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˙因為我很懶,這禮拜從週一之後就沒動筆,於是出招鞭策自己(把存稿拿來PO逼自己要繼續寫xd)  ̄ ▽  ̄ 5Please respect copyright.PENANAo1oPD3BmjR
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˙上面雖然那樣講了,但我還是很猶豫要不要po(毆打)坦白說就是懶咩 - w - 噢!不要報上就ok了(巴頭)然後Sorry啦~這次的更新只有4600多字,湊不到5000的原因是斷在這裡很剛好,再下去我就有真的得開始動工的危機了(喂)5Please respect copyright.PENANAnCUq0dw9R9
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˙現在每天下班就軟趴趴的只想不用大腦的看影片,so。。。(遙望)好啦~我會努力這邊的至少要生一本出來(如果有報上的話)(小聲xd)5Please respect copyright.PENANAjktPWnvdBB
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「嗯~~」坐在白色+抹茶色系店中,忙碌採買了整個早上直到下午才能休息的信吾伸了個大懶腰。他把家裡需要用到的鍋碗瓢盆、調味料、圍裙、床單……反正就是那類家用品全都一次採買完畢了。5Please respect copyright.PENANA6pMoAPG0Xh
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撇了眼放在另外兩張椅子上的牛皮紙袋還有袋子,他心滿意足的啜飲了口紅豆白玉拿鐵。5Please respect copyright.PENANATh2FCIzEei
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「難得能這麼悠閒〜」5Please respect copyright.PENANAODClaY31qH
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從和暗克跟映司相遇後他的身體就有段時間不是他的,工作也整個停擺,但說真的若不是因為那次的相遇他不會認識暗克,更不會明白很多事情,所以說穿了他還是很感謝那次的事件,雖然莫名的被捲進去,但若是沒遇到他們倆或許自己早就不在這個世界上了。5Please respect copyright.PENANATNgKkDgyR1
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「每一次忍不住都會這樣想著。」他微笑著往前插了塊新鮮的豆腐,其實是暗克救了他吧,不管是這副身體或是感情上的滿足,所以……他也不會要求太多的,只要讓他在映司回來前照顧他、看著他就好了。5Please respect copyright.PENANAs9j6WrH89c
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只要那樣就好了。他沒有什麼資格再要求什麼了。5Please respect copyright.PENANA0AGuneaZQM
訓練暗克讓他能夠在人類的世界生存也是他的目的,這樣一來當映司回來後他就能放心的將暗克交回到他手中。5Please respect copyright.PENANAtAXTwZL7br
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思緒又往一年前暗克剛復活的那天而去。5Please respect copyright.PENANAoaCGhJScWw
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『暗克你不吃飯嗎?』信吾站在餐桌邊對著從下午映司離去後一直蹲在客廳米色沙發上的人喊了聲。5Please respect copyright.PENANA6keufg2bSS
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『……』5Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZiT81lBRl
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信吾無奈的撇撇嘴角,逕自自己坐了下來。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPpRXwpZ3UT
要照顧人也得先把自己顧好才行,這是失去父母後帶著比奈的經驗,溫暖的味噌湯、好吃的白飯、炸得香酥恰到好處的唐揚雞塊、炒花椰菜……每一道菜都是他思考過,搭配起來營養均衡足夠的一頓晚餐。5Please respect copyright.PENANAdykkhF5jos
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〝嘩啦嘩啦、刷〜〞5Please respect copyright.PENANAoBKCHkDXIk
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水龍頭的聲音傳來,信吾拿著菜瓜布將自己用過的碗盤清洗乾淨。5Please respect copyright.PENANAht6skLpwRz
拿著乾淨的抹布擦乾而後收進櫃子中後,撇了眼在客廳中還是維持著原姿勢的暗克,他嘆了口氣將桌上的飯菜又熱了熱,接著脫下圍裙拿著一碗飯輕輕的走到對方身邊跪坐下來。5Please respect copyright.PENANAhk9YN53jJk
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『暗克,不管怎麼樣吃ㄧ點吧,這樣也才有力氣和精神等映司回來啊。』輕輕柔柔的語調,信吾一手慢慢的摸上暗克的頭,卻被對方大力的甩開。5Please respect copyright.PENANA63mCK7Kbax
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『不用你管,你又懂什麼了。』暗克抬起頭憤怒的瞪著他,只見信吾愣了一下又溫柔的笑著。5Please respect copyright.PENANA9Yt4XCq9sx
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『吃飽了你才有力氣活下去,你也才能夠去追求你要的,在那之前就先在我這待著吧。』他拿起一湯匙的飯塞進了暗克因為傻住而有點微張開的口。5Please respect copyright.PENANA1OVgQSlkBM
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其實暗克早就餓昏頭了,如此一來有台階下也不至於傷了他的自尊心。5Please respect copyright.PENANAvjmlPZa91k
大口大口的吃著,信吾微笑著又從餐桌那端了好幾盤菜過來。5Please respect copyright.PENANAsqvmPTJJG5
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『多吃點吧,還有青菜。』他像個媽媽似的又夾了點花椰菜到暗克的碗中,他早就發現了……發現了暗克邊吃邊流下的淚水但他假裝什麼都沒看到。5Please respect copyright.PENANACNqvQUX25y
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當一個人要思念另外一個人時,是很難阻止的,即使想要自己不想也無法。5Please respect copyright.PENANAgE0wtJIXgd
更痛苦的則是思念的人不理會自己的時候……他很能明白那種心情,正因為這樣他才更需要陪在暗克的身邊。5Please respect copyright.PENANAabgWyG6Pgu
