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根本不用擔心若芸提早回家。反而該擔心她會不會不回來了……8964 copyright protection203PENANAeLyong3gf4 維尼
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在輝烈買好裝飾回來(直到這時,他才想起應該把門外的大蛋糕抱進來)後,我們按照聖誕節的風格,將家裡布置了一下。8964 copyright protection203PENANA8cn8yV64bs 維尼
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掛上彩帶、並在桌上擺個紙製小聖誕樹──「等一下兒子。為啥你買回來的都是聖誕用品?」「喔你說這些嗎?因為老闆說沒到聖誕節賣不出去,所以就特價賣我啦!」「……」8964 copyright protection203PENANAlVhgCpSjaD 維尼
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總而言之,在一同營造出家的溫馨感後,我與輝烈一人拿著一只拉炮,在客廳等若芸回來。8964 copyright protection203PENANAkhPacmKs5v 維尼
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然後一個小時過去。8964 copyright protection203PENANAB0wtY8KOTC 維尼
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兩個小時過去。8964 copyright protection203PENANAUIpRGSZPXg 維尼
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三個小時……8964 copyright protection203PENANANOuLzs3uWY 維尼
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四個小時──「不對啊輝烈。你姊怎麼這麼晚還沒回來?都十一點了欸!」8964 copyright protection203PENANAPZnE9qhIb7 維尼
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我衝進房間問等到一半便跑去唸書的輝烈。8964 copyright protection203PENANAeecTE9UutB 維尼
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「對吼……老姐從沒有這麼晚回家欸?」8964 copyright protection203PENANAtRmnMEB3lR 維尼
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「肯定沒有的啊!就算有排球練習,若芸頂多也七、八點就回來了。」8964 copyright protection203PENANAldV8JPWj8z 維尼
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「這麼說是沒錯啦……」8964 copyright protection203PENANA5wXUfQA5Rk 維尼
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說著說著,輝烈拿出手機查看,接著便「哇靠!」一聲。8964 copyright protection203PENANA29QWHmwBy0 維尼
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「原來老姊有傳訊息喔?我看一下。」8964 copyright protection203PENANA8sdGbgszPW 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection203PENANABXA6Y3291W 維尼
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你平常都不看你姊訊息的嗎?8964 copyright protection203PENANArlYhHdeicw 維尼
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「啊有了。老姊剛五點多時說,叫我晚餐自己解決──難怪我到現在都沒有晚餐。」8964 copyright protection203PENANAwU6cH0R2jB 維尼
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早說啊老姊──輝烈如此抱怨。但這次是你沒看訊息的。8964 copyright protection203PENANAQoq2eAshmW 維尼
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只不過……8964 copyright protection203PENANAXU8clEeQjp 維尼
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即便若芸有告知自己會晚回,但都十一點了……8964 copyright protection203PENANAvJVDlqjYMO 維尼
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「還是出去找你姊吧。」8964 copyright protection203PENANAXvezVzOAg5 維尼
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「嗄?不用到這樣吧……老姊又不是小孩了,偶爾晚回家也沒關係吧?」8964 copyright protection203PENANAIZ3TkcxI8K 維尼
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「都快半夜了……不行!馬上出門去找!等等你往她學校那走,我在社區附近找找。」8964 copyright protection203PENANA6MsAWGOgnH 維尼
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「嗄?可是老爸你──」8964 copyright protection203PENANAMxo6LvZ5FF 維尼
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「你趕快出門!我回房拿個鑰匙就出去!」8964 copyright protection203PENANAU8ZE1yMCcP 維尼
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於是,輝烈在我的催促下,趕緊到玄關穿鞋出門;而我也在回到房間,拿了鑰匙──啊對了。8964 copyright protection203PENANAednQonLtIj 維尼
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太久沒出門,差點忘記手機要帶著才行。8964 copyright protection203PENANAUBifjqSH39 維尼
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趕緊將鑰匙跟手機塞進口袋後,我馬上跑到玄關──8964 copyright protection203PENANADiBRog9kRY 維尼
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「嗚──!」8964 copyright protection203PENANAVFyvRTrhwU 維尼
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踏出玄關的瞬間,一陣眩暈襲來,腦海霎時浮現以前的景象。 8964 copyright protection203PENANA1E5PFGsp5V 維尼
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那是完全沒想到會發生的事。8964 copyright protection203PENANAYnPRDWFfTo 維尼
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而且,是沒想過會在眼前發生的事。8964 copyright protection203PENANAW0XhpHX7Ef 維尼
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太過震驚的我,完全不明白為何會變得如此。只記得自己趕緊衝上前、然後上車……開往某棟巨大的建築物。8964 copyright protection203PENANA04nENjIad5 維尼
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然後──然後便是她躺在病床,鼻子、嘴裡跟手上都插著導管,虛弱不堪的模樣。8964 copyright protection203PENANAT7nsCAzNiS 維尼
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那時她好像說了什麼,但我想不起來。8964 copyright protection203PENANA0UN7HwHb75 維尼
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完全想不起來。8964 copyright protection203PENANACTS0jZXrD8 維尼
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然後,再之後便是子曦的父母指著我──8964 copyright protection203PENANA1OO2Ut9Uhb 維尼
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於是我在門口哭了。8964 copyright protection203PENANA5NAqIeohjA 維尼
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完全踏不出家門,只能夠獨自一人,在玄關無語地哭著。8964 copyright protection203PENANAcXEoDsgr6l 維尼
