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Huhu, okay.
Just before the second I thought about starting a new temptation--Animation in After Effects, I stopped myself by thinking about all the things that I have to stress out learning when I can just choose a path that is easy for my body to digest and do---writing. Yeah, it's cool to create all these great animations, wallpapers, splash arts, etc. But then it all comes down to the fact that I have to force myself which is not fun at all. 117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHkxoQ0bhs
There are two kinds of temptations:
One is good - which I think is me getting back into the flow of making digital art and be like WLOP or GUWEIZ (HAHA! THE AUDACITY OF ME THINKING THAT I CAN BE LIKE THEM T_T)
One is bad - Stressing your body for the expected pleasure. Expected pleasures are kind of harder to resist because it is expectations on a personal level. 117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2Bzm3jhN6
Goals are important as well, which I now realize, thank goodness. And even when I am spontaneously having to act on things (Literally because I am living in situation that cannot be controlled), having goals keeps a steady progress and feel a "forced" activity as something natural for growth.
I don't know why I am ranting instead of narrating but ig there are days that I like to rant more than to narrate--ugh, I feel like punishing myself for not writing more. Hopefully I can finish writing Staged Princess before my 20th birthday--This is my present goal that I want to achieve and a first big step to the kinds of stories that will be in my Phantasia universe!!117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjZjvSHMdA
Hmm...maybe I should stamp a post it on my head with the goal...
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