說些什麼的官玄默。12Please respect copyright.PENANAnkav5IEE6C
12Please respect copyright.PENANA7IOIRtPKYz
他勾起了微笑,而近乎自我毀滅般的情緒,藏在了笑容裡。12Please respect copyright.PENANAoOKYeqWDLs
12Please respect copyright.PENANAPFTyqFgRiJ
不知道是從哪裡來的力氣,楚襄冉朝著官玄默伸出了手,然後勾住對方的頸子,在官玄默還來不及反應的同時拉低他的身體,然後將自己的唇送了上去。12Please respect copyright.PENANAeUrRXgDThE
12Please respect copyright.PENANA6PV1J8SClM
不是蜻蜓點水般的吻,而是濃烈,夾雜著瘋狂崩潰般的情緒,楚襄冉舔咬著官玄默,心中卻悲傷的只想哭泣。12Please respect copyright.PENANACWtgmawhSK
12Please respect copyright.PENANA4uphqvNNcp
官玄默會推開他,然後會用看著怪物般的眼神看他,接著,應該就會頭也不回的離開吧。12Please respect copyright.PENANAroXi5JoyH0
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從小一起長大的朋友,幫著他和向冬陽一起離開的朋友,竟然,對他抱持著這樣的心思。12Please respect copyright.PENANA3vQ4P07Wfn
12Please respect copyright.PENANAXPYGcHYI0R
噁心!12Please respect copyright.PENANABBwSfM1QyY
12Please respect copyright.PENANAzRhCpqWSpi
連他自己都忍不住這樣的想法,官玄默又怎麼可能接受?12Please respect copyright.PENANA35lPLPejaT
12Please respect copyright.PENANA79vdXopQGp
所以……這是最後一次了吧?12Please respect copyright.PENANADekZliFuxL
12Please respect copyright.PENANAuee1cw5bsJ
最後一次的交談,最後一次被自己所愛的人,捧在手心般的照顧……12Please respect copyright.PENANAw2DVFJfmqe
12Please respect copyright.PENANAHQdnnHZxEv
12Please respect copyright.PENANAF8O8E3m8yA
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帶著涼意的手臂環住了官玄默的頸子,他瞠大了眼,驚訝的看著楚襄冉精緻的臉在自己眼前放大,然後冰涼顫抖的唇貼上了他的,接著吸吮舔咬。12Please respect copyright.PENANA7j8MmkspcM
12Please respect copyright.PENANA76IQW9o63q
楚襄冉吻了他!12Please respect copyright.PENANAzwaIvAhr4a
12Please respect copyright.PENANAhLmPPZVE33
令人震驚的情況讓官玄默的腦中一片空白,他沒有推開楚襄冉,卻記得用手撐住自己的身體,以免因為重心不穩而倒在不舒服的人身上,。12Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8tm3EuCDn
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直到楚襄冉主動結束了這個吻,鬆開環抱住官玄默的手,倒回了沙發上低笑出聲。12Please respect copyright.PENANAHtG0gc2rOt
12Please respect copyright.PENANAIBGShUBic2
暗啞的笑聲,傳入官玄默耳中,聽起來卻像是在哭泣。12Please respect copyright.PENANA0Nt7aAhvm5
12Please respect copyright.PENANAaUCEwgPlBy
「襄冉……」12Please respect copyright.PENANACxXGUlp7qa
12Please respect copyright.PENANAnUomXOs27B
「所以你知道,為什麼我一直躲著你了嗎?」12Please respect copyright.PENANAB6arAAqfj2
12Please respect copyright.PENANAiFvdPUpABy
燦亮的眼中帶著瘋狂,楚襄冉嘴角帶著笑,表情卻沒有絲毫笑意,仰躺在沙發上看著還用手撐著自己身體,覆蓋在他上方的官玄默。12Please respect copyright.PENANADDMQetX2e2
12Please respect copyright.PENANA1942hqP42G
「我喜歡你,不是朋友的那種,我對你的感情,如同你和向冬陽之間的感情,而且,我比他還要早就喜歡上你了。而這些,我本來並不打算告訴你的……」12Please respect copyright.PENANAxPUMgglj5N
12Please respect copyright.PENANAfLEFe5JwAQ
楚襄冉的笑容不減,神情卻越來越冰冷,一句一句告白般的話語不曾停止,卻堆疊著絕望。12Please respect copyright.PENANAg59ffqK1VT