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如果比奈知道了,一定又會說出那句:『哥哥你真的是個溫柔的笨蛋哪〜』5Please respect copyright.PENANAXf8JLGaRCR
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折騰了整天,信吾在把人安頓好後走回房裡休息,明天開始又要上班了。5Please respect copyright.PENANAULdlqltP1H
內心邊這麼想著他伸了個懶腰躦進被窩中,暗克被他安排在隔壁的客房中,讓一個男孩子住比奈的房間也挺不對勁的。5Please respect copyright.PENANAWzJh4VeGlF
早上迎接暗克的復活後,隨即就討論出讓人住在這由他來照顧的方案。5Please respect copyright.PENANAoxcyrpwul9
比奈即將出國唸書、映司也準備要再到國外去旅行。暗克沒有任何地方能去……5Please respect copyright.PENANAMl824cD0Rl
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『不能讓他再跟著我,所以……就拜託你了。』5Please respect copyright.PENANARdXUIrwELn
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說出這句話的映司微笑著,但眼神卻是下定了決心般。5Please respect copyright.PENANAEs9J9jPsU4
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「映司,你又是在想什麼呢?」拿著馬克杯信吾喃喃念著。就和暗克一樣他也看不出映司的想法。5Please respect copyright.PENANApHG6nq0JhK
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暗克拿著黑色的側背包悠悠哉哉的晃過中庭,一路往外走。5Please respect copyright.PENANAqszkzolAT7
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「冬天啊〜」他想起了他剛回到這世界的季節似乎也是秋冬交接的時間點,已經要一年了啊……時間總是在忙碌中匆匆過去。5Please respect copyright.PENANAfDdzpZL6Ob
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走到校門外,他開始往車站的方向走去,要去池袋打工然後晚上泉就會來接他一起去吃晚餐,不自覺得暗克的腳步開始變得輕快。5Please respect copyright.PENANAQbv4umoxCa
突然他停下腳步望著天空發呆。5Please respect copyright.PENANARDEoDfbxjp
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「那天……」5Please respect copyright.PENANAKcrZPNJTGX
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涼涼的風吹拂而過,也將記憶往回歸的方向帶去。5Please respect copyright.PENANASu76ef7UkG
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好不容易的入眠,卻又突然醒來,他覺得好孤獨好孤獨……翻過身去,這裡不是過去熟悉的紅色沙發上,張開眼也沒有在前方遠處睡得安穩的睡臉能看……閉上眼卻感覺不到這個身體的所有者……5Please respect copyright.PENANA5XHyDVjqfc
等等,現在這個身體就是他的,所以也不會有誰和他一起存在著吧。5Please respect copyright.PENANAiPqrTDKRJa
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『真是個笨蛋。』小聲的嘲諷著自己,暗克翻了個身面對著窗戶,窗廉被人細心的拉上但微弱的月光還是緩緩的推窗而入,這道色彩讓他懷念起過去體內的溫暖。5Please respect copyright.PENANAnfctTww2OF
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〝刷〜〞5Please respect copyright.PENANAU0ghFgOu0e
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拉開床單,他的腳掌觸到地板,卻沒有預期中的冰冷於是他低下頭藉由月光看著……5Please respect copyright.PENANANWjxgxY1gK
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『哼,真是個多事的人類。』腳觸到的是一雙保暖的拖鞋,他穿好拖鞋一手拿著毛毯緩慢的摸索著推開房門,在確認泉不在客廳後才躡手躡腳的往外走。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPrj3KQT6BU
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他站在另一扇門前,猶豫了一下悄悄的推開屏氣凝神觀察著,確認房裡的人發出熟睡的呼吸聲後輕手輕腳的走了進去。看著那張當初早就看習慣但卻有著和自己截然不同氣息的臉,本來就很溫柔的人睡著後散發出來的更是無害感。5Please respect copyright.PENANAVqi5AKK3oE
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暗克倔強的望著那張睡臉,就那樣站在床邊好一陣子才終於撇撇嘴角心不甘情不願的爬上床。5Please respect copyright.PENANA4rp9DQ0yBs
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『我只是因為這樣才睡得著而已。』嘴裡還不望碎碎唸,從進入這扇門之後那股孤獨感和寒冷很奇妙的都不見了,對於現在的他來說……他是不會懂得,他只是本能的往溫暖靠近而已。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPhyPK1cOPP
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只要是在這個人類身邊他就覺得不會害怕。5Please respect copyright.PENANAYNmQhqXjqC
即使……即使是被映司拋棄這樣的事,也因為有這個人在這裡才讓他不會那麼難受。5Please respect copyright.PENANAJqyXmqBqeW
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『映司……』暗克窩在信吾的懷中,抓著對方的睡衣逐漸陷入深層的睡眠中。5Please respect copyright.PENANAZeSJlkR7WQ
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在這之後他們度過了許許多多的日子。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPNEdob4yMA
泉總是……總是包容著他,真心的替他規劃著,很多時候他對他有種名為『抱歉』的感覺。隨著時間的推移他們之間從劍拔弩張的氣氛逐漸變得開始親近了起來。(當然多數問題絕對都出在暗克身上xd)5Please respect copyright.PENANASWJr7qmwlA
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不然他哪有可能來這間鬼學校上什麼課啊〜本大爺就是該悠悠哉哉的睡覺才對。5Please respect copyright.PENANAiYAdPBmMfD
