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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKSV3goVtM
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzwOiMBYUq
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拒絕了你對我的情感。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5Pd8CAqlj
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我怎麼能悔恨。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmOoswfv13
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaqQNQ0ktt
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfJn3WGtO5
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdlYiJY4a3
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錯過與放棄。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjYTvX81Ux
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmwSpEvmRJ
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxou6qJHJS
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『If……』27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1nB5Db1qU
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLQuhOdWZb
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLBUDx1x2n
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilkucit0Qp
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QyasSU1JE
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKriIqFqz7
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcKXBttNzm
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『給十年後未來的你』27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBRprXd1V8
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc4plm5463
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvqDICy3x7
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuSYaZoxWd
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BUFJ9D21d
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXYLmO5ePO
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0phIkoZq7L
至今回想卻支離破碎。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXRJjQIOHc
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ4L5cuXEp
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCeLKv3Te3
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsfm3oqKzR
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早就該死亡了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fe7m3neTR
早就該離開了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb6cbQenc5
早就……27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIihvHNR9s
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn1v29yr1W
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjX6lnzHHV
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZumwVZJE58
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7oDrEblzB
為什麼不能忍耐呢……27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDdUwEqk6P
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdk0OVShfZ7
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『不要哭。』27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOrNMVAT7o
最後，兄長只是這麼說。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA43XGqcAS
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBdOcsSJcP
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVAJ7D6Itg
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbu2oT9qOP
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到底過了多久呢？27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoYs31HXSV
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIFCVxaDh0
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IoJLnXdve
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xdVpOyYg5
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ7x63FwvG
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他拼命的挖土。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RzPtpdfus
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayUgZUWOek
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOoZ60vWys
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjGnn0BSQT
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那是一面白紙。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eeKk2eTfz
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHvBQPMq4N
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuJP1f3Esx
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKcHrPH9ZT
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlZyBwcIwu
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFL7R2p6nV
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看新聞有感。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9QM4eXZd7
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPeKOIDdVr
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「關於雪的聯想」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8xU6VQbb2
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvHYClXTKG
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRMKp9k0LB
乾澀的，卻熱和著。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSAYVBNX59
『你聽』27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK4kN7E2OR
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2HQPDCyhV
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDSO0791nt
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVee2lNM8U
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『踏雪無聲』27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsa5RFjFPxu
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乍然寂靜無聲。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXJMD7ofbf
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaakor4nCT
他張大眼，張口不能言。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JfEBLnVoh
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPyFXftKjD
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIwgBwb6E8
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1gLweeb2J
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQr5lqDEXuN
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『請幸福的……』27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHhgv49jUE
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5ZujBVIgC
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OmU3ei9VR
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0WUeckmiY
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKgFPLF6Xx
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YQxuxpghE
我無法相信話語的真實。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFn9h4T1yx
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我知道，你愛我。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3SoBBqelw
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2EHGJfMp3
我當然也從你口裡聽到。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aZlcTi8Me
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHOCwMjVyK
你總是會說：「我愛你。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG4JPt5FAD
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是的。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFRx26uryk
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTQO6JCgFl
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba80NCBrfa
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztMQPFP7s6
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps3P75BXpl
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BPpkoI1F8
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1mUwNlxmF
然後他又重複了一次。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaWMbJCbdw
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PwnBREmAU
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvZs9uIdNj
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8JjAE1Y2I
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggRPUG2Hpl
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「十年」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzfzd6031n
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoBSoPMYnl
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2WJh0veU8
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB7jtb5QYv
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkfDnjIgqm
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因為太感同身受了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5fdL0zczW
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfPn3IPXiw
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy5m2BjXZO
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugJxDQmV5o
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHsJkuHXzQ
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZSGkdTqRx
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X9sT43q1l
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqr7r1s0rv
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW7WVNwTZ0
他始終是，一個人。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc8s0HSpev
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E9nHfdDk3
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PvptFiBkp
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他決定要去旅行。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9dXW0rYZZ
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyfBJPxZ8P
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路德也許會生氣吧。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK01NuVuyq
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHYPL60tSG
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ2zQwu65t
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEBwN4YKGq
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAEpIApHBX
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh1E2yOwvx
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8hWSC7l8O
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8E6FviAbR
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnEA7VZyV2
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjoR12qjww
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7oBDHe0Si
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSmUDSv2ZL
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk9F7tmGD5
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIIViv71e6
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgAdbxvpF8
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAq6qFYSNy
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他收起相片，忖思。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR388FW4yB
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHIA40MJpz
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RWQ7YUQEb
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgza06rKEX0
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