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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41F47BOZmU
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望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwL3Wq12On
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那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ42Gb6KQe
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kpdcCXYnn
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKOlDr1o87
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那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpxGPCV9hf
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYRmUWpz0F
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc3IK8EOIF
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3yPmA2qza
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最後，兄長只是這麼說。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UdPgFAJXn
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRJxcSmctt
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDMS07zSgw
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhJSOPgcHV
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到底過了多久呢？20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC9LIvObhq
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu2rAZuAHX
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE2LhFoeZs
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a6scOcbjZ
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnb55jPUvhv
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEIwkSRige
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPtE0h1pbi
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFeHFPQnYV
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELsjKHt1dR
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtRuc9xBov
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新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELqdtdYGqj
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZws6Pia0P
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9m0ltZ7dk
乾澀的，卻熱和著。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxUZLpjruC
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『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3wJYSehaN
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乍然寂靜無聲。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TyEdtQu5w
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方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZXeBMCzlh
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj50hJzAJsV
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL80h0U31Z
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0lUOEzuAd
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『請幸福的……』20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON3SK0YqoL
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkwl4sxiSN
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Opkrz4ukY
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNq4J3jNue
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI2cHTxfVp
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNVRsvRpjN
我無法相信話語的真實。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFecR1WHX1s
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我知道，你愛我。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkg3uZR8SH
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXH0oXJcvx
我當然也從你口裡聽到。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsavSLABisC
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAyVfmgyCT
你總是會說：「我愛你。」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4thYYnYHEL
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你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5kqimjEDq
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvj8w0VdWX
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEVO1SSRrK
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8QtonL0fH
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGNClR93r6
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFyqK03wx6
然後他又重複了一次。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvx535hYTz
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wzZeDKPA5
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsDgWaL4ol
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBqRZLU3vu
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5SrN3Egk7
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「十年」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQHczEMrkX
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9zgeW6qQH
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL8IASozJh
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGvT9hVdhA
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86TD3rn5sP
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因為太感同身受了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq831Niept
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOF4mDlWsa
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWHACA1Wdn
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ1ExGqLNo
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORe7zQI1SX
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHJSrxPHqO
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W18AvyjNy
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69bajIQmHm
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCWFvBNblw
他始終是，一個人。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTfb90gOqq
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjurOnLQSun
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbszQlgDfEg
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他決定要去旅行。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhElqZ2dvk7
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WBvL88KkG
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路德也許會生氣吧。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1WJR5wLhc
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJvEmJ5WYz
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVs3SdUG3b
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVTInI7zMk
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD06V9mYFRb
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONjwtTZrlW
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPcrx9WUoI
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqjc5TYQ7m
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyJThWH0kS
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob0g2azqbS
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv2EyYJfau
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGeIW4Fd5j
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCXqNyEND5
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y91nuAC2N
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkUUFnPjzx
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQv6bd5SrB
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他收起相片，忖思。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lp3dWLANv
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4udC2lqaZt
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOoM9z7Nur
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4LkpwgPIP
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