在內心不停的說服自己絕對是同情那個臭人類才勉強來上課的。5Please respect copyright.PENANAOeENK3Vrcl
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來到這所學校也才幾個月的時間而已。5Please respect copyright.PENANA03ba4t6ASY
復活的時間點剛好是日本上一個冬天,可惜清幽沒多久,先是被逼著要學東學西為了啥『考大學』而作準備,這他是沒問題啦Greed的學習能力本來就快。5Please respect copyright.PENANA6u2r0s3G0T
正當他以為唸完後就又能夠過著輕輕鬆鬆吃著冰棒翹腳每天舒舒服服的睡到飽日子,沒想到……5Please respect copyright.PENANA7gXLx4DYKT
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『暗克,你想上哪什麼樣的學校啊?』某日那個臭人類拿著一本彩色的東西滿臉笑容的過來。5Please respect copyright.PENANA4yyfZBMOmO
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『啊?誰知道啊。』轉過身去他正準備要開始睡覺,卻被一股蠻力直接扳回去。他說啊〜這對兄妹到底是怎麼回事,這麼用力是會死人的好不好!!5Please respect copyright.PENANAxTUSWTQFGl
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『那你喜歡什麼?』一被翻過來原本想發作大吼的暗克在對上那張認真的臉後,只能無奈著抓抓頭起身接過遞來的書翻著。5Please respect copyright.PENANAAK9ADVRTfA
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這邊翻翻,那邊翻翻。5Please respect copyright.PENANASUpqnbMPiJ
一堆字和照片,穿白袍在實驗室?嗯……沒興趣。5Please respect copyright.PENANAYSR9wrlrRN
研究語言?!開玩笑話能通就好了,他大爺可是連講話方式都沒在在乎的,誰還要去研究這種東西啊。5Please respect copyright.PENANAnBPAzhagGS
數字……這就免了,他可不像後藤那詭異的傢伙一樣,能鑽研這類東西。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPZB5JmIdgm
料理?東西能吃就好了,向來他都是等著別人煮東西給他,憑什麼要他煮啊!5Please respect copyright.PENANAxrZDPV9ULM
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陸陸續續又一堆巴拉巴拉的碎碎唸,這時候就知道這位前鳥系Greed是有多傲驕和多煩人了。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPNxqtM4fL6
但信吾只是安靜帶著微笑站在一旁,在暗克苦惱了很久之後他才開口。5Please respect copyright.PENANA4Vg4kchgG1
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『要不要去學畫畫?』這幾個月的相處下來,信吾有發現暗克對於色彩和藝術還有流程等等的安排相當敏銳……不!應該說以前共用一個身體時他就發現了。5Please respect copyright.PENANALYscEDbUeZ
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這麼一來除了學藝術類的東西,最好還要讓案克學點行銷類的課程。5Please respect copyright.PENANAAtFEF2z4gt
他的個性雖然是個障礙,但是這方面卻很在行,從以前跟在映司旁邊安排聯組時就能得知了……個性這點信吾道是一點都不擔心,他可以慢慢訓練暗克……5Please respect copyright.PENANAIDqxp5PT4q
(以上為某位爸爸內心安排得很遠的想法xd)5Please respect copyright.PENANAgLLh2uEVNz
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『啊?』暗克拿著那本書愣在那。5Please respect copyright.PENANA58AxIJGxNF
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『我 覺得你對於這些東西還蠻在行的,嗯……那就這樣決定了,你去考東京造形大學吧。距離還算近一個小時以內能到也在JR站附近,他們的繪畫系也還不錯,離考試 時間還有段距離你之前唸的東西記得要複習,我會再找補習班幫你補藝術相關的東西,別忘了還要做些作品到時候帶去面試時會用到。』信吾批哩啪拉的交代著,暗 克彷彿看到人類所說的人間煉獄出現在眼前……噢他現在也是人類……隨便啦 = 皿 =5Please respect copyright.PENANANvgw0099qU
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上面這些就是他為什麼現在會在這裡的原因!!5Please respect copyright.PENANA1lgIgR0Rfx
想到就火大,他從來沒想過還會有人比映司更會逼迫他,怎麼他身邊淨是些不顧別人想法的討厭傢伙啊!5Please respect copyright.PENANASdPfNL5BnH
好啦好啦〜其實他也真的不討厭畫畫,甚至是還蠻喜歡的。5Please respect copyright.PENANAmIAhgZhSVn
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順利考上這所學校的繪圖系,也認識到安娜這個朋友。5Please respect copyright.PENANAI54H4LukBH
他逐漸學會自己喜歡什麼、想做什麼,開始接觸到身為人類的多彩多姿。5Please respect copyright.PENANANO2hF2JZMs
也認真的想著安娜告訴過他的『再加選一個輔系』的意見,若沒意外以後他應當會在選個染織系啥的(正確名字他從來沒記過xd),反正他覺得色彩這類東西還蠻有趣的。5Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ3H2BytuJ
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〝池袋~~池袋~~〞5Please respect copyright.PENANAIiQrPQFuen
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廣播的聲響響起,他慢吞吞的跟隨著人潮走出車廂。5Please respect copyright.PENANASUokj2gbM2
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〝嗶嗶嗶〜〞5Please respect copyright.PENANAFNovu1v4Rv
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車門關上往下一個地點前進,那戴著毛帽的身影和身邊的任何一個人類沒什麼兩樣,一樣普通、一樣特別……他終於成為了人類,適應著這些生活。5Please respect copyright.PENANAqwKZiUdZhW
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信吾緩慢的走在自由之丘的鄉間小道上,兩旁充斥著鄉村風格或是簡單配色的店家,他悠哉的拿著東西走往車站,微風徐徐吹來,太陽已經下山了……下山!!5Please respect copyright.PENANAzwNGbQDrGS
