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根本不用擔心若芸提早回家。反而該擔心她會不會不回來了……8964 copyright protection198PENANA9TGP21QbiJ 維尼
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在輝烈買好裝飾回來(直到這時,他才想起應該把門外的大蛋糕抱進來)後,我們按照聖誕節的風格,將家裡布置了一下。8964 copyright protection198PENANA0jqLnXeY3d 維尼
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掛上彩帶、並在桌上擺個紙製小聖誕樹──「等一下兒子。為啥你買回來的都是聖誕用品?」「喔你說這些嗎?因為老闆說沒到聖誕節賣不出去,所以就特價賣我啦!」「……」8964 copyright protection198PENANAn5o5OJUgvm 維尼
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總而言之,在一同營造出家的溫馨感後,我與輝烈一人拿著一只拉炮,在客廳等若芸回來。8964 copyright protection198PENANAyT465u4ork 維尼
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然後一個小時過去。8964 copyright protection198PENANAXI9a1ZdDJ5 維尼
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兩個小時過去。8964 copyright protection198PENANAZpSCtbv6ZK 維尼
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三個小時……8964 copyright protection198PENANAnAzprNR9l7 維尼
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四個小時──「不對啊輝烈。你姊怎麼這麼晚還沒回來?都十一點了欸!」8964 copyright protection198PENANA03P2HwIHtX 維尼
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我衝進房間問等到一半便跑去唸書的輝烈。8964 copyright protection198PENANAtaIAcefOYX 維尼
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「對吼……老姐從沒有這麼晚回家欸?」8964 copyright protection198PENANAjgILGjC727 維尼
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「肯定沒有的啊!就算有排球練習,若芸頂多也七、八點就回來了。」8964 copyright protection198PENANA72or6hO6A2 維尼
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「這麼說是沒錯啦……」8964 copyright protection198PENANA8lsI9HuaYW 維尼
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說著說著,輝烈拿出手機查看,接著便「哇靠!」一聲。8964 copyright protection198PENANABE2KzrKHcF 維尼
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「原來老姊有傳訊息喔?我看一下。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAHVxbANDQMu 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection198PENANAe1TyXSbfVo 維尼
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你平常都不看你姊訊息的嗎?8964 copyright protection198PENANAIyzZNiRy37 維尼
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「啊有了。老姊剛五點多時說,叫我晚餐自己解決──難怪我到現在都沒有晚餐。」8964 copyright protection198PENANA8VSJufCTkt 維尼
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早說啊老姊──輝烈如此抱怨。但這次是你沒看訊息的。8964 copyright protection198PENANAfvRDghsE1k 維尼
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只不過……8964 copyright protection198PENANA1cv0oA0brq 維尼
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即便若芸有告知自己會晚回,但都十一點了……8964 copyright protection198PENANAXUZbGir0Ob 維尼
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「還是出去找你姊吧。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAJaCMYihwfD 維尼
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「嗄?不用到這樣吧……老姊又不是小孩了,偶爾晚回家也沒關係吧?」8964 copyright protection198PENANATFvdYaWkju 維尼
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「都快半夜了……不行!馬上出門去找!等等你往她學校那走,我在社區附近找找。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAfwMyw2cLXc 維尼
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「嗄?可是老爸你──」8964 copyright protection198PENANAjF6DBhOVwP 維尼
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「你趕快出門!我回房拿個鑰匙就出去!」8964 copyright protection198PENANAMaTD1fNs1b 維尼
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於是,輝烈在我的催促下,趕緊到玄關穿鞋出門;而我也在回到房間,拿了鑰匙──啊對了。8964 copyright protection198PENANA6oKkIEvZu5 維尼
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太久沒出門,差點忘記手機要帶著才行。8964 copyright protection198PENANAxblzopmcQ9 維尼
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趕緊將鑰匙跟手機塞進口袋後,我馬上跑到玄關──8964 copyright protection198PENANAS5ZhJS6avk 維尼
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「嗚──!」8964 copyright protection198PENANAEqxHmyxpjI 維尼
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踏出玄關的瞬間,一陣眩暈襲來,腦海霎時浮現以前的景象。 8964 copyright protection198PENANAiWAsyD5ldd 維尼
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那是完全沒想到會發生的事。8964 copyright protection198PENANALJi33dKNZ1 維尼
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而且,是沒想過會在眼前發生的事。8964 copyright protection198PENANAiHoNuiu81v 維尼
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太過震驚的我,完全不明白為何會變得如此。只記得自己趕緊衝上前、然後上車……開往某棟巨大的建築物。8964 copyright protection198PENANAD0rrJPFDlK 維尼
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然後──然後便是她躺在病床,鼻子、嘴裡跟手上都插著導管,虛弱不堪的模樣。8964 copyright protection198PENANAJAQi3tfm0Z 維尼
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那時她好像說了什麼,但我想不起來。8964 copyright protection198PENANAY5U683GKCP 維尼
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完全想不起來。8964 copyright protection198PENANAbndCtBTvgJ 維尼
