It's been a few weeks since we had been home from the cabin and my son and I were arguing.
"You should've just stayed with pops. Fuckni need to be nice for to this new guy. Fuck him and his money." Zion said.
"Stay with your father? Let me break some shit down to you. Wanna know why I won't take your dad back?" I said.
"Yes." He snapped.
"Your pops might be perfect to you but let me tell you he ain't. Your punk ass daddy likes to get drunk and forgets to keep his hands to himself. Yeah your daddy has a big had problem. Not only that but your daddy likes to cheat. So get with the program I like Compton and that's that. Your ass ain't gotta like him but you gonna quit being disrespectful as fuck to him." I said and my voice cracked.
"Fuck Compton. He thinks he can throw money at me and that will make me like his ass."
"Aye I know you not talking to ya mama like that." My brother came in my house yelling.
"Zanny chill. I got this." I said
"Naw I got this. Why you don't like Compton huh? He takes good care of your mother does he not? What your punk ass daddy do for yall? Nothing. Not a god damn thing. You wanna be mad at somebody be mad at me because I handed her over to Compton. You give tour pips girlfriend this same treatment ?" Zanny asked.
"No." Zion said.
"So why you giving your mom's disrespect. You know what pack a bag you with me this weekend. Fuck football." Zanny yelled.
"Mama say something." Zion said.
"You heard your fuckin uncle pack a bag." I said and left out his room. I hated arguing with my son. Once my brother and zion left I decided to curl up on the couch and watch tv.
Later that night me and the girls decided to go out for drinks. FIA and Koas were my girls bit now that I been getting closer to Renee that felt some kinda way.
"Girl you always invite her places I told you that girl is not your friend." Koas said.
"I have to agree." Dia said.
"Well I like her so can you not scare her ass off." I said.
"Fine. So what's up with Zion I seen Zanny back in the yard making him run laps and shit." Dia said.
"Man I don't know he's like he'll bent on me and his dad getting back together. I don't even get it. As long as he can remember we never were together." I said.
"What about that one time?" Dia asked.
"He knew nothing about that we kept that shit low." I said. Five years ago I gave my baby daddy another chance. For three months he showed me all the love an effectiveness I was looking for. He did a three sixty but by that time I knew I didn't love him no more. So I broke it off and he was heart broken. I felt bad but sometimes all the begging for a man to be my knight in shinning armor and they finally do isn't enough.
"Hey ladies." Renee said walking up.
"Hey." We all said. We quit talking about my personal shit and tried to have fun. I was drinking more and looking at my phone. Compton hasn't called me all day. After that night at the cabin it was like everything fell into place. He was showing me a sifter side to him. I guess today he was busy.
"Girl we in trouble." Dia said and I watched as my brother and his crew walked up.
"You didn't tell him you were going out." I asked.
"Hell no. He pissed me off today." She shrugged.
"Damn that one with the locs is fine as fuck." Renee said and I almost hit her.
ns 15.158.61.23da2