這時才意識到不對勁的他趕忙拿出手機,悲劇的發現……沒電了。(囧)5Please respect copyright.PENANAXSoVWxAHDV
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「糟糕了。」他開始快步的往車站走去,就算現在再怎麼趕最快也要半小時才會到吧。5Please respect copyright.PENANAcJlxvkn2Do
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看起來一副乖寶寶的泉信吾,職業是警察,但此刻就像是個玩到忘記時間的小孩趕著回家似的。5Please respect copyright.PENANA5e846DK30Y
夜色降臨,橘黃褪去。5Please respect copyright.PENANAyJCAKZcdEG
一陣風吹來,他突然想起了剛來到自己家的暗克每晚孤獨的身影。5Please respect copyright.PENANAhibwIV07li
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在暗克到他家的第二天,剛睜開眼就見到對方睡在自己旁邊。5Please respect copyright.PENANAjXp3IgSnWf
雖然有點意外,但是他一點都沒被嚇到,好像這個人一直以來就是在他身旁入睡似的,或許這麼說也沒錯,從他們共用自己的這副身軀的那時開始,他們總是在一起……5Please respect copyright.PENANAXLyIq5YL3L
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『暗克。』他輕聲呼喚著對方的名字,這個在過去一年總是在內心喊了無數次、思念無盡的名字終於有人能夠對應了。5Please respect copyright.PENANAFdAvht46xu
他的手伸了出去,猶豫了一下才輕柔的觸上對方耀眼的頭髮。5Please respect copyright.PENANALokgJckL98
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『歡迎回來。』5Please respect copyright.PENANAVoG1yn1tlw
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他小聲的說著,唇邊帶著柔和的微笑。5Please respect copyright.PENANAOrww0RZkHe
似乎被這一點點動作和聲響驚動到,暗克微微皺了皺眉頭,手抓著信吾的睡衣呢喃著……5Please respect copyright.PENANAHWcCzHDkMK
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『映司……』5Please respect copyright.PENANALwfTxoXZyl
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信吾的臉色依然還是沒有變化,有的只是更溫柔的表情。5Please respect copyright.PENANABCkhMh8ukK
他那雙好看的手依然用著輕柔的幅度梳著暗克的頭髮,接著輕輕的拍著。5Please respect copyright.PENANANFV9ISJYPi
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『好好好〜乖乖睡吧。』他將人擁入懷中。5Please respect copyright.PENANAIG0qVschIj
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怎麼樣都好,只是暫時停留在他這也行。5Please respect copyright.PENANAOUExxBrTLG
只要你回來,還有過得幸福〜我只要這樣就好了,讓我看到你快樂,那樣就足夠了……5Please respect copyright.PENANAQgYoWNbTBD
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『只要你活著就好。』他閉上雙眼繼續入眠,深深的在心中許著這個從一年前別離時就每天都會訴說一遍的願望。5Please respect copyright.PENANAes3VxSnFqd
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從那天之後,暗克每到晚上都會回他幫他準備好的房間去睡覺。5Please respect copyright.PENANAcr2W5NxwSJ
卻總是在深夜張開眼時會看到暗克在他身邊,或是獨自坐在窗邊的椅子上注視著自己。5Please respect copyright.PENANA4qrfLdEbZw
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『嗯……暗克……』信吾揉了揉眼睛撐著身體坐起,他的視線看向的方向是位於床邊的椅子上,一個人影蜷縮在那雙手抱著膝蓋,雖然很黑但是他知道他在注視著自己。5Please respect copyright.PENANAVSiWkjTXka
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『又睡不著啦?』5Please respect copyright.PENANAs3fUXq08Rj
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『過來吧。』5Please respect copyright.PENANAYbn2TY4dhR
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不論自己問什麼,暗克總是不回答,卻總會在他苦笑著掀開棉被要對方過來時毫不猶豫的鑽了進來接著自顧自的翻過身去,一副〝是你要我來〞的高傲態度,信吾總是當作這是暗克不好意思的表現。5Please respect copyright.PENANA6eLDi6AFeu
更或許是自己怕暗克在深夜思念映司時會感到孤獨,若有自己當個代替品讓暗克產生溫暖的錯覺,那麼……就不會痛苦到難以承受了吧。5Please respect copyright.PENANAzRN2Kjn5of
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信吾進入自由之丘的車站,站在月台上等待著前往涉谷的電車駛入。5Please respect copyright.PENANA69jPfZpo9r
他從來就不會後悔或是失望,畢竟一開始就沒想過要得到,他所要的很簡單只要暗克真實的存在著、活在這個世界上具有自己的生存能力,到那時他就會放手。5Please respect copyright.PENANAwtpE9M0VTH
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黑色的圍巾隨著駛入的電車帶來的強勁風飄起,那身黑色的身影站在月台邊,埋沒在人群中,好像很普通很像很快就會消失。5Please respect copyright.PENANAGdnw5Ud25F
但卻有著一顆很純粹的心。5Please respect copyright.PENANAZheqP2WjWl
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「現在就過去了,再等一下下。」信吾微笑著。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPkZgb4chpN
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不論你在哪裡,當你需要我的時候我會毫不遲疑的對你伸出雙手。5Please respect copyright.PENANAosZC4GvwY6
我能給的就只有這麼多,對不起……5Please respect copyright.PENANAeYiosg8Q6o
