As im writing this very journal entry in the Northeast side terminal; a very big hefty woman asking, (announcing for all to here)if anyone knows at what time will the next bus heading downtown would arrive. She just missed it, but im not telling her that. Waiting for a response from anyone in the wating lobby everybody Ignores her. YES even I ignored her. But after a couple of seconds after getting a response from a couple of cricket's, dry coughs and someone spitting a luggy I man up and answer her question. (Not telling her that she missed it of course, thats the bus i just got off from hehe) I told her it would be here by 7:29 - 7:35. After responding her question I extremely regret what happens next.
The large woman so happens to pick the seat right infront of me. F**k me. That brings me to a point, dont be the nice guy when you are faced with a similar delema. So yes the very large lady is sitting right across from fucking me. Im about a foot and a half away from her stomach, not really more like a meter but i thought being dramatic about it was appropriate. Seriously i think what she just eat is moving around in there, i mean i forget my keys or wallet but ones you forget to chew theres a serious problem. Okay that was a little to mean. For those who have a hard time reading body language if there atemping to make derect eye contact, clearing there thorough and or fixing there hair RUN.
If you're wondering what im doing here at the bus station at this time at night is coming from a good weekend from my beautiful girl friends. See im on my way home and since theres no type of entertainment that would keep my mind occupied i though of writing my first journal entry. Everyone here in the terminal seam to have problems of there own with just a glance i see pain and strugle, and i hope that everyone overcomes it and i wish them well. Yes even the big lady. We all have some sort of problem: Physical, Emotional, Financial, Health, Domestic, Social you name it. But the right thing to do is keep positive and do the right decisions that are best for you.
Right now my problem is that I really really need to take a s**t. But i cant just poop in public places. Why you ask? Because of past Bad (and i mean BAD) experience's. But thats for another time right now i will be ending this entry because my mother is here to pick me up. If you manage to finish reading this ignore the bad grammar and enjoy my writing. After all i am writing this as an only draft.
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