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就像個可憐人一樣,跪坐在地,無助地等待救贖。8964 copyright protection203PENANAGTnvHVXfFX 維尼
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但救贖是不會來的。8964 copyright protection203PENANAwRW523PS78 維尼
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輝烈已經先我一步出門,沒看見我現在的醜態……但我也不想讓他看見。8964 copyright protection203PENANAtBRbM0ei8W 維尼
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畢竟不該讓兒女看見爸爸的難堪模樣。8964 copyright protection203PENANAFEkUo7OV2e 維尼
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「嗚──啊啊啊!」8964 copyright protection203PENANAG9YfRx7bGW 維尼
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一邊哭的同時,一邊氣自己太過沒用。竟然連眼前的小小門階都跨不過去……明明只要是正常人,都能好好走出自家大門的。8964 copyright protection203PENANAHuwiXSK0x7 維尼
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若芸明明還待在外頭。8964 copyright protection203PENANAFNqrU5dc4q 維尼
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我明明該出去找她的。8964 copyright protection203PENANAOBK3OXetFY 維尼
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但恐懼和回憶卻像一道牆豎立在門前,將我與外頭的世界隔絕。8964 copyright protection203PENANAF4jMxcLdwL 維尼
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也將我與兒女之間一併隔絕。8964 copyright protection203PENANA6xxFL4jA2Z 維尼
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……不知道過了多久。8964 copyright protection203PENANAf2cDJxIj7h 維尼
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感覺像整輩子都陷在這了。但如果能分神注意時間,或許才過了幾分鐘而已。8964 copyright protection203PENANAArDL8lFAbx 維尼
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甚至只有幾秒。8964 copyright protection203PENANAliPx6BykgV 維尼
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在這段時間,眼淚與顫抖完全停不下來。那些事不斷在腦海內交錯,變成可怕的聲音,逼迫我向他們道歉──為了我犯下的錯道歉。8964 copyright protection203PENANAXBIvryqlpT 維尼
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……對。8964 copyright protection203PENANAorYDclA61s 維尼
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沒錯。8964 copyright protection203PENANAj6FfCr8sc6 維尼
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錯的人是我,都是我造成的,所以她才會──8964 copyright protection203PENANAmRE8h3QgE4 維尼
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「……你在幹嘛?」8964 copyright protection203PENANAxZPkOPpYaK 維尼
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但在這時,熟悉的聲音傳來,將我拉回現實。8964 copyright protection203PENANAj1ms5mspAl 維尼
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「有夠難看。」8964 copyright protection203PENANA4iJYfOSGlx 維尼
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是若芸在對我說話。8964 copyright protection203PENANAGUmR4PuzZc 維尼
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抬頭一看,女兒就在門口,正用看不出是何想法的表情,俯視蹲在地上的我。8964 copyright protection203PENANA30k8nNT3Uk 維尼
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「我……」8964 copyright protection203PENANADpspGKV3JI 維尼
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「先進去再說。」8964 copyright protection203PENANApDheJ3rRbc 維尼
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不知若芸是何時站在那的?8964 copyright protection203PENANANpEmOekBG1 維尼
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看到我這醜樣有多久了?8964 copyright protection203PENANAcAB6JKdb2m 維尼
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被意外打斷的我做不出任何回應,只是茫然盯著若芸。8964 copyright protection203PENANA32EXf8kSPI 維尼
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「……唉。找人麻煩嗎?」8964 copyright protection203PENANAKixZWrugX9 維尼
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只見若芸深深、深深嘆了口氣,接著便伸出手。8964 copyright protection203PENANAshrU1lKY1m 維尼
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……是要拉我起身?8964 copyright protection203PENANA8OzMedREXf 維尼
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還茫然著的我乖乖伸手,在若芸引導下站起、回到客廳。8964 copyright protection203PENANArKeAXWEops 維尼
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在坐下後,她的手立刻放開。8964 copyright protection203PENANAPniYFoFYdA 維尼
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接著她走到廚房,拿了杯水過來,示意我立刻喝掉。8964 copyright protection203PENANAdrmYw0nWAz 維尼
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「楊輝烈呢?他還沒回家?」8964 copyright protection203PENANAm6WHt8QABJ 維尼
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猶豫著該不該老實坦承,但在視線逼迫下只好老實說明。8964 copyright protection203PENANAs916p7p5pI 維尼
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「我……要他出門找妳。」8964 copyright protection203PENANARpcDmBD856 維尼
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「……喔。」8964 copyright protection203PENANAPOV9mZGhbJ 維尼
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不知道若芸對此有何想法?只是點點頭,接著便拿出手機,打電話叫輝烈回家。8964 copyright protection203PENANAOOlJiPdedd 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection203PENANAYrFR2NZseB 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection203PENANALRwJekfS50 維尼
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掛掉電話後,兩人無言獨處。我的視線渙散,若芸則冷冷地看著其他方向。8964 copyright protection203PENANAakB1PdzimQ 維尼