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˙因為我很懶,這禮拜從週一之後就沒動筆,於是出招鞭策自己(把存稿拿來PO逼自己要繼續寫xd)  ̄ ▽  ̄ 5Please respect copyright.PENANAo1oPD3BmjR
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˙上面雖然那樣講了,但我還是很猶豫要不要po(毆打)坦白說就是懶咩 - w - 噢!不要報上就ok了(巴頭)然後Sorry啦~這次的更新只有4600多字,湊不到5000的原因是斷在這裡很剛好,再下去我就有真的得開始動工的危機了(喂)5Please respect copyright.PENANAnCUq0dw9R9
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˙現在每天下班就軟趴趴的只想不用大腦的看影片,so。。。(遙望)好啦~我會努力這邊的至少要生一本出來(如果有報上的話)(小聲xd)5Please respect copyright.PENANAjktPWnvdBB
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「嗯~~」坐在白色+抹茶色系店中,忙碌採買了整個早上直到下午才能休息的信吾伸了個大懶腰。他把家裡需要用到的鍋碗瓢盆、調味料、圍裙、床單……反正就是那類家用品全都一次採買完畢了。5Please respect copyright.PENANA6pMoAPG0Xh
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撇了眼放在另外兩張椅子上的牛皮紙袋還有袋子,他心滿意足的啜飲了口紅豆白玉拿鐵。5Please respect copyright.PENANATh2FCIzEei
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「難得能這麼悠閒〜」5Please respect copyright.PENANAODClaY31qH
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從和暗克跟映司相遇後他的身體就有段時間不是他的,工作也整個停擺,但說真的若不是因為那次的相遇他不會認識暗克,更不會明白很多事情,所以說穿了他還是很感謝那次的事件,雖然莫名的被捲進去,但若是沒遇到他們倆或許自己早就不在這個世界上了。5Please respect copyright.PENANATNgKkDgyR1
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「每一次忍不住都會這樣想著。」他微笑著往前插了塊新鮮的豆腐,其實是暗克救了他吧,不管是這副身體或是感情上的滿足,所以……他也不會要求太多的,只要讓他在映司回來前照顧他、看著他就好了。5Please respect copyright.PENANAs9j6WrH89c
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只要那樣就好了。他沒有什麼資格再要求什麼了。5Please respect copyright.PENANA0AGuneaZQM
訓練暗克讓他能夠在人類的世界生存也是他的目的,這樣一來當映司回來後他就能放心的將暗克交回到他手中。5Please respect copyright.PENANAtAXTwZL7br
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思緒又往一年前暗克剛復活的那天而去。5Please respect copyright.PENANAoaCGhJScWw
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『暗克你不吃飯嗎?』信吾站在餐桌邊對著從下午映司離去後一直蹲在客廳米色沙發上的人喊了聲。5Please respect copyright.PENANA6keufg2bSS
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信吾無奈的撇撇嘴角,逕自自己坐了下來。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPpRXwpZ3UT
要照顧人也得先把自己顧好才行,這是失去父母後帶著比奈的經驗,溫暖的味噌湯、好吃的白飯、炸得香酥恰到好處的唐揚雞塊、炒花椰菜……每一道菜都是他思考過,搭配起來營養均衡足夠的一頓晚餐。5Please respect copyright.PENANAdykkhF5jos
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〝嘩啦嘩啦、刷〜〞5Please respect copyright.PENANAoBKCHkDXIk
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水龍頭的聲音傳來,信吾拿著菜瓜布將自己用過的碗盤清洗乾淨。5Please respect copyright.PENANAht6skLpwRz
拿著乾淨的抹布擦乾而後收進櫃子中後,撇了眼在客廳中還是維持著原姿勢的暗克,他嘆了口氣將桌上的飯菜又熱了熱,接著脫下圍裙拿著一碗飯輕輕的走到對方身邊跪坐下來。5Please respect copyright.PENANAhk9YN53jJk
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『暗克,不管怎麼樣吃ㄧ點吧,這樣也才有力氣和精神等映司回來啊。』輕輕柔柔的語調,信吾一手慢慢的摸上暗克的頭,卻被對方大力的甩開。5Please respect copyright.PENANA63mCK7Kbax
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『不用你管,你又懂什麼了。』暗克抬起頭憤怒的瞪著他,只見信吾愣了一下又溫柔的笑著。5Please respect copyright.PENANA9Yt4XCq9sx
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『吃飽了你才有力氣活下去,你也才能夠去追求你要的,在那之前就先在我這待著吧。』他拿起一湯匙的飯塞進了暗克因為傻住而有點微張開的口。5Please respect copyright.PENANA1OVgQSlkBM
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其實暗克早就餓昏頭了,如此一來有台階下也不至於傷了他的自尊心。5Please respect copyright.PENANAvjmlPZa91k
大口大口的吃著,信吾微笑著又從餐桌那端了好幾盤菜過來。5Please respect copyright.PENANAsqvmPTJJG5
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『多吃點吧,還有青菜。』他像個媽媽似的又夾了點花椰菜到暗克的碗中,他早就發現了……發現了暗克邊吃邊流下的淚水但他假裝什麼都沒看到。5Please respect copyright.PENANACNqvQUX25y
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當一個人要思念另外一個人時,是很難阻止的,即使想要自己不想也無法。5Please respect copyright.PENANAgE0wtJIXgd
更痛苦的則是思念的人不理會自己的時候……他很能明白那種心情,正因為這樣他才更需要陪在暗克的身邊。5Please respect copyright.PENANAabgWyG6Pgu
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如果比奈知道了,一定又會說出那句:『哥哥你真的是個溫柔的笨蛋哪〜』5Please respect copyright.PENANAXf8JLGaRCR
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折騰了整天,信吾在把人安頓好後走回房裡休息,明天開始又要上班了。5Please respect copyright.PENANAULdlqltP1H
