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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKMHImeWOG
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qmwxHVwjk
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我怎麼能悔恨。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdXEj81Oy7
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH4axXsoAT
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy61yIw6hR
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錯過與放棄。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdgYFYJxYa
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa0teqev2M
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkENLVSEsQY
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『If……』28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXv4bEnDmY9
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapeo27PBsI
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rn9aoJO7k
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBDUFs1mf8
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxPuIaRmqj
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnPlZ0VpeM
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqrsiEYWuq
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『給十年後未來的你』28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj8vgZCrrg
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsE0RRuiW2
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9Yg3Q5Xwb
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal9157AEK7
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpNw4JaRkp
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pqdzgytKS
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn8y7J9Bj4
至今回想卻支離破碎。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fu54SKkyA
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHYe42hgkM
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPahJZPstig
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDiCie75xP
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早就該死亡了。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa54h7mHUk
早就該離開了。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93d4m41Oz1
早就……28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVFeAqYAgg
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DS780BHsL
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbChut8pMj
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxhEBUoAMT
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYCdPh1Bk5
為什麼不能忍耐呢……28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3F9ed9gjQ
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2gBRiKd0g
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『不要哭。』28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVCbKT3gO8
最後，兄長只是這麼說。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFAs9tb16W
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOpcdgJJab
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJCEvfkgTd
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1h3p7XJIT8
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到底過了多久呢？28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSKI6m02ix
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlZY3NCkGv
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgqdY7GABe
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xhcRXNpr8
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG4F4I46nO
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他拼命的挖土。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7pa8MW4Yi
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwqecLVbVe
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSSHbXne4b
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOskUqgoQmd
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那是一面白紙。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSE5FtEyKX
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYNkNJ7K9B
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rZL7iyJ0J
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPC2zWRMhf
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgWaCcTTnf
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgVx56NdtK
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看新聞有感。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3vufABJLQ
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKm7qS7qjYc
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「關於雪的聯想」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvuNwIMydd
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdssExj1DRl
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGM5OOIGWn
乾澀的，卻熱和著。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UUBbH4ueb
『你聽』28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3lFTFGVTC
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0pW6CmXZY
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFZTcl22k2
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQpjKYpjHd
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『踏雪無聲』28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbD1HUp1uO
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乍然寂靜無聲。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCsxBqyx0q
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpjWIBfJLH
他張大眼，張口不能言。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJo05sO8Ve
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdl0tme5x5
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「遙遠的童話故事」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqiLJbJzp7
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgH0ShKOt9
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsW4FTbUfV
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBKsPyBBxG
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『請幸福的……』28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD5x7LV5kg
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bzs81Ef5X
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxFMLlmNSB
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvGq95zqrQ
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsipVWw0NL
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWaoDy7oBQ
我無法相信話語的真實。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUB8djMXsH
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我知道，你愛我。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HYXqHKrsK
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO7d2Fkoa9
我當然也從你口裡聽到。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GpDGGTVLr
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIHkXBBWpL
你總是會說：「我愛你。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClwNjeQOLg
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是的。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysJd4XNWdd
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPRBLqkHpk
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKy0rBcdfp
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSG4QQtWqJ
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6hHu2UJwE
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『後日談』28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiPoqmKjuW
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkECEpLkzJ
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx50y7SZlQ
然後他又重複了一次。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2KEU63aDJ
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu16Emy5rEh
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU1oLYWRnN
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZxB5Ugxcn
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ras87flub
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「十年」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nmglbYzdt
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpJ7SjSODJ
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckfIz7HkC3
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2ZVzT3fap
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEdsGU4nok
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因為太感同身受了。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlop9UX0mF8
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolnWzYWy0N
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi4JnxyNc7
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBoK2Hooih
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubukGG1r1t
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTFsPZnmPs
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb80xhbF3Pk
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQqDOwE0PZ
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLmKSDxP5R
他始終是，一個人。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVbNVRvMAL
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y4qctA0vY
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSolbUFMXed
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他決定要去旅行。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP2gkhvn4H
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUtllanFag
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路德也許會生氣吧。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoPnPovN4c
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mwXxOZJUv
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB9uWyhAJk
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGNlEANe2s
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjplSQhRLQ
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHjxuP2X9K
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7z3zSDhdH
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlHhg14ncz
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlI0swgdyj
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmEu2kVHhx
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczlxGMmdi1
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmOShDMFix
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglXS5tRpjj
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5voTHglq3d
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuu1bbpzaH
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa8n1hWPBi
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他收起相片，忖思。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bK7Oay4rz
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8VnU5ygAq
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7vbt5DhOA
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnIu46MizF
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