The feeling of emptiness is like a black hole that will forever stays once it happens and it will swallow everything that you have until you fade.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwHRw6Hfd6
The first time I feel that is when I was 8, I was alone in the house, just finished playing the the doll game, and looking for water. It was 3pm, the sky is blue, the sun shines through the window and leave pretty shades on the white wall. Suddenly , I realized I have no one besides me, not a single voice, not a single move on anything. I am put in a box that's perfectly built , everything is so nice and forever pretty. 83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvWtaTcZfK
At that moment, my heart aches so bad, it feels like something is swallowing myself, It's too hard to simply just "cry it out", it was a complex emotion for me and I couldn't understand. I just sit on the floor and stare at the wall waiting for the feelings to fade.
From that moment on, it's been with me. It suddenly appears, no matter how happy I was, it just appears when the reason that makes me happy is gone, it can be right away, 3 days later or 3 years later .
I know those "happiness" are simply just the reaction of our body, it's surface enough to get people immense attention and get drowned in that endless bog, slowly get suffocated little by little...
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