『怎麼回事?出了什麼問題嗎?』她語帶關心地問。18Please respect copyright.PENANAh4IqPD8dDk
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『沒什麼!妳可以先把測驗紙交給老師,然後先回去。』時間已經到了,可是我卻還沒找出問題出在哪裡?實在沒太多的時間理她。18Please respect copyright.PENANAveXf3sJiQD
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班上的同學一個個離去,最後空蕩的教室只剩下我和老師兩個人,看了手錶的指針,快要 10 點了。18Please respect copyright.PENANACJSAKHTjRh
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我放棄了,拿著未完成的測驗紙走到老師面前。老師笑著對我說:『你已經寫完了,不是嗎?』就在測驗紙離手的一瞬間,我終於發現我錯的地方,我把平衡式的數字寫錯了。那不過是個很簡單的動作,只需將數字抄到平衡式上就可以,可是我卻抄錯了。老實說,平常的我是不會犯這種錯的。18Please respect copyright.PENANAVCHqUb6iwB
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我低著頭難過地走出教室,腦袋裡想著自己怎麼會犯這種錯誤?再兩分鐘就十點了,我從來不曾待到這麼晚。一個人有點孤單,雖然我一向獨來獨往,心情卻總是寂寞的,今晚更是如此。就這樣一個人走著……18Please respect copyright.PENANACVzF1mTXk2
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『妳…… 妳怎麼還沒回去?』我看到她就坐在外面的階梯上,整個人縮在那邊。18Please respect copyright.PENANA3ajHnCR7M6
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『對不起!如果不是因為我,你也不會…… 』她的聲音聽起來像是在發抖,還有些哽咽的氣聲。18Please respect copyright.PENANA9Onw7CF1g7
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『不關妳的事,是我自己太粗心才會這樣。』我將身上的外套脫下來披在她身上。18Please respect copyright.PENANAeE9WOYBDqU
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『妳一直坐在這邊等我?』她點點頭。18Please respect copyright.PENANADEW7oQL5mV
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『校車…… 應該趕不上了吧?』她還是點點頭。18Please respect copyright.PENANA2EnBbeWhVF
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『那我們一起走吧!如果真的趕不上,我就直接載妳回高雄,好嗎?』18Please respect copyright.PENANAMPsG0IYZNX
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她終於笑了。看到她的笑容,內心竟有無限的喜悅和無比的感動。她真的在等我,幫助她對我來說是一件微不足道的小事,可是卻變成她等我的理由。想到這又讓我有些不捨,今晚的氣溫有點低,她就這樣獨自一人坐在階梯,忍受著冷風的襲擊,原本就瘦小的她,頓時變得更徬徨而無助。18Please respect copyright.PENANAixdVBfBAok
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我不經意地握住她的手,感覺是如此的冰冷,想到她等我那麼久,不禁有些難過。兩個人走在科館後面的柏油路上,她將腳步停了下來,慢慢地靠近,最後抱住了我。18Please respect copyright.PENANAub9V8W5fcC
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『抱緊我,Peter!』她又哭了,站在無人的柏油路上,痛哭失聲地似乎想要將近日所承受的壓力和委屈給釋放出來。18Please respect copyright.PENANAnEMjnvyGGA
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我一動都不動地站著,想讓她盡情將情緒發洩,並不刻意地阻止她。是時候了,她應該有話要對我說,而我也打算把心中的感覺告訴她。等她情緒平復,我拿了一張面紙給她。18Please respect copyright.PENANAYEk08agzVN
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『他知道我們之間的事了,我跟他說過對你的感覺。你知道嗎?我真的很喜歡你,但是他不能沒有我,如果要我選擇,只能說我先認識了他,先擁有了這段感情。』看著臉上充滿淚水的她,娓娓道出多日來的無奈,我知道我還是逼得她走向選擇這一條路,再次用手帕拭去她臉上的淚,明白地對她說的話做了回覆。18Please respect copyright.PENANAxWpj8zsSR6
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『我懂!知道為什麼我不願意表示自己是真的喜歡妳嗎?就是怕這天的到來,可是現在…… 不是也很好嗎?我…… 真的喜歡妳,目前為止還是如此,只要不違背彼此間的友誼,妳所做的決定,我都能接受。』18Please respect copyright.PENANAattAJ23ZjF
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『她真的決定選擇他?』Sau 一臉不可置信的表情。18Please respect copyright.PENANAWLHuqmaEEn
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『你不覺得很可惜嗎?Milk!』 Xiao 意有所指地問,旁邊的 Hui 也跟著點頭。18Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7asjruupY
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『可惜?不會。不過,她唱了一首歌給我聽,有點…… 令我感傷。』18Please respect copyright.PENANA2C8oCW7YNf
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『唱歌?不會吧?你是說那時她對你唱了一首歌?』她們三人一連提出三個問題。18Please respect copyright.PENANAce2C80vbLR
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『沒錯!歌名叫“最愛的人不是你”。』18Please respect copyright.PENANA74NDDDh5Oz
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最愛的人不是你18Please respect copyright.PENANA57TGPAWO3y