12Please respect copyright.PENANA5g1ihs0vTq
「官玄默,我愛你,這是我為什麼躲著你、避開你的原因,現在你知道了,所以滿意了嗎?」12Please respect copyright.PENANA5a1gExw5ed
12Please respect copyright.PENANAJBkOfNnXBt
為什麼要這樣逼迫他?12Please respect copyright.PENANAhNA4QD1mY3
12Please respect copyright.PENANAN3HsSHO1DB
他用了很多力氣,每天每天說服著自己,才終於能把對方當作一個只是認識的人來往,才終於壓抑下自己的心情,然後每天被歉疚和回憶以及渴望不停磨纏……12Please respect copyright.PENANA82iotXSJ4k
12Please respect copyright.PENANAnYyKgjNtrE
可是官玄默始終不懂得適可而止,總是他退一步,他進一步,甚至,還對自己說出那樣親暱,幾乎只有情人之間才會有的話語。12Please respect copyright.PENANA88ucerogln
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而他們明明什麼都不是。12Please respect copyright.PENANAaisoFF7OVG
12Please respect copyright.PENANABnDNuhPiJ1
楚襄冉看著仍然俯視著自己,除了呆愣之外一點表情反應都沒有的官玄默,加深了笑。12Please respect copyright.PENANAiioEBvKF6d
12Please respect copyright.PENANASRMQ9z5wmI
看吧……他早就知道了會是這種結果,他不意外,真的,一點也不意外……12Please respect copyright.PENANAQuLCpdQD7J
12Please respect copyright.PENANAi4bfOPO0z4
「你走吧……剛才的事情不要告訴法恩,我不想讓他擔心。」12Please respect copyright.PENANA4HnuYc64I5
12Please respect copyright.PENANAMr1ge62S4L
說完最後一句話,楚襄冉輕輕推開仍然沒有反應的官玄默,然後坐起來。12Please respect copyright.PENANAUHlDfguBD2
12Please respect copyright.PENANAeaHzdT5GuA
帶著溫度的被子掀了開,一下子讓他覺得有點冷,如同他心裡頭此刻的溫度。12Please respect copyright.PENANArJBvCPJU9C
12Please respect copyright.PENANAx2X9yFezJs
冰冰冷冷的,沒有一點希望。12Please respect copyright.PENANAyCzeSTBm03
12Please respect copyright.PENANAgem1esyU9w
沒有帶上官玄默找給他的棉被,楚襄冉撐著虛軟的雙腿努力站直,想繞過還坐在沙發上的官玄默,回去自己的房間。12Please respect copyright.PENANALw8GQ7LP1T
12Please respect copyright.PENANAMp5gd8dh4s
上一次,他看著官玄默離開,卻無法開口阻止,所以這一次……起碼讓他當先走的那一個。12Please respect copyright.PENANAjUp0FfBzMI
12Please respect copyright.PENANALGnPbe3THQ
用力的閉了閉眼,楚襄冉催促著自己離開,可是從腹部傳來的燒灼和痛楚讓他幾乎沒辦法往前走,冷汗不停地順著精緻五官滑落,浸濕了他的襯衫,就算不停的深呼吸也沒辦法平復身體上的不適和絕望的情緒。12Please respect copyright.PENANAuPusLGMO6s
12Please respect copyright.PENANAMN4Oko3KgH
然後在他有體力離開之前,一陣溫暖圈住了他的手腕。12Please respect copyright.PENANAVskhislHNx
12Please respect copyright.PENANA0sZZSsChxy
「你要去哪裡?」12Please respect copyright.PENANAZGKMjxbvtK
12Please respect copyright.PENANABzNArrJhlr
以往低沉好聽的聲音充滿了關心,若是從前,楚襄冉一定會因此而覺得幸福,可是現在,卻讓他只想逃。12Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6SU5ASZsB
12Please respect copyright.PENANAGDDxlHQldX
不要再給他希望……太多的溫柔,只會讓他在失去它們時也同時失去自己。12Please respect copyright.PENANA58DzNfdQDL
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可是……12Please respect copyright.PENANAdXg8Pgae0l
12Please respect copyright.PENANADSkEUsB5dD
「你要去哪裡?」12Please respect copyright.PENANAXO3sTTvED1