內心邊這麼想著他伸了個懶腰躦進被窩中,暗克被他安排在隔壁的客房中,讓一個男孩子住比奈的房間也挺不對勁的。5Please respect copyright.PENANAWzJh4VeGlF
早上迎接暗克的復活後,隨即就討論出讓人住在這由他來照顧的方案。5Please respect copyright.PENANAoxcyrpwul9
比奈即將出國唸書、映司也準備要再到國外去旅行。暗克沒有任何地方能去……5Please respect copyright.PENANAMl824cD0Rl
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『不能讓他再跟著我,所以……就拜託你了。』5Please respect copyright.PENANARdXUIrwELn
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說出這句話的映司微笑著,但眼神卻是下定了決心般。5Please respect copyright.PENANAEs9J9jPsU4
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「映司,你又是在想什麼呢?」拿著馬克杯信吾喃喃念著。就和暗克一樣他也看不出映司的想法。5Please respect copyright.PENANApHG6nq0JhK
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暗克拿著黑色的側背包悠悠哉哉的晃過中庭,一路往外走。5Please respect copyright.PENANAqszkzolAT7
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「冬天啊〜」他想起了他剛回到這世界的季節似乎也是秋冬交接的時間點,已經要一年了啊……時間總是在忙碌中匆匆過去。5Please respect copyright.PENANAfDdzpZL6Ob
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走到校門外,他開始往車站的方向走去,要去池袋打工然後晚上泉就會來接他一起去吃晚餐,不自覺得暗克的腳步開始變得輕快。5Please respect copyright.PENANAQbv4umoxCa
突然他停下腳步望著天空發呆。5Please respect copyright.PENANARDEoDfbxjp
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「那天……」5Please respect copyright.PENANAKcrZPNJTGX
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涼涼的風吹拂而過,也將記憶往回歸的方向帶去。5Please respect copyright.PENANASu76ef7UkG
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好不容易的入眠,卻又突然醒來,他覺得好孤獨好孤獨……翻過身去,這裡不是過去熟悉的紅色沙發上,張開眼也沒有在前方遠處睡得安穩的睡臉能看……閉上眼卻感覺不到這個身體的所有者……5Please respect copyright.PENANA5XHyDVjqfc
等等,現在這個身體就是他的,所以也不會有誰和他一起存在著吧。5Please respect copyright.PENANAiPqrTDKRJa
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『真是個笨蛋。』小聲的嘲諷著自己,暗克翻了個身面對著窗戶,窗廉被人細心的拉上但微弱的月光還是緩緩的推窗而入,這道色彩讓他懷念起過去體內的溫暖。5Please respect copyright.PENANAnfctTww2OF
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〝刷〜〞5Please respect copyright.PENANAU0ghFgOu0e
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拉開床單,他的腳掌觸到地板,卻沒有預期中的冰冷於是他低下頭藉由月光看著……5Please respect copyright.PENANANWjxgxY1gK
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『哼,真是個多事的人類。』腳觸到的是一雙保暖的拖鞋,他穿好拖鞋一手拿著毛毯緩慢的摸索著推開房門,在確認泉不在客廳後才躡手躡腳的往外走。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPrj3KQT6BU
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他站在另一扇門前,猶豫了一下悄悄的推開屏氣凝神觀察著,確認房裡的人發出熟睡的呼吸聲後輕手輕腳的走了進去。看著那張當初早就看習慣但卻有著和自己截然不同氣息的臉,本來就很溫柔的人睡著後散發出來的更是無害感。5Please respect copyright.PENANAVqi5AKK3oE
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暗克倔強的望著那張睡臉,就那樣站在床邊好一陣子才終於撇撇嘴角心不甘情不願的爬上床。5Please respect copyright.PENANA4rp9DQ0yBs
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『我只是因為這樣才睡得著而已。』嘴裡還不望碎碎唸,從進入這扇門之後那股孤獨感和寒冷很奇妙的都不見了,對於現在的他來說……他是不會懂得,他只是本能的往溫暖靠近而已。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPhyPK1cOPP
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只要是在這個人類身邊他就覺得不會害怕。5Please respect copyright.PENANAYNmQhqXjqC
即使……即使是被映司拋棄這樣的事,也因為有這個人在這裡才讓他不會那麼難受。5Please respect copyright.PENANAJqyXmqBqeW
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『映司……』暗克窩在信吾的懷中,抓著對方的睡衣逐漸陷入深層的睡眠中。5Please respect copyright.PENANAZeSJlkR7WQ
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在這之後他們度過了許許多多的日子。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPNEdob4yMA
泉總是……總是包容著他,真心的替他規劃著,很多時候他對他有種名為『抱歉』的感覺。隨著時間的推移他們之間從劍拔弩張的氣氛逐漸變得開始親近了起來。(當然多數問題絕對都出在暗克身上xd)5Please respect copyright.PENANASWJr7qmwlA
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不然他哪有可能來這間鬼學校上什麼課啊〜本大爺就是該悠悠哉哉的睡覺才對。5Please respect copyright.PENANAiYAdPBmMfD
在內心不停的說服自己絕對是同情那個臭人類才勉強來上課的。5Please respect copyright.PENANAOeENK3Vrcl
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來到這所學校也才幾個月的時間而已。5Please respect copyright.PENANA03ba4t6ASY