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然後,再之後便是子曦的父母指著我──8964 copyright protection198PENANAPvs3Y5NrWV 維尼
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於是我在門口哭了。8964 copyright protection198PENANAn0rCh5VDQB 維尼
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完全踏不出家門,只能夠獨自一人,在玄關無語地哭著。8964 copyright protection198PENANADDrLKYlEmN 維尼
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就像個可憐人一樣,跪坐在地,無助地等待救贖。8964 copyright protection198PENANAXVTRFQMbui 維尼
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但救贖是不會來的。8964 copyright protection198PENANAMpnUSIr3i8 維尼
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輝烈已經先我一步出門,沒看見我現在的醜態……但我也不想讓他看見。8964 copyright protection198PENANAQY6o74s3El 維尼
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畢竟不該讓兒女看見爸爸的難堪模樣。8964 copyright protection198PENANAyjmOH6gP7C 維尼
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「嗚──啊啊啊!」8964 copyright protection198PENANAWu9dYheBUN 維尼
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一邊哭的同時,一邊氣自己太過沒用。竟然連眼前的小小門階都跨不過去……明明只要是正常人,都能好好走出自家大門的。8964 copyright protection198PENANAKq2mkOqspv 維尼
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若芸明明還待在外頭。8964 copyright protection198PENANACOickPgTXb 維尼
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我明明該出去找她的。8964 copyright protection198PENANAGc4OBiwv5G 維尼
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但恐懼和回憶卻像一道牆豎立在門前,將我與外頭的世界隔絕。8964 copyright protection198PENANA8lPF8wGZvh 維尼
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也將我與兒女之間一併隔絕。8964 copyright protection198PENANABMSR85oh96 維尼
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……不知道過了多久。8964 copyright protection198PENANANs9tVbltLX 維尼
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感覺像整輩子都陷在這了。但如果能分神注意時間,或許才過了幾分鐘而已。8964 copyright protection198PENANAnas4OhIp9b 維尼
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甚至只有幾秒。8964 copyright protection198PENANAhNMPa1zM6Q 維尼
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在這段時間,眼淚與顫抖完全停不下來。那些事不斷在腦海內交錯,變成可怕的聲音,逼迫我向他們道歉──為了我犯下的錯道歉。8964 copyright protection198PENANAcLW6St57UO 維尼
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……對。8964 copyright protection198PENANA02zs3JpVGE 維尼
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沒錯。8964 copyright protection198PENANA6eDLu9pddt 維尼
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錯的人是我,都是我造成的,所以她才會──8964 copyright protection198PENANAUQO8AzSZyn 維尼
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「……你在幹嘛?」8964 copyright protection198PENANAvOWA9FSStp 維尼
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但在這時,熟悉的聲音傳來,將我拉回現實。8964 copyright protection198PENANAeHFiZdBSq9 維尼
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「有夠難看。」8964 copyright protection198PENANArtxKcCGi6I 維尼
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是若芸在對我說話。8964 copyright protection198PENANAc3jgC6KDxX 維尼
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抬頭一看,女兒就在門口,正用看不出是何想法的表情,俯視蹲在地上的我。8964 copyright protection198PENANAIZ6BfKHa5F 維尼
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「我……」8964 copyright protection198PENANAaeAgj1VeEc 維尼
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「先進去再說。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAbZl82xtVHC 維尼
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不知若芸是何時站在那的?8964 copyright protection198PENANASalov9ODae 維尼
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看到我這醜樣有多久了?8964 copyright protection198PENANA5stdVuQuxT 維尼
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被意外打斷的我做不出任何回應,只是茫然盯著若芸。8964 copyright protection198PENANAk8sdH1oyDL 維尼
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「……唉。找人麻煩嗎?」8964 copyright protection198PENANAGhbXlpUs1A 維尼
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只見若芸深深、深深嘆了口氣,接著便伸出手。8964 copyright protection198PENANAMUG9eouIAe 維尼
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……是要拉我起身?8964 copyright protection198PENANAbpHXdmuTDM 維尼
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還茫然著的我乖乖伸手,在若芸引導下站起、回到客廳。8964 copyright protection198PENANAoeHC3NHRuO 維尼
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在坐下後,她的手立刻放開。8964 copyright protection198PENANAXwenAwPbRL 維尼
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接著她走到廚房,拿了杯水過來,示意我立刻喝掉。8964 copyright protection198PENANAyQvIH7Ju2Z 維尼
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「楊輝烈呢?他還沒回家?」8964 copyright protection198PENANAguFHDOvdxo 維尼
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猶豫著該不該老實坦承,但在視線逼迫下只好老實說明。8964 copyright protection198PENANA5X7qurii4L 維尼