12Please respect copyright.PENANAohNwEsar6j
又重複了一次問句,就算官玄默先前再怎麼不明白楚襄冉的想法,在看見對方絕望又瘋狂的眼神,臉上卻始終噙著笑之後,也知道現在絕對不能讓他一個人離開。12Please respect copyright.PENANANym0V34q8V
12Please respect copyright.PENANAVu2ehKO6gv
哪怕就算楚襄冉現在只是想回去自己的房間。12Please respect copyright.PENANAl8AkHkbzGQ
12Please respect copyright.PENANATn4m2anLZF
「身體還很不舒服不是嗎?逞強也不該選這時候,如果想回房間的話我可以扶你回去。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAPXReNTLV1u
12Please respect copyright.PENANApS8evlPwLa
沒有把楚襄冉扯回來,官玄默只是跟著站起身,抓住了楚襄冉的手溫柔卻堅定,聲音中是滿滿的擔心。12Please respect copyright.PENANAZHFm6RUqs4
12Please respect copyright.PENANA11MyRY3vIu
楚襄冉愣怔的回頭,然後看見官玄默充滿了關心和擔憂的臉,裡面沒有他以為會出現的鄙夷或是憤怒,像是剛才的那一切不曾發生過一樣……12Please respect copyright.PENANAK31uR0OuBN
12Please respect copyright.PENANAjpUefT3VSS
「怎麼了?其實你回房間休息也好,沙發再怎麼舒服也比不上床……」12Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZI5fC4voL
12Please respect copyright.PENANA6LII8l8aWZ
官玄默很快的用一隻手撈起被子捲好,雖然行動不太方便,但是握住楚襄冉手腕的那隻手卻始終沒鬆開,甚至還得寸進尺的往上挪移,緊緊握住了楚襄冉一邊的肩膀,然後就這麼一手抱著剛才才被他自己從對方房裡拿出來的棉被,一手環緊了楚襄冉,慢慢的扶著人往房間走去。
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那麼……如果他告訴官玄默,他喜歡他,而且喜歡了很久很久,甚至一直到現在,那樣子的心情都沒有變過,是不是就可以嚇走他了?12Please respect copyright.PENANA7DSSypkF6J
12Please respect copyright.PENANAI5UZWqyfy8
他就再也不用總是壓抑著自己,然後告訴自己不能依賴、不能眷戀、不能沉溺……12Please respect copyright.PENANAdgtZegW2M9
12Please respect copyright.PENANAptwd7dAnt0
身負罪惡的他沒資格得到那些溫暖,即使官玄默對他的好總是讓他幾乎遺忘自己的身分。12Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1X0RolQMM
12Please respect copyright.PENANAmwLP2n54Oe
他是奪走了向冬陽,毀滅一個充滿溫暖的家庭,帶走官玄默愛情的人。12Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9ZGb7A00j
12Please respect copyright.PENANAFDuwNfBVnj
楚襄冉看著眼神柔和地望著自己,然後張開口似乎想說些什麼的官玄默。12Please respect copyright.PENANAnkav5IEE6C
12Please respect copyright.PENANA7IOIRtPKYz
他勾起了微笑,而近乎自我毀滅般的情緒,藏在了笑容裡。12Please respect copyright.PENANAoOKYeqWDLs
12Please respect copyright.PENANAPFTyqFgRiJ
不知道是從哪裡來的力氣,楚襄冉朝著官玄默伸出了手,然後勾住對方的頸子,在官玄默還來不及反應的同時拉低他的身體,然後將自己的唇送了上去。12Please respect copyright.PENANAeUrRXgDThE
12Please respect copyright.PENANA6PV1J8SClM
不是蜻蜓點水般的吻,而是濃烈,夾雜著瘋狂崩潰般的情緒,楚襄冉舔咬著官玄默,心中卻悲傷的只想哭泣。12Please respect copyright.PENANACWtgmawhSK
12Please respect copyright.PENANA4uphqvNNcp
官玄默會推開他,然後會用看著怪物般的眼神看他,接著,應該就會頭也不回的離開吧。12Please respect copyright.PENANAroXi5JoyH0
12Please respect copyright.PENANA40xcPtDs5Y
從小一起長大的朋友,幫著他和向冬陽一起離開的朋友,竟然,對他抱持著這樣的心思。12Please respect copyright.PENANA3vQ4P07Wfn
12Please respect copyright.PENANAXPYGcHYI0R
噁心!12Please respect copyright.PENANABBwSfM1QyY
12Please respect copyright.PENANAzRhCpqWSpi
連他自己都忍不住這樣的想法,官玄默又怎麼可能接受?12Please respect copyright.PENANA35lPLPejaT