復活的時間點剛好是日本上一個冬天,可惜清幽沒多久,先是被逼著要學東學西為了啥『考大學』而作準備,這他是沒問題啦Greed的學習能力本來就快。5Please respect copyright.PENANA6u2r0s3G0T
正當他以為唸完後就又能夠過著輕輕鬆鬆吃著冰棒翹腳每天舒舒服服的睡到飽日子,沒想到……5Please respect copyright.PENANA7gXLx4DYKT
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『暗克,你想上哪什麼樣的學校啊?』某日那個臭人類拿著一本彩色的東西滿臉笑容的過來。5Please respect copyright.PENANA4yyfZBMOmO
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『啊?誰知道啊。』轉過身去他正準備要開始睡覺,卻被一股蠻力直接扳回去。他說啊〜這對兄妹到底是怎麼回事,這麼用力是會死人的好不好!!5Please respect copyright.PENANAxTUSWTQFGl
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『那你喜歡什麼?』一被翻過來原本想發作大吼的暗克在對上那張認真的臉後,只能無奈著抓抓頭起身接過遞來的書翻著。5Please respect copyright.PENANAAK9ADVRTfA
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這邊翻翻,那邊翻翻。5Please respect copyright.PENANASUpqnbMPiJ
一堆字和照片,穿白袍在實驗室?嗯……沒興趣。5Please respect copyright.PENANAYSR9wrlrRN
研究語言?!開玩笑話能通就好了,他大爺可是連講話方式都沒在在乎的,誰還要去研究這種東西啊。5Please respect copyright.PENANAnBPAzhagGS
數字……這就免了,他可不像後藤那詭異的傢伙一樣,能鑽研這類東西。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPZB5JmIdgm
料理?東西能吃就好了,向來他都是等著別人煮東西給他,憑什麼要他煮啊!5Please respect copyright.PENANAxrZDPV9ULM
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陸陸續續又一堆巴拉巴拉的碎碎唸,這時候就知道這位前鳥系Greed是有多傲驕和多煩人了。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPNxqtM4fL6
但信吾只是安靜帶著微笑站在一旁,在暗克苦惱了很久之後他才開口。5Please respect copyright.PENANA4Vg4kchgG1
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『要不要去學畫畫?』這幾個月的相處下來,信吾有發現暗克對於色彩和藝術還有流程等等的安排相當敏銳……不!應該說以前共用一個身體時他就發現了。5Please respect copyright.PENANALYscEDbUeZ
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這麼一來除了學藝術類的東西,最好還要讓案克學點行銷類的課程。5Please respect copyright.PENANAAtFEF2z4gt
他的個性雖然是個障礙,但是這方面卻很在行,從以前跟在映司旁邊安排聯組時就能得知了……個性這點信吾道是一點都不擔心,他可以慢慢訓練暗克……5Please respect copyright.PENANAIDqxp5PT4q
(以上為某位爸爸內心安排得很遠的想法xd)5Please respect copyright.PENANAgLLh2uEVNz
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『啊?』暗克拿著那本書愣在那。5Please respect copyright.PENANA58AxIJGxNF
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『我 覺得你對於這些東西還蠻在行的,嗯……那就這樣決定了,你去考東京造形大學吧。距離還算近一個小時以內能到也在JR站附近,他們的繪畫系也還不錯,離考試 時間還有段距離你之前唸的東西記得要複習,我會再找補習班幫你補藝術相關的東西,別忘了還要做些作品到時候帶去面試時會用到。』信吾批哩啪拉的交代著,暗 克彷彿看到人類所說的人間煉獄出現在眼前……噢他現在也是人類……隨便啦 = 皿 =5Please respect copyright.PENANANvgw0099qU
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上面這些就是他為什麼現在會在這裡的原因!!5Please respect copyright.PENANA1lgIgR0Rfx
想到就火大,他從來沒想過還會有人比映司更會逼迫他,怎麼他身邊淨是些不顧別人想法的討厭傢伙啊!5Please respect copyright.PENANASdPfNL5BnH
好啦好啦〜其實他也真的不討厭畫畫,甚至是還蠻喜歡的。5Please respect copyright.PENANAmIAhgZhSVn
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順利考上這所學校的繪圖系,也認識到安娜這個朋友。5Please respect copyright.PENANAI54H4LukBH
他逐漸學會自己喜歡什麼、想做什麼,開始接觸到身為人類的多彩多姿。5Please respect copyright.PENANANO2hF2JZMs
也認真的想著安娜告訴過他的『再加選一個輔系』的意見,若沒意外以後他應當會在選個染織系啥的(正確名字他從來沒記過xd),反正他覺得色彩這類東西還蠻有趣的。5Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ3H2BytuJ
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〝池袋~~池袋~~〞5Please respect copyright.PENANAIiQrPQFuen
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廣播的聲響響起,他慢吞吞的跟隨著人潮走出車廂。5Please respect copyright.PENANASUokj2gbM2
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〝嗶嗶嗶〜〞5Please respect copyright.PENANAFNovu1v4Rv
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車門關上往下一個地點前進,那戴著毛帽的身影和身邊的任何一個人類沒什麼兩樣,一樣普通、一樣特別……他終於成為了人類,適應著這些生活。5Please respect copyright.PENANAqwKZiUdZhW
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信吾緩慢的走在自由之丘的鄉間小道上,兩旁充斥著鄉村風格或是簡單配色的店家,他悠哉的拿著東西走往車站,微風徐徐吹來,太陽已經下山了……下山!!5Please respect copyright.PENANAzwNGbQDrGS
這時才意識到不對勁的他趕忙拿出手機,悲劇的發現……沒電了。(囧)5Please respect copyright.PENANAXSoVWxAHDV
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「糟糕了。」他開始快步的往車站走去,就算現在再怎麼趕最快也要半小時才會到吧。5Please respect copyright.PENANAcJlxvkn2Do
