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突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVqWedl4QL
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「嗡隆……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl3dwb3qwh
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月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5zBezYodn
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錯過尾班車了…呢。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCFemuGRjN
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdrutOko5n
左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxE871hagJ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjZCyxx9JK
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IyrnbsbIC
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTQinODAYg
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16hVcA7oSb
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSzObQLInl
心情壞透了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ekHCCi2Y5
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICGGlGaBYm
無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKEqdMWC7I
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……抱歉，我也不知道。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z2xM8F8OT
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfd5u3so1S
開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE7EUtim8s
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip7wFwZ10x
「唉。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRsJivO2ut
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgBvo6asqN
抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu62Y5uIHuK
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm3sJ92jPi
溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5BnqXPmCw
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWAzhaIVvS
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAMfkxl8wZ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yvkllTdqn
「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVCoOdx4fs
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjF32voYU4B
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDR1RYoQkq
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsAvPGWxA3
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLb1h3wdu3z
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoK2yh7tWf
來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsPGab3KAe
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILmidlF6G5
我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUHQMDImIx
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLiEpbbCmL
先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjkRgfB9yc
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju74othMRD
活成這個樣子，真抱歉。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TMgy7XA5d
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedukrlDrJU
本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa4aMKC4tE
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJIbotcxeN
「先生。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCFnMxA4CL
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i7VBFDatZ
一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y7yozYkAE
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI859gkGcI
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jexi855oL
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOTUMDFocZ
「閂…站？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2me00nY7o
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FbjpNgTtv
「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqGEU10lGY
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOm9BIL68Q
要不是這條命是借來的話……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfSzf00hfq
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6shqIauix
「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBAb6PlW3V
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwIfUUOSF9
「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw0fqxufdj
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21uvHpNLVI
他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y8eO45Ia6
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDaki8aq2F
「咁……啊。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLydZgiyc4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck5xs7aT1P
「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuASJsxBONw
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uR29cFmav
「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsobPLzBJ2N
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bYXcOFSF6
「我帶你行。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPs9DfVTZ0
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC9ETBOjMj
領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR5N5uZYcB
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXuCpuBooT
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mkFiuSfWF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH0ccUCMzH
「呃……算係。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0osB3VOha
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不再是了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PrPShBkbN
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxrn7HTdfn
意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32MgxwVWNT
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNWozqDrfO
「好聲行啦，拜拜！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHyg3T0de4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMjS9yDPyl
夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRoFerTz8X
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI1y0g6ikE
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8muhzd3Ged
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OOXuoWy00
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkblV6q5OK1
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgPSoGiHAO
我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwhEGgNXmP
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37w2Lt8CYw
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZksVQRnhO9
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJo25aqwyF
因為我沒有。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZzKwpmw1k
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Bc7JAb7W
我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BavfM9gUE
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJUbsbvJeh
活該。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJr2QawQhk
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwunhSiGAlR
我活該。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B6quO6yHD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HnYSKGy1G
正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqwP0zuGKl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFs0S6iC0t
不想。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShmtABcaHv
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsDJgXdcpM
我……我不想找她。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroX2jXqssR
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63zhJusnbo
不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5JRM3ypQY
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy7wn5Amr6
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteBXpToLE6
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSaNVLNk7U
我不想。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtXhm4QYDN
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4YqtgrfbW
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzpnTzswI6
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45lpLOtJgQ
不就有了嗎？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4rUPCWz6n
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zOTMZIe4O
掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2y51NazNk
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmHY2YROv4
既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGR7j5AoO1
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFK1JPByUzj
而且，我連地圖都不用。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq88LKAiQg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWqSyYtFrF
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EzbPDTtoJ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkvRXQLjD8
光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMmvWgDuYf
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHhqPmlAEe
出發吧。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡok1br4oKe2
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm3sO5Vgi7
下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqb3JOBw1k
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUhRQ9jhqn
漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf6vhDxxYf
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSX7i4a45z
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLRUKe7An1
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweag6onKPr
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWue9FFKeob
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUlkvMGkRM
「溫年柏。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyWpDZlEBr
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpfjDQS7VV
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZumh6869Cg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW55E9jZQs5
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWjaHL4fG8
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ud1BZdNVf
沒有人。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVSMt55lEA
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6raNm9V9Ia
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7qQOrwsIN
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWTnexjNaW
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4XiKB0dmD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktuZiIZBEQ
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01k1AYzfs9
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVb9tSSiTO
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pRIfH07YO
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaGweH5BxI
這到底是……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RGBYnwnxi
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU63RiKiZ0n
我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1jUD1Ouc9
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCZnNzsL8V
是…霧之類嗎……？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6qnmaWLvQ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxhfey2no1
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjsoA1Vkpl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1383bmiba
但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz4QSoLka9
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyefc5cZDEp
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456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr5YimFEZM
很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpDN0p6MvG
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHQLqcuCpk
「……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeHUzLCFOy
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyW90d0Hfn
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIzlBCcIuB
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDIorEPKlx
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf9ZGxkhbG
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsgYIPHZBA
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vRc7tScLf
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