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愛情啊!原來是個精心設計的謊,18Please respect copyright.PENANAwNxKcleWDs
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每個人都被安排為某個人受傷。18Please respect copyright.PENANAJioxyLb5UJ
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他出現的太早,而你來的太晚;18Please respect copyright.PENANAG4qLgYeVT8
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有一天你也會有我這種遺憾。18Please respect copyright.PENANAFchgyOtDQb
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最愛的人不是你,18Please respect copyright.PENANAuxtSuZH0as
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這不只讓你傷心;18Please respect copyright.PENANAnCp03LWtgA
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但我的心裡還在枯等一個遠去身影。18Please respect copyright.PENANA42kRhIUAOw
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最愛的人不是你,18Please respect copyright.PENANAArLLTZzCIt
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卻忍不住傷心;18Please respect copyright.PENANAdmPlJzedHh
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我真的愛你但永遠無法像愛他般愛你。18Please respect copyright.PENANA5vydaQJEkc
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這是歌詞的部分,可能她覺得很像在描寫我們之間的這段感情,充滿無限地感慨。我並沒有聽過這首歌,卻有種莫名的感動。我喜歡寫歌-追根究底是想闡述某種程度上的寄託。常喜歡聽別人的作品,了解所要表達的東西。18Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZEzT1seaI
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她最後趕上了校車。18Please respect copyright.PENANAu2GsZdiGZf
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我和她畫下了句點。經歷過期末考以及長達兩個月的假期之後,我們給彼此非常大的空間-我不再需要在上課的時候,特別為她做某些事,她也不會再問我問題,或者請我吃餅乾,我依樣畫葫蘆地寫了一首歌。18Please respect copyright.PENANAiCRNgAGuyl
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最愛妳的是我18Please respect copyright.PENANAiyNL4zwhYh
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為何連一封信都沒有?18Please respect copyright.PENANAbGVHPxggkj
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心中牽掛兩個人的夢。18Please respect copyright.PENANAeumbrNNzLx
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是否代表著沒有聯絡?18Please respect copyright.PENANAKkpPD7V9NZ
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許多的回憶我的承諾。18Please respect copyright.PENANAicwiLasqFm
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為何連通電話都沒有?18Please respect copyright.PENANAUKKdn8QuDA
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告訴我妳現在的行蹤。18Please respect copyright.PENANAu5eLtBSLYQ
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是否代表著戀情結束?18Please respect copyright.PENANA0V4r509kou
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甜蜜的負荷我願承受。18Please respect copyright.PENANAfvPjrehiBy
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最愛妳的是我,18Please respect copyright.PENANAr84JzVsEIf
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當作是妳我的承諾。18Please respect copyright.PENANAuTgdraKqG6
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在一個不需形式的愛情之中,18Please respect copyright.PENANA8Bi2m0YAAR
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找尋最真實的自我。18Please respect copyright.PENANAwIw36ktqxq
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最愛妳的是我,18Please respect copyright.PENANAn9FWi2Oooc
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別增添彼此的落寞。18Please respect copyright.PENANAxbu70QKWM2
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在一個不需太多的思考之中,18Please respect copyright.PENANAY1hjLSBVjg