12Please respect copyright.PENANA79vdXopQGp
所以……這是最後一次了吧?12Please respect copyright.PENANADekZliFuxL
12Please respect copyright.PENANAuee1cw5bsJ
最後一次的交談,最後一次被自己所愛的人,捧在手心般的照顧……12Please respect copyright.PENANAw2DVFJfmqe
12Please respect copyright.PENANAHQdnnHZxEv
12Please respect copyright.PENANAF8O8E3m8yA
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帶著涼意的手臂環住了官玄默的頸子,他瞠大了眼,驚訝的看著楚襄冉精緻的臉在自己眼前放大,然後冰涼顫抖的唇貼上了他的,接著吸吮舔咬。12Please respect copyright.PENANA7j8MmkspcM
12Please respect copyright.PENANA76IQW9o63q
楚襄冉吻了他!12Please respect copyright.PENANAzwaIvAhr4a
12Please respect copyright.PENANAhLmPPZVE33
令人震驚的情況讓官玄默的腦中一片空白,他沒有推開楚襄冉,卻記得用手撐住自己的身體,以免因為重心不穩而倒在不舒服的人身上,。12Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8tm3EuCDn
12Please respect copyright.PENANAhyZeKhITX9
直到楚襄冉主動結束了這個吻,鬆開環抱住官玄默的手,倒回了沙發上低笑出聲。12Please respect copyright.PENANAHtG0gc2rOt
12Please respect copyright.PENANAIBGShUBic2
暗啞的笑聲,傳入官玄默耳中,聽起來卻像是在哭泣。12Please respect copyright.PENANA0Nt7aAhvm5
12Please respect copyright.PENANAaUCEwgPlBy
「襄冉……」12Please respect copyright.PENANACxXGUlp7qa
12Please respect copyright.PENANAnUomXOs27B
「所以你知道,為什麼我一直躲著你了嗎?」12Please respect copyright.PENANAB6arAAqfj2
12Please respect copyright.PENANAiFvdPUpABy
燦亮的眼中帶著瘋狂,楚襄冉嘴角帶著笑,表情卻沒有絲毫笑意,仰躺在沙發上看著還用手撐著自己身體,覆蓋在他上方的官玄默。12Please respect copyright.PENANADDMQetX2e2
12Please respect copyright.PENANA1942hqP42G
「我喜歡你,不是朋友的那種,我對你的感情,如同你和向冬陽之間的感情,而且,我比他還要早就喜歡上你了。而這些,我本來並不打算告訴你的……」12Please respect copyright.PENANAxPUMgglj5N
12Please respect copyright.PENANAfLEFe5JwAQ
楚襄冉的笑容不減,神情卻越來越冰冷,一句一句告白般的話語不曾停止,卻堆疊著絕望。12Please respect copyright.PENANAg59ffqK1VT
12Please respect copyright.PENANA5g1ihs0vTq
「官玄默,我愛你,這是我為什麼躲著你、避開你的原因,現在你知道了,所以滿意了嗎?」12Please respect copyright.PENANA5a1gExw5ed
12Please respect copyright.PENANAJBkOfNnXBt
為什麼要這樣逼迫他?12Please respect copyright.PENANAhNA4QD1mY3
12Please respect copyright.PENANAN3HsSHO1DB
他用了很多力氣,每天每天說服著自己,才終於能把對方當作一個只是認識的人來往,才終於壓抑下自己的心情,然後每天被歉疚和回憶以及渴望不停磨纏……12Please respect copyright.PENANA82iotXSJ4k
12Please respect copyright.PENANAnYyKgjNtrE
可是官玄默始終不懂得適可而止,總是他退一步,他進一步,甚至,還對自己說出那樣親暱,幾乎只有情人之間才會有的話語。12Please respect copyright.PENANA88ucerogln
12Please respect copyright.PENANA7CjmnOU2PG
而他們明明什麼都不是。12Please respect copyright.PENANAaisoFF7OVG
12Please respect copyright.PENANABnDNuhPiJ1
楚襄冉看著仍然俯視著自己,除了呆愣之外一點表情反應都沒有的官玄默,加深了笑。12Please respect copyright.PENANAiioEBvKF6d
12Please respect copyright.PENANASRMQ9z5wmI
看吧……他早就知道了會是這種結果,他不意外,真的,一點也不意外……12Please respect copyright.PENANAQuLCpdQD7J