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「我……要他出門找妳。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAz7W54OYiKn 維尼
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「……喔。」8964 copyright protection198PENANA6nlG0TyIqn 維尼
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不知道若芸對此有何想法?只是點點頭,接著便拿出手機,打電話叫輝烈回家。8964 copyright protection198PENANAwoZWpRIHV2 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection198PENANAyL994ZVtQw 維尼
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掛掉電話後,兩人無言獨處。我的視線渙散,若芸則冷冷地看著其他方向。8964 copyright protection198PENANAcvKsvC72ON 維尼
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就這樣過了一陣子,她似乎受不了這種氛圍,率先開了口:8964 copyright protection198PENANAsnosVGtnIl 維尼
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「去洗把臉吧。讓自己冷靜一下。」8964 copyright protection198PENANACX1Ft5PHmn 維尼
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「……嗯。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAm5hC5GEmlj 維尼
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但我仍舊坐著,沒有起身。8964 copyright protection198PENANAMBwqpI0Sua 維尼
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看見我這樣,女兒又嘆了口氣。到浴室那拿了條濕毛巾回來。8964 copyright protection198PENANAqtZq5c6mRa 維尼
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「拿去。」她將毛巾遞給我。「至少擦一下吧?」8964 copyright protection198PENANAFB99Czp83z 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection198PENANA5sTwdibCT3 維尼
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我接下毛巾,擦過眼睛周圍。8964 copyright protection198PENANAmpg3IKkpCW 維尼
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「今天……是妳的生日。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAcMNRt1ovel 維尼
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輕輕開口。若芸聽到後頓了一下。8964 copyright protection198PENANA7vOPkh1VS5 維尼
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「嗯,確實。」她又看了下四周。「所以你們想幫我過生日?」8964 copyright protection198PENANAAg4lj88aMq 維尼
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「對。我買了蛋糕,輝烈也買了東西回來裝飾,想說等妳回家就好好慶祝。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAb4ZrZv46pf 維尼
202Please respect copyright.PENANAnyPaxL6w1j
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「結果我一直沒回來。於是你開始擔心,想和輝烈一起出門找我?」8964 copyright protection198PENANAsJiPynHIGb 維尼
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我點點頭,同意若芸的說法。8964 copyright protection198PENANAbpvJK9vx3A 維尼
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「但是……但是輝烈出門後,我想跟著出門,但卻……」8964 copyright protection198PENANALWt9P5DjS1 維尼
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講到這裡,眼淚又難堪地掉了。我盡力想要止住,但沒辦法,只好用手遮著不讓若芸直視。8964 copyright protection198PENANASRf4bM0i0l 維尼
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不想見到她現在的表情,只聽見她漠然的語氣。8964 copyright protection198PENANAq4M2T1DYih 維尼
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「我知道了。」8964 copyright protection198PENANA6YYOnDoOxg 維尼
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於是我哭得更難看了──明明我不是能做這種事的角色才對,但卻像個需要依靠的人一樣,像想尋求慰藉一樣的哭著。擅自期待會有人接納我的無助、我的無依──還有我那無處能再寄託的感情;擅自想像只要厚著臉皮繼續尋求,總有一天就會有某個神明心軟,將子曦送回我身邊。8964 copyright protection198PENANA8QTPzy0atZ 維尼
202Please respect copyright.PENANAypkJNL5vCV
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但那明明是不可能的事。8964 copyright protection198PENANAnkPMQIGyhf 維尼
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就算繼續等待也沒用。8964 copyright protection198PENANAWo18Lb71z3 維尼
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就算真有某種能回應我的期望,讓人死而復生的機制──但子曦真會因為我的思念,就回來我身邊嗎?8964 copyright protection198PENANAHQSIDu0DYv 維尼
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她真會原諒我嗎?8964 copyright protection198PENANAL6wX6TnNK3 維尼
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但當初做錯的可是我啊!8964 copyright protection198PENANATbvKL53Uao 維尼
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她看到我現在這樣會作何感想?8964 copyright protection198PENANASFfsZYQcnd 維尼
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肯定會面帶鄙夷地不屑一顧吧?8964 copyright protection198PENANAoXOI82TYnF 維尼
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她如果知道我拋棄一切,甚至將若芸與輝烈丟在一旁不管,在她死後一心只想著她──8964 copyright protection198PENANAxRn5yi6LQm 維尼
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她會不會,因此覺得感動呢?8964 copyright protection198PENANAExYFmgWV2w 維尼
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肯定是不會的吧?8964 copyright protection198PENANAQCk93CUh7p 維尼
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呵。8964 copyright protection198PENANAgm9PsGNkCa 維尼
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