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抬頭看了看時鐘上分針與時針的位置並紀錄在日記結尾的地方後,路德維希便闔上日記本。12Please respect copyright.PENANA7yak3lHqge
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他揉了揉因緊盯白紙而疲憊的眼瞼,深吸幾口氣舒緩精神,便把桌面收拾了一下,接著他伸手把桌燈扭暗,霎時窗戶透下來的月光溫潤了整個空間,整間書房充滿了瑩白,那光色變化有一瞬讓他想起了兄長那白髮在夜裡受月光洗禮而熠熠生輝彷彿撒滿珍珠粉的絢爛,就像他幼時經常看到過的那樣。12Please respect copyright.PENANAlEKaYXLV5j
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小時候兄長常常在夜裡帶著他出去散步。12Please respect copyright.PENANA6aICNzJOZJ
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那時兄長總是牽著他漫步在萊茵河畔,看著他們的父親清澈的河水寂靜無聲的流淌過柏林,從光年外投射下的月華隨著流水波光閃爍,同樣的,月色亦在兄長的臉上投射下一片如玉的清輝,幼時的他昂首望著那樣潔白的神聖,總讓他望著望著就覺得溫柔、幸福,然後露出笑顏。12Please respect copyright.PENANATZnCEgE1ow
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當時覺得只要能緊握著兄長因長年征戰形成厚繭的手心的就覺得十分開心,因為兄長就在這麼近的地方可以觸摸得到,而非看著他負傷跨上軍馬踏上征途的背影漸漸離開他視野的難受。12Please respect copyright.PENANACnxSDC36Rx
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路德維希把書房的門掩上,便走下樓把燈一一轉暗,並把客廳裏剛才和兄長吃飯留下的殘渣、用具收拾乾淨。12Please respect copyright.PENANAJGvIDxjTS1
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整理好之後,他走到玄關狗狗們睡覺的房間看看牠們狀況,他想,照這時候看,也差不多都該睡著了,但有一隻應該還沒睡。12Please respect copyright.PENANA4UiB51Wa5E
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如他意料的,歌德並未睡著,牠趴在靠近走廊的地方,看見路德維希之後,牠便站起向路德維希的腳邊走了過去,眼神安靜的望著路德,而那眼神似乎知曉路德的用意。12Please respect copyright.PENANAG6BlkGmZTk
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於是路德微笑著伸出手摸了摸牠的頭。12Please respect copyright.PENANAO6tZW8EvU9
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「歌德,哥哥今天又喝多了酒,所以我讓他睡在我房間,不過依照我的經驗,他可能會起很晚,所以你要記得在九點多的時候上去叫醒他,知道嗎?」12Please respect copyright.PENANApjrrbBB3be
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歌德蹭了蹭他的褲管,表示理解了,之後牠就走回牠剛才趴著的位置繼續休息。12Please respect copyright.PENANASQfLehPkEi
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交代完事情後,路德在一次確認燈都轉暗並且門也已經落鎖後,路德維希才放心的走上樓回到自己的臥室。12Please respect copyright.PENANAqa14eugu1t
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一開門,不意看見月光從窗戶垂落在兄長側睡身軀上的景象。12Please respect copyright.PENANAb7J7V05fou
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那景象仍如幼年曾見過那樣,神聖而無暇。12Please respect copyright.PENANAQJuBZBFPvg
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是讓他忍不住想牢牢擁在懷裡的寶物。12Please respect copyright.PENANAcMcyncgGiR
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凝視著兄長泛紅臉頰,甚至可以想像到明天兄長醒來的反應。12Please respect copyright.PENANAt9Kq6WAT3H
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明明我的房間在你房間隔壁,可是我卻常常在你房間醒來然後也不知道原因是什麼?路德繼德兄長曾經這樣疑惑的問著他為甚麼他總是在他房裡醒來,因為他記得自己並沒有夢遊症狀啊。12Please respect copyright.PENANAs0OLysRP2p
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他想,兄長可能不知道,有無數次他都會趁他熟睡後到他房間抱他到他臥房來,然後擁在懷中聽著他均勻的呼息聲在耳邊迴繞入睡。12Please respect copyright.PENANAUr6kCCqSZc
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兄長可能無法明白他這樣做的心緒。12Please respect copyright.PENANAVvmcMAdrg8
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但也並不需要懂,只要兄長能夠一直洋溢著溫暖的笑容,那樣就好了。12Please respect copyright.PENANA1KE4CcJeNu
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路德維希拉過棉被牢實的蓋在兄長的身上後,俯身在兄長額央烙下輕輕一吻。12Please respect copyright.PENANAkG8q6uijyv
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「晚安,希望你明天也能夠一樣的快樂。」12Please respect copyright.PENANACJMU3rw0uH
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接著便把兄長緊擁在懷中,感受著兩人的心跳頻率漸漸相合後,路德便閉上眼,靜靜的陷入夢中。ns 15.158.61.36da2