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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcvTgyfvqm
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aEZxaXc3C
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWVpTwCMGb
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那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx33zUeCLZN
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsCOPGCPm7
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活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLI7AXx8vf
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31MBJDoGtV
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZJkUqHjHs
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07ULTJwVOP
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZKAFxyAVz
至今回想卻支離破碎。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8NBdVrnVl
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8Im3RbdNL
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvSc9o8vi2
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToVYdralxm
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2IHeKBdWj
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxN4H6dtUc
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『不要哭。』16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1Oh4EnSox
最後，兄長只是這麼說。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe6Jp4kw3C
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f1uzWY3pO
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefNPkd2vML
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ9L8mMQWs
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到底過了多久呢？16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx0njJTyhV
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc0TIBGUc3
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNnI1PLlxv
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pF0SZNFN8
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4h6ckK5qV
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他拼命的挖土。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcy7x1HYcm
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oK2gceirT
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHii5PdUwhR
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmuZp2rGMx
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3mtqlSoTV
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM9RvJJEz4
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA61rkfOWTu
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NLKVUezhh
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看新聞有感。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv5jTMh4oT
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pFRNoMbjv
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTLglHJygm
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乾澀的，卻熱和著。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTjM6M5opd
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你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc0y4XrQx9
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX8QFREiYb
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5TIUfxRsi
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乍然寂靜無聲。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM52bw4xHrm
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQW9qRxupq
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方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1a8WTvTTX
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGqNnjGakR
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYiE8AcJJ3
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5VLGYzA9J
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『請幸福的……』16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItHQND49mC
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXoV2Ea1Ei
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCZVmCVB9d
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDiIxRAYFX
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrf7hEBEpy
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB2FvYhB74
我無法相信話語的真實。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICC50tFreG
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我知道，你愛我。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLJA1yUghz
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnDeYucry4
我當然也從你口裡聽到。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcPQb0ql4J
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUarwCUfTl
你總是會說：「我愛你。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbIEOmnomU
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是的。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9CcX7LFur
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrMGVaA8hg
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJOLq8rkbV
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzbGYmezaX
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSx3j536Lke
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『後日談』16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAzHspDCTf
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw4gYgPpJW
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qQLFJEi6a
然後他又重複了一次。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5kAOL3F17
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XTchZu7tx
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSxJTTfKCn
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ4DhVwt3x
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLJYrxInIB
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「十年」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkOLZjnCUC
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mAAHVQsUA
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtC9gW1tA7x
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKuRUmPnLY
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FQEEKXcu1
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因為太感同身受了。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lS8cfkFO8
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiCuIXlU7E
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CyYANmJcB
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxNSkflFRo
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHRocILEri
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM7KM7iUuP
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdKNHjzjUQ
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHmpWJwLWr
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KzLiazrqI
他始終是，一個人。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcIlKxJ4f4
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkgKjsxi5M
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaQYE0QloK
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他決定要去旅行。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuckw8hWO91
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFyOQhLoNu
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路德也許會生氣吧。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJmxqjdN8T
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIU3oFCen4
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDApoKJAaN
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBW0fkhrbd
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf9MRav4F7
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOFM3lZbUe
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHjFm8ztoy
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMWDVudLQJ
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHp26qhass
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOeNm07pWZ
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJYmjP1Mhm
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyxkXsIGLm
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc5g4kpNCV
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj5phVIU2t
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2Wk6VAXOC
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPr1GtufUde
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他收起相片，忖思。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz00Uw05yr2
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhQ1v01YNt
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x7JLwQUNT
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bUQgSMdUQ
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