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突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIl9ZfBiUy
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「嗡隆……」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjsnIB2uPD
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月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iU6lz0vJc
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHFUEOwDaT
錯過尾班車了…呢。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkcX4UX1Y8
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbRvVNrSNB
左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyHT6NSkLq
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0CRHE1KFg
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEHgQPfxxM
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ikys14hDv
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XUCmW0ZEm
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo0H5lUaVe
心情壞透了。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaqaMvBG7K
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ozA0JZeZX
無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgHbGFy0ng
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……抱歉，我也不知道。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHX1XdPSQa
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7ElgfanJd
開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmdhc7BLws
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhna3g649MQ
「唉。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmw0As0Lao
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQGBuHCn4i
抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ2geioxCl
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5mhq2al19
溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03TUdv3iG6
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQC3dSSNNU
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlsDdpcM2o
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedk8VymsMK
「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhygGrG9QIm
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeFpdGN1kp
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXdhTGaTHn
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEf1ITyeNA
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9GN9CJRJe
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG8h6PztCV
來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzyWzXKljg
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGch9qmxHz
我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujrFO7CxHS
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO5AqhX6bl
先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThszAIw0gv
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHJBLWQgBc
活成這個樣子，真抱歉。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF81SeYgld
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaOxwgMqR7
本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvLCGtbABl
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFSRtC8w69
「先生。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UjbXg0pBK
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1rNe1iOOA
一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKAHwwnlZr
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3FL9uHJEl
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc8PwxClOx
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM7dqq2kpz
「閂…站？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw44B4Pxh3u
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfdeNT8DLZ
「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOBxFw8c3q
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XFmGYwMu2
要不是這條命是借來的話……594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw56TuQrkk2
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyURSpAWM5
「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEt5H3YTeN
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBclsbY2cN
「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H5NJwO3CP
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXZtNiRAau
他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLEDKnnU5S
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tN3cIlsxo
「咁……啊。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaAGibFXtZ
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8hchHZtfO
「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpShCx3LbQ
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbXW4tQNS8
「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSs3nVJdJV
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8b7isc8Es
「我帶你行。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ue5bUj1pX
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1SMFeSV07
領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTXSB02aRr
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Bjfq9xcjx
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkLDWGdiwd
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8OkVMK6EG
「呃……算係。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdMEZiWUnx
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8etwsGWshc
不再是了。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTVIjgrwb5
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbFVca5gF4
意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l6E9rfzTH
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTnrrFTSTS
「好聲行啦，拜拜！」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSJGtVxR01
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWOeaRcnCn
夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViRSDqTKub
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRkHFQ1C0X
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwuqooDrAv
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLng4JUXbWJ
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FVelJX6Q1
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStIMOvG3Vs
我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QcrutskIB
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIQ6g1Zkmu
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38ePBnpXmH
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxxCdoLAcv
因為我沒有。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOkBBLhtmV
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY1DjJN5X3
我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ15JkQ7co
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnlvtXPPAg
活該。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfygRY2OSx6
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuUyj075bU
我活該。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKmLxlMvcL
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S20G8LktY
正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIB8GWCCunQ
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JGnbtd3Qj
不想。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpudaCCbin
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd2N2RNMnW
我……我不想找她。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2iKiPvdUe
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIiNpJx9X9
不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsj2248frz
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8SO7hayoD
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbMuBPKEmY
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTecuhb5mqB
我不想。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNLj8bvcA3
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgFBtuzbCc
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZ6xNOUEvk
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuSKBlqO6l
不就有了嗎？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNGHcmjNHF
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNusbwOqiM7
掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafQXKL5GW1
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJalQZNlwR4
既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUWMmsXxGI
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPBvSv6RWf
而且，我連地圖都不用。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygTNSUdMcJ
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OPMSZOpPm
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEz4Z5B3Xh
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf1LWvXNdR
光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTd1K4s3Ke
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lBF9bTq8e
出發吧。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkWzezRd7j
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs6ZIwAHHh
下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmx390CjBu
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhb1EM4GOO
漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvTdbvxGLe
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAuw2mew0O
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQxwsr01aB
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj68RV8E8cn
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeez39i406b
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcPyKY1O4C
「溫年柏。」594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHI1r4wuQT
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOrWVQ3HQV
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzY9moNg4b
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sJCBT88I0
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7PQsdYuyy
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZciLY3eg8
沒有人。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSk3oRpI4T
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp55BuBhjEf
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbK7OJ4y17
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LP7xihVJW
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLHLHjueUd
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMCukPeQKB
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsfcxIXArq
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKirUW6fSy
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7MoXYZuIw
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡev3xuhxsOP
這到底是……594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVihO6NgiBC
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDOrhjOpBu
我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7D679pXIN
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRAr0Mmlu0
是…霧之類嗎……？594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0I4b38wKt
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SnFq70Kh4
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvC9LKj3jw
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgnBGLpxi1
但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1KReQhUf1
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZKUspGb0X
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594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QbLjqLQW7
很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNQwHogl1Q
594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwFa9wqz9r
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj81Czivjzp
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbMyXlsVEA
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxrFig3p9f
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kXOEtKVEm
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pVyu6crh3
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。594Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S5kRjDQUS
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