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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhbeHIdP5z
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望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc0N0qCRni
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那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa662vasUa
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlAqdfmaKF
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那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHu4ph9xmLT
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcmzo1gjpc
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ND92X5rAF
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZNfY4dXLB
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最後，兄長只是這麼說。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAkr4cLwJn
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHaZP2B0Pl
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtetk1OHYhu
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到底過了多久呢？13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYc6E0JH4A
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdr3Gb4hfqz
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACpOW53UxR
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VsXSwCUAh
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA48YdShui9
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新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBzy3vM8gA
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoD5oCbreY
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乾澀的，卻熱和著。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQVQVk3Fgh
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方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MVS1yhvTs
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsyNCrVIiP
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9e7YfcqWn
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb2IhLWdOF
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『請幸福的……』13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXf0Du6Esf
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC0M6w938Q
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP5Gx6sond
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanWb6FG4HW
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvDcJy5XqH
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA5iWqnkVp
我無法相信話語的真實。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9YfCzEcCB
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我知道，你愛我。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdEkQTtLoM
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjmUKmv2lc
我當然也從你口裡聽到。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4nhStlV9M
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82uujMzS6o
你總是會說：「我愛你。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaYir9Wydh
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是的。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SNvrOP1vQ
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVNRi0Lc6a
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85b6QR0cOw
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dWAzsj9Ua
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJLOOkLeWa
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmKs53Ft8P
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89iXBdgaYS
然後他又重複了一次。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp88z9a2f0
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhIhTqen0K
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs2AkpoxYb
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAVkM3oFPa
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoPzJE2tnn
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「十年」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegBuVESb2c
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ezCkd9B13
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZIcgfdOn0
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLjGMjWWDd
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMZqOJ8Dig
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因為太感同身受了。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1wq9fCULW
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4U2TsiVxI
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt24Q5StnGA
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWwkHU13pZ
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnM0sMyU5p
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjP37SJfJ7
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXR9c9HgKk
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq9S8eXbUO
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXAOp3xIcL
他始終是，一個人。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7WQb26m4O
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntHgSBWkTn
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMWgWu4DWF
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他決定要去旅行。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKh6CkHX33
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKN1qCT3Ij
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路德也許會生氣吧。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZvahnsEJc
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbZLlb6cvH
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXscrIWpYy
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8ebMNHbUi
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKUzcRzeA3
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdfYGBGI8V
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzZ5vrRAmP
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYonWq8wgM
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2ISpxe16z
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldwy4xMyeT
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2HoMGVg9E
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxhCRLEsVU
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIx3WTZPDg
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFCVLA9kTz
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ3bksSLXq
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoSMD78yb4
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他收起相片，忖思。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwFuZN5KzL
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL8TzWOZsq
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdaksNIGPf
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75kHM2VZ1l
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