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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwjfRQF7eT
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDJBN0lbIG
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtODv4boJB
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G6RVPjdgI
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b3Qy3qnzh
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRqNzA51zl
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『給十年後未來的你』22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW4TgX1Zmm
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活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYZiNScfY3
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOheuw2n5Jw
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTlla3gkkx
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsvn60pBcm
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFxTThTYVx
至今回想卻支離破碎。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JqRKl5HtV
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLNVXqS0tY
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCFidFmXPq
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnqIIFY1WJ
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yL8vs7cWf
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoatFjLAKaq
為什麼不能忍耐呢……22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRwco7UoER
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHAolXxtR0
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『不要哭。』22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmBMgPsWK9
最後，兄長只是這麼說。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdyn51glF4
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzfGxmVHho
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgeLjzyfbC
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr79BnA37Up
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到底過了多久呢？22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4NbSBFzru
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9DlwZC38u
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMD38MFbmK
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpZYFm8bWl
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mJGJjIVpD
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他拼命的挖土。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9vNm1OwTe
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6DKxNVzP1
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WUMQEyEE3
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HlJ17FZYI
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVGkzDWMf9
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqMU7MPkTx
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ShU8bzL3Q
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSBPvCPA4K
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看新聞有感。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g9EZks9eh
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yE6sV4RPW
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「關於雪的聯想」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIAikrjQeN
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzMsWnqqnP
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdV4HULtVd
乾澀的，卻熱和著。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH9DMSSxFl
『你聽』22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvnzaQzWWK
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86ochIZL1t
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NHx3M1DKU
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zZP9DfT88
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『踏雪無聲』22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D5IgSS2G4
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乍然寂靜無聲。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUmKbQSx0L
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS9hHGVzOP
他張大眼，張口不能言。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj6y0mq4ln
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoVGfQRKQT
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53qWmLZKLJ
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkuw2jaBTD
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv7MkvcERp
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『請幸福的……』22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTl1DbZ1vO
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJay9yCh3Eb
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF13Jjyw1Gi
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46ALf22rht
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8Spb29gic
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P7cIF6poE
我無法相信話語的真實。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgTy1Sikut
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我知道，你愛我。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTXACmhcoq
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt8xa57In8
我當然也從你口裡聽到。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrUObtmBXt
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETEuy6qzUt
你總是會說：「我愛你。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd2i6bOIPO
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是的。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwY5BcvEaC
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKylDSo8D4a
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcilemTD6gl
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqoD6FZoXW
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExC4Q3Okn8
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeFm9J6Tu0
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGO5KKQyNs
然後他又重複了一次。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJavlkDc5e
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8zvYmYNyp
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiet0pgZdBF
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO6V4UQIEm
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJQYaJSMar
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「十年」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySPnSvU4yw
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryNm4rWoyh
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjC5IDLKUM
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN3IsBvzPS
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmqK3ssROi
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因為太感同身受了。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWYgaCzdlR
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DAs0oJ5db
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5MVDzVWXl
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeSLh7GFbk
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtESRU93AvH
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXlXqlpQy8
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPjGWwVBxt
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3Vo8zjCXy
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK59qBdRFNb
他始終是，一個人。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLVcPrybvz
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAnBObuowf
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcnYZFdsvP
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他決定要去旅行。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CcdtuZZOA
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCNBDhgsCf
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路德也許會生氣吧。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmljLtQ020j
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7F3M6i0kz
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptoDrDLzjg
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGJ96AMXym
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGyGWHoAr3
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqEEU6h0cF
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZN9t89DZg
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVYqS2vToZ
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB4ed9ABDt
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdMJz8tqcM
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9FJCPp1ky
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1qiBf8l1H
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwofnaMQzjk
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3aPRICpNU
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6NdY31P1w
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JSw4bQhlQ
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他收起相片，忖思。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXILWuyWY1
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjyJ4arK1C
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUllOKcpyc4
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a1rPFNfQ0
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