12Please respect copyright.PENANAi4bfOPO0z4
「你走吧……剛才的事情不要告訴法恩,我不想讓他擔心。」12Please respect copyright.PENANA4HnuYc64I5
12Please respect copyright.PENANAMr1ge62S4L
說完最後一句話,楚襄冉輕輕推開仍然沒有反應的官玄默,然後坐起來。12Please respect copyright.PENANAUHlDfguBD2
12Please respect copyright.PENANAeaHzdT5GuA
帶著溫度的被子掀了開,一下子讓他覺得有點冷,如同他心裡頭此刻的溫度。12Please respect copyright.PENANArJBvCPJU9C
12Please respect copyright.PENANAx2X9yFezJs
冰冰冷冷的,沒有一點希望。12Please respect copyright.PENANAyCzeSTBm03
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沒有帶上官玄默找給他的棉被,楚襄冉撐著虛軟的雙腿努力站直,想繞過還坐在沙發上的官玄默,回去自己的房間。12Please respect copyright.PENANALw8GQ7LP1T
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上一次,他看著官玄默離開,卻無法開口阻止,所以這一次……起碼讓他當先走的那一個。12Please respect copyright.PENANAjUp0FfBzMI
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用力的閉了閉眼,楚襄冉催促著自己離開,可是從腹部傳來的燒灼和痛楚讓他幾乎沒辦法往前走,冷汗不停地順著精緻五官滑落,浸濕了他的襯衫,就算不停的深呼吸也沒辦法平復身體上的不適和絕望的情緒。12Please respect copyright.PENANAuPusLGMO6s
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然後在他有體力離開之前,一陣溫暖圈住了他的手腕。12Please respect copyright.PENANAVskhislHNx
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以往低沉好聽的聲音充滿了關心,若是從前,楚襄冉一定會因此而覺得幸福,可是現在,卻讓他只想逃。12Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6SU5ASZsB
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不要再給他希望……太多的溫柔,只會讓他在失去它們時也同時失去自己。12Please respect copyright.PENANA58DzNfdQDL
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可是……12Please respect copyright.PENANAdXg8Pgae0l
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又重複了一次問句,就算官玄默先前再怎麼不明白楚襄冉的想法,在看見對方絕望又瘋狂的眼神,臉上卻始終噙著笑之後,也知道現在絕對不能讓他一個人離開。12Please respect copyright.PENANANym0V34q8V
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哪怕就算楚襄冉現在只是想回去自己的房間。12Please respect copyright.PENANAl8AkHkbzGQ
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「身體還很不舒服不是嗎?逞強也不該選這時候,如果想回房間的話我可以扶你回去。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAPXReNTLV1u
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沒有把楚襄冉扯回來,官玄默只是跟著站起身,抓住了楚襄冉的手溫柔卻堅定,聲音中是滿滿的擔心。12Please respect copyright.PENANAZHFm6RUqs4
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楚襄冉愣怔的回頭,然後看見官玄默充滿了關心和擔憂的臉,裡面沒有他以為會出現的鄙夷或是憤怒,像是剛才的那一切不曾發生過一樣……12Please respect copyright.PENANAK31uR0OuBN
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「怎麼了?其實你回房間休息也好,沙發再怎麼舒服也比不上床……」12Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZI5fC4voL
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官玄默很快的用一隻手撈起被子捲好,雖然行動不太方便,但是握住楚襄冉手腕的那隻手卻始終沒鬆開,甚至還得寸進尺的往上挪移,緊緊握住了楚襄冉一邊的肩膀,然後就這麼一手抱著剛才才被他自己從對方房裡拿出來的棉被,一手環緊了楚襄冉,慢慢的扶著人往房間走去。