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可以情投意合。18Please respect copyright.PENANAoJ4ziTlRNI
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1997/08/1118Please respect copyright.PENANATuCQyg4MBi
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往後的時期,是我大量創作的時期,特別是在音樂方面,原因就是剛結束這樣的關係。聽說:『經歷一次失敗的戀情,就如同重生般。』這些可能是我重生之後的心情寫照吧?我是個不會隨便給承諾的人,因為我更怕無法兌現而傷了那個對你有期盼的人。18Please respect copyright.PENANA7UkLL1CRsh
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寄託18Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ynxhidb19
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愛上妳,從不過問妳的選擇。18Please respect copyright.PENANAlPBgcE02L6
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只要妳好,妳很快樂;18Please respect copyright.PENANA6hjcMPQ8Dn
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這一生就足夠。18Please respect copyright.PENANArE9dEnA9Rr
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離開我,別再次說我的機率。18Please respect copyright.PENANAHQP7fNWcK8
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曾經愛過,就曾擁有;18Please respect copyright.PENANA3kyXF7U5x6
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說什麼天長地久?18Please respect copyright.PENANAdwqIPQcy93
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是否已覺得一絲絲的疲憊?18Please respect copyright.PENANAXOyAdghA1R
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讓我感到有一點點憔悴。18Please respect copyright.PENANAjwwemiPc4C
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假如妳想我,請妳告訴我;18Please respect copyright.PENANAh72lsGRWvo
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別讓我在霧中捉摸。18Please respect copyright.PENANAxoxkxwBHsx
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是否已覺得一絲絲的疲憊?18Please respect copyright.PENANAVd0TILT9e8
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讓我感到有一點點憔悴。18Please respect copyright.PENANAy8OkTI5b8K
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倘若妳愛我,請妳別放手;18Please respect copyright.PENANAbNUAXHiIjo
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別放開我感情的寄託。18Please respect copyright.PENANA4Mr2RKjY35
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不再奢求能挽回什麼?18Please respect copyright.PENANArUTR2XHjqB
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希望還是朋友。18Please respect copyright.PENANAfXabK403gL
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多麼期盼能夠在多年以後,18Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4iCmrV9jL
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不會讓我,不會讓我;18Please respect copyright.PENANAucQ6nI8lz4
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不知所措。18Please respect copyright.PENANAFPg6etpSUZ
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1997/10/0518Please respect copyright.PENANAN2I1vuQLjj
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『你總是幫別人想,可是…… 到頭來,你還是什麼都得不到?她…… 你不覺得她的決定很矛盾嗎?』聽到這樣的結局, Sau 她們頗不能接受。18Please respect copyright.PENANAxNeZK0UCCS
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『妳錯了,Sau !能夠替對方想,才是最珍貴的。』我反駁 Sau 的說法,看到她們沉默不語,接著再對 Sau 說。18Please respect copyright.PENANASGTlmelLDk
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『妳和他之間也經歷過許多風風雨雨,凡事用盡心機,到頭來不見得會得到什麼?可是,我現在卻能夠看到咕哩幸福快樂的樣子,不必再為情所困,哪一天她遇到我,說不定會跟週遭的朋友說:「他就是我曾經喜歡過的那個男孩子。」既然如此,又有什麼好強求的呢?總比給不起任何承諾來得強多了。』我好像傳道般又再授與廣大的教義。18Please respect copyright.PENANApVurGYxb2m
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『Milk!我發覺我愈來愈欣賞你了耶!』聽到雙手托著下巴的 Sau 突然來這麼一句,我實在不知道如何接下去?18Please respect copyright.PENANAg8czARwnGV
