dear diary ⋆
⋆ i literally just had an breakdown
so im like in english class and i dont wanna go up there to play jepardy bcs im being talked abt . so then i went to get water and came back and was literaly abt to cry while my friend comforted me . then my DAMN ENGLISH TEACHER FUCKING TRIED TO FORCE ME TO GO UP THERE . THEN SOME UGLY ASS FVGGOT LITERALLY STARTED ROASTING ABT STUFF I KNOW? I THEN STARTED CRYIING WHILE MY FRIENDS COMFORTED ME . (ty y and c xoxo) AND I LITERALLY STARTED CRYING AGAIN . THAT IS HOW STRESSED OUT I AM HONESTLY ABT MYSELF HONESTLY . I LIED ABT EATING TO MY FRIENDS BCS IIM INSECURE ABT MYSELF . AND IM SO FUCKING CLOSE TO KILLING MYSELF . I CANT DO IT BCS MY FAMILY WOULD BE UTTRLY DEVISTATED AND I WOULD NVR FORGIVE MYSELF FOR MAKING MY FAMILY DEVISTATED .
im so fucking done w/ this shit . bye bye! might cut myself !
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