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看起來一副乖寶寶的泉信吾,職業是警察,但此刻就像是個玩到忘記時間的小孩趕著回家似的。5Please respect copyright.PENANA5e846DK30Y
夜色降臨,橘黃褪去。5Please respect copyright.PENANAyJCAKZcdEG
一陣風吹來,他突然想起了剛來到自己家的暗克每晚孤獨的身影。5Please respect copyright.PENANAhibwIV07li
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在暗克到他家的第二天,剛睜開眼就見到對方睡在自己旁邊。5Please respect copyright.PENANAjXp3IgSnWf
雖然有點意外,但是他一點都沒被嚇到,好像這個人一直以來就是在他身旁入睡似的,或許這麼說也沒錯,從他們共用自己的這副身軀的那時開始,他們總是在一起……5Please respect copyright.PENANAXLyIq5YL3L
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『暗克。』他輕聲呼喚著對方的名字,這個在過去一年總是在內心喊了無數次、思念無盡的名字終於有人能夠對應了。5Please respect copyright.PENANAFdAvht46xu
他的手伸了出去,猶豫了一下才輕柔的觸上對方耀眼的頭髮。5Please respect copyright.PENANALokgJckL98
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『歡迎回來。』5Please respect copyright.PENANAVoG1yn1tlw
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他小聲的說著,唇邊帶著柔和的微笑。5Please respect copyright.PENANAOrww0RZkHe
似乎被這一點點動作和聲響驚動到,暗克微微皺了皺眉頭,手抓著信吾的睡衣呢喃著……5Please respect copyright.PENANAHWcCzHDkMK
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『映司……』5Please respect copyright.PENANALwfTxoXZyl
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信吾的臉色依然還是沒有變化,有的只是更溫柔的表情。5Please respect copyright.PENANABCkhMh8ukK
他那雙好看的手依然用著輕柔的幅度梳著暗克的頭髮,接著輕輕的拍著。5Please respect copyright.PENANANFV9ISJYPi
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『好好好〜乖乖睡吧。』他將人擁入懷中。5Please respect copyright.PENANAIG0qVschIj
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怎麼樣都好,只是暫時停留在他這也行。5Please respect copyright.PENANAOUExxBrTLG
只要你回來,還有過得幸福〜我只要這樣就好了,讓我看到你快樂,那樣就足夠了……5Please respect copyright.PENANAQgYoWNbTBD
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『只要你活著就好。』他閉上雙眼繼續入眠,深深的在心中許著這個從一年前別離時就每天都會訴說一遍的願望。5Please respect copyright.PENANAes3VxSnFqd
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從那天之後,暗克每到晚上都會回他幫他準備好的房間去睡覺。5Please respect copyright.PENANAcr2W5NxwSJ
卻總是在深夜張開眼時會看到暗克在他身邊,或是獨自坐在窗邊的椅子上注視著自己。5Please respect copyright.PENANA4qrfLdEbZw
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『嗯……暗克……』信吾揉了揉眼睛撐著身體坐起,他的視線看向的方向是位於床邊的椅子上,一個人影蜷縮在那雙手抱著膝蓋,雖然很黑但是他知道他在注視著自己。5Please respect copyright.PENANAVSiWkjTXka
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『……』5Please respect copyright.PENANAXYgfNriMpf
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『又睡不著啦?』5Please respect copyright.PENANAs3fUXq08Rj
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『……』5Please respect copyright.PENANAjNn8SQFwAp
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『過來吧。』5Please respect copyright.PENANAYbn2TY4dhR
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不論自己問什麼,暗克總是不回答,卻總會在他苦笑著掀開棉被要對方過來時毫不猶豫的鑽了進來接著自顧自的翻過身去,一副〝是你要我來〞的高傲態度,信吾總是當作這是暗克不好意思的表現。5Please respect copyright.PENANA6eLDi6AFeu
更或許是自己怕暗克在深夜思念映司時會感到孤獨,若有自己當個代替品讓暗克產生溫暖的錯覺,那麼……就不會痛苦到難以承受了吧。5Please respect copyright.PENANAzRN2Kjn5of
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信吾進入自由之丘的車站,站在月台上等待著前往涉谷的電車駛入。5Please respect copyright.PENANA69jPfZpo9r
他從來就不會後悔或是失望,畢竟一開始就沒想過要得到,他所要的很簡單只要暗克真實的存在著、活在這個世界上具有自己的生存能力,到那時他就會放手。5Please respect copyright.PENANAwtpE9M0VTH
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黑色的圍巾隨著駛入的電車帶來的強勁風飄起,那身黑色的身影站在月台邊,埋沒在人群中,好像很普通很像很快就會消失。5Please respect copyright.PENANAGdnw5Ud25F
但卻有著一顆很純粹的心。5Please respect copyright.PENANAZheqP2WjWl
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「現在就過去了,再等一下下。」信吾微笑著。5Please respect copyright.PENANAPkZgb4chpN
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不論你在哪裡,當你需要我的時候我會毫不遲疑的對你伸出雙手。5Please respect copyright.PENANAosZC4GvwY6
我能給的就只有這麼多,對不起……5Please respect copyright.PENANAeYiosg8Q6o
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