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『對呀!又會寫歌,又會寫小說,對女孩子既癡情又溫柔,真是世間少有的奇男子。』彷彿接力般,虛偽的讚美不斷地在她們的口中念著。18Please respect copyright.PENANA3RUy46WbLi
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『妳們別逗了!那樣的東西是不能當飯吃的。』她們聽完我的話,不禁都笑了。18Please respect copyright.PENANASh5Y7rV88A
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『我知道妳們是想安慰我,謝謝妳們的關心。把心裡的話說出來之後,比較可以釋懷了。其實,我發現妳們有很多的優點…… 』18Please respect copyright.PENANAMp20zGcuMV
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『真的嗎?說來聽聽…… 』人總是喜歡聽奉承的話,可是三個人不約而同地往我這邊靠了過來,好像…… 不說又不行(我可有點後悔了)。18Please respect copyright.PENANAgKZyKyvSny
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『嗯?比如說…… 』實在難以啟齒。18Please respect copyright.PENANAEfus0rXC9E
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『溫柔、大方、體貼、聰明、乖巧…… 』-我發誓!這些優點都不是…… 我說的。18Please respect copyright.PENANAtt8fC4kTE4
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『…… 賢淑、善良、細心…… 』哇!拜託!真的是欲罷不能,完全沒有停下來的跡象。18Please respect copyright.PENANAfiXaySF7ZL
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『對啦!我看妳們還少說了幾項…… 像是…… 幾個人湊在一起聊著偶像明星的八卦新聞;有如三姑六婆般地東家長、西家短的;或者是…… 厚顏無恥地說著自己身上所沒有的優點囉!』話一說完,我就知道她們會對我發動攻擊,趕緊要去避難了!18Please respect copyright.PENANAqufnvVdy3J
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天下無不散的筵席,半年多的相處,因為 Sau 她們想要到高雄另謀出路,必須分道揚鑣(看來,我又得孤單一陣子了)。她們離開前,送了一首歌給她們,好紀念彼此間的友誼。18Please respect copyright.PENANAlMKEk8PN3X
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妳是我一輩子的情人18Please respect copyright.PENANAuFUFVQC4lM
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我的苦,有誰知?18Please respect copyright.PENANAsFFtdcN5Xu
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臉上總一附落寞的樣子,18Please respect copyright.PENANAZ11XuKxVVB
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只有妳,最明白,最清楚。18Please respect copyright.PENANAvXtVkqMyck
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我的心,有誰知?18Please respect copyright.PENANAit59pragsx
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心中總暗藏許多的心事,18Please respect copyright.PENANAsG1HpPV7qp
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只願意,願和妳,分享一輩子。18Please respect copyright.PENANAFKRQ7keGqp
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妳是我一輩子的情人,18Please respect copyright.PENANAHfSbjDGlVx
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不會因時間而變更。18Please respect copyright.PENANAHSP8v7GjlO
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不管是白天黑夜,18Please respect copyright.PENANAi4OABGHTe8
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纏纏綿綿;18Please respect copyright.PENANAwere5owZ8d
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相守到永遠。18Please respect copyright.PENANAri6b8hUgvf
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妳是我一輩子的情人,18Please respect copyright.PENANAG0KXxQe6Qm
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願和妳雙宿到雙飛。18Please respect copyright.PENANAYxgAjrPyes
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哪怕是歷經滄桑?18Please respect copyright.PENANA3YJJfzpL8o
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變了容顏;18Please respect copyright.PENANA4XX1Uuzd4b
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依然不會改變。18Please respect copyright.PENANAVzKzEWJb9b
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1997/11/1618Please respect copyright.PENANA35aOa27ZLu
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【全文完】18Please respect copyright.PENANA47R1ryFA4t
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