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就這樣過了一陣子,她似乎受不了這種氛圍,率先開了口:8964 copyright protection203PENANAqe4Y9Z9fJZ 維尼
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「去洗把臉吧。讓自己冷靜一下。」8964 copyright protection203PENANASE7rO6RBqg 維尼
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「……嗯。」8964 copyright protection203PENANAbfniGAzSfZ 維尼
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但我仍舊坐著,沒有起身。8964 copyright protection203PENANATujFKZG0JT 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAeOj3sC43Fn
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看見我這樣,女兒又嘆了口氣。到浴室那拿了條濕毛巾回來。8964 copyright protection203PENANAl4iEJFdMcl 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAXv5HxYnwWW
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「拿去。」她將毛巾遞給我。「至少擦一下吧?」8964 copyright protection203PENANAlkLN0iy5Of 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAGoNJm5xPWu
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「……」8964 copyright protection203PENANAIL1BR99z9X 維尼
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我接下毛巾,擦過眼睛周圍。8964 copyright protection203PENANA73TGnP7se1 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAQisd1lOFJP
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「今天……是妳的生日。」8964 copyright protection203PENANAXqJPUFbrEU 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAKzj3kU3OYS
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輕輕開口。若芸聽到後頓了一下。8964 copyright protection203PENANAFSBayGjrwx 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANA5y5OCJ9a21
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「嗯,確實。」她又看了下四周。「所以你們想幫我過生日?」8964 copyright protection203PENANAd0PSbcyMsf 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAbFGgppcRyT
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「對。我買了蛋糕,輝烈也買了東西回來裝飾,想說等妳回家就好好慶祝。」8964 copyright protection203PENANAYfO5zZeFmB 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAy5PZWvMFXQ
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「結果我一直沒回來。於是你開始擔心,想和輝烈一起出門找我?」8964 copyright protection203PENANAI55koPb7Nn 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAf5ifdcG0qa
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我點點頭,同意若芸的說法。8964 copyright protection203PENANAXLDKosop29 維尼
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「但是……但是輝烈出門後,我想跟著出門,但卻……」8964 copyright protection203PENANAf6UR1U4VNv 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAkLGz7cFvGb
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講到這裡,眼淚又難堪地掉了。我盡力想要止住,但沒辦法,只好用手遮著不讓若芸直視。8964 copyright protection203PENANAmXpfSgm2NB 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAmsuJsmgD3F
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不想見到她現在的表情,只聽見她漠然的語氣。8964 copyright protection203PENANANqNNd0GKKa 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAMJuClGW7Hk
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「我知道了。」8964 copyright protection203PENANA8rw0oH5SB1 維尼
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於是我哭得更難看了──明明我不是能做這種事的角色才對,但卻像個需要依靠的人一樣,像想尋求慰藉一樣的哭著。擅自期待會有人接納我的無助、我的無依──還有我那無處能再寄託的感情;擅自想像只要厚著臉皮繼續尋求,總有一天就會有某個神明心軟,將子曦送回我身邊。8964 copyright protection203PENANAN3UXzkhrdU 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAyNimf5kBv5
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但那明明是不可能的事。8964 copyright protection203PENANAUIPATwVDdc 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAajM1xsobXy
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就算繼續等待也沒用。8964 copyright protection203PENANAyir0MWGzfR 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANA7xXHrwdKbj
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就算真有某種能回應我的期望,讓人死而復生的機制──但子曦真會因為我的思念,就回來我身邊嗎?8964 copyright protection203PENANAFWbRuvFZdC 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANA0dmw40sw0s
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她真會原諒我嗎?8964 copyright protection203PENANAJViJC1Hmyx 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAwKXXL8Pi5b
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但當初做錯的可是我啊!8964 copyright protection203PENANAdjJ6h7WKtn 維尼
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她看到我現在這樣會作何感想?8964 copyright protection203PENANAhKvtlzXrZ9 維尼
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肯定會面帶鄙夷地不屑一顧吧?8964 copyright protection203PENANAHMEO8s4Sjo 維尼
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她如果知道我拋棄一切,甚至將若芸與輝烈丟在一旁不管,在她死後一心只想著她──8964 copyright protection203PENANATGEx8AZeBx 維尼
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她會不會,因此覺得感動呢?8964 copyright protection203PENANAVLRmQSjfXd 維尼
207Please respect copyright.PENANAcIEBZOhKKC
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肯定是不會的吧?8964 copyright protection203PENANAq25LUQqel2 維尼
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呵。8964 copyright protection203PENANAYWigqE4K9M 維尼
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