-Chapter One-
Why did I?
Why should I?
Why couldn't I?
Why couldn't I do it?
Bile threatens to rise as she screams, pulling and yanking against the closet doorknob in horror.
"Please- please don't do this-"
My blood-stained hands cover my mouth as she yanks and begs through the door as the blood pools under the door, soaking the brown carpet beneath her, and staining the tips of my white shoes in a disgusting bloody spray.
Until it all ceases with one single bullet
A single press of a finger
And for a second
The world goes silent
A world only filled with his steps and pants as he walks toward the closet
I pull myself into a ball, pulling myself into the shady corners
i'm sosorryimsosorryimsosorryimsosorry
̶My eyes close in silent prayer, my hands quivering as the shadow goes still and yanks at the doorknob-
Please forgive me.
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"You're a hero, you know that?..." he mumbles to me, holding me close in the cold hospital bed, the monitors constant and slow beeping constant in the empty halls.
My dad sighs, kissing me on the forehead and pulling me closer.
Brushing my dark hair away from my eyes as I curl up next to him, hiding my face in his chest.
And for the first time in a long, long time
I sob
Because I'm no hero
I killed my best friend.
And I am every bit of the monster she was
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