時間回到十年前。47Please respect copyright.PENANA9GTE6uOZkF
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滿心滿眼喜悅與期待的尚妤婕在回家的路上邁著愉快的步伐,滿腦子都在想像以後的日子,幻想著未來的那一片光明。47Please respect copyright.PENANAJAkkToSi5B
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就在此時,尚妤婕有種彷彿被重擊的感覺,眼前突然一片漆黑,整具身體差點隨著這股力道倒下。在她趕緊用手撐住旁邊的牆壁,視野恢復清明的時候,大量的汗水瞬間涔出,如雨水般滴落在地上,滲濕了衣服。47Please respect copyright.PENANAQLgUSoWFG0
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瞠大眼睛透出不可思議的神色,她大口喘著氣,好一陣子後呼吸才恢復平穩。47Please respect copyright.PENANAz5bKAzfI3c
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到底是怎麼回事?47Please respect copyright.PENANAEGNAvaRH6N
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剛剛那一瞬間的重擊,其實要說痛也不是多痛,而是一種很奇妙的……宛若靈魂差點被什麼東西擊出體外的,很特殊的體感。尚妤婕是不可能有過這種體驗的,但她卻覺得只有這樣才能形容剛剛的感受。47Please respect copyright.PENANAe5VPkWuRrk
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四週望了望,確定路上什麼都沒有後,她有些後怕地加快腳步回家了。47Please respect copyright.PENANABksTHEsycj
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「我回來了。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAfFgMAJbtNq
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由於那種恐懼的餘韻還在,腦子裡一片混亂的尚妤婕根本沒注意到客廳的情況,低著頭把鞋子脫了就想直接朝自己的房間走去。瞪大眼的尚母看著自家女兒居然一臉心事重重,完全無視她的存在準備直接上樓,怒氣值直接飆到滿格。47Please respect copyright.PENANA6bsdqfEroW
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『砰』的一聲,尚妤婕的神智都被嚇得回了神,轉頭望去,只見尚母正抽搐著眼角,手則維持著拍在桌上的姿勢不動。不知為何,尚妤婕覺得自家母親那抽搐的眼角不是因為憤怒,而是因為覺得手很痛。47Please respect copyright.PENANAxdhBv1GVqS
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腦子還在胡思亂想著,突然看見桌上擺放的物品時,她瞬間瞳孔地震。47Please respect copyright.PENANA3UASYaBiJD
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──是那張專輯!47Please respect copyright.PENANA7zwjD8Ordt
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「妳居然學會說謊,還說謊欺瞞了我整整六年!!我出錢養妳培養妳,妳就是這麼對我的!?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAzATQCim0M2
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尚母原本還想再給尚妤婕一點機會,但在對方入門的無視加上手有點太痛的遷怒之下,她直接劈頭就開罵。47Please respect copyright.PENANAEA5SRaitON
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張了張嘴,尚妤婕想說些什麼,卻什麼都說不出口。既然什麼都說不出口,她也只能低下頭選擇沉默。47Please respect copyright.PENANAXmia6ws1uG
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「尚妤婕啊尚妤婕,妳說妳去上志瑜學府,我讓妳去了;妳說妳想去社團活動,我只叫妳去加入讀書社,但從來沒有阻止過妳去參加活動;當時妳那個社長說要校外活動,我也讓妳去了。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAIXcL4B1cpB
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「我就問妳,我到底哪裡對不起妳了!?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0t9k2sywD
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腦子嗡嗡作響,尚妤婕小跑過來抓住尚母的左手小臂,正準備跪下求情時,她突然像是被人施了定身術一樣無法動彈。不知為何,雙膝像是被固定住了,怎麼也跪不下去。47Please respect copyright.PENANA5oB3oIYeQ0
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「妳現在是幹什麼?還想求情是吧!?放手!!」47Please respect copyright.PENANAlGklxCzogF
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這句話一出,尚母才正要準備甩開她的手,尚妤婕就瞳孔一縮,下意識將手伸了出去。準備脫盒而出的光碟被她的手指碰到後減少了衝擊力,整片急速下墜,擦過了茶几的桌邊,落在地面上。47Please respect copyright.PENANA0jZoq3bgMn
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「啊……!」47Please respect copyright.PENANAmgnDOUf1zR
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光碟的表面……出現刮痕了。47Please respect copyright.PENANAtE7AMqgBDv
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眼中浮上水氣,尚妤婕下意識回頭看了尚母一眼。尚母微微有些錯愕慌亂的表情映入眼中,但在看到自家女兒居然淚眼婆娑地看著自己,就漲紅著臉丟下專輯盒,一語不發地轉身離開。47Please respect copyright.PENANAhDAzpXmSt6
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彎腰撿起落在地上的光碟,手指輕輕撫過上面的刮痕。這種刮痕已經足夠導致專輯無法正常播放了,所以這張專輯……已經廢了。47Please respect copyright.PENANA9zn9ABdq8L
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這張專輯是朋友們一起送的,她最為珍視之物。可現在……卻壞了。47Please respect copyright.PENANAZz3EH2Iiwl
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灰濛濛的霧氣逐漸侵蝕眼中的光明,心中想放棄掙扎的念頭一點一點佔據了心房。47Please respect copyright.PENANAzZLwePXvMS
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或許,放棄一切……會比較好吧……47Please respect copyright.PENANAz8eNa69A1d
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放棄……47Please respect copyright.PENANAE3UM5sC835
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放棄……?47Please respect copyright.PENANALVnFEogpqR
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『不能放棄啊──!』47Please respect copyright.PENANAwKhno2y3KW
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一陣撕心裂肺的嘶吼聲彷彿從靈魂深處奔湧而出,所有放棄的念頭也在那一刻瞬間煙消雲散。眼中那總是抹不去的膽小怯懦已消失不見,只剩下一片清明與堅定。47Please respect copyright.PENANA3CmU8PU1PT
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小心翼翼地將刮花的光碟放回專輯盒中,尚妤婕起身回到自己的房間,看著亂七八糟的房間,正準備思考接下來該怎麼辦時,待在背包中的手機突然傳來了非常明顯的震動聲。47Please respect copyright.PENANAdCAjMGGsGG
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將手機從背包中取出,按開手機待機畫面,上面標示著是趙奕菱傳來的訊息。訊息似乎很長,就只顯示得出『『小婕,他們都說好耶,到時候……』的內容。47Please respect copyright.PENANAytRyk0tcmK
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抿了抿唇,握著手機的手逐漸使力,眼中閃過決絕之色。將手機收回背包後,取出必備品,掏出自己儲蓄已久的零錢,一股腦地通通塞進自己的背包之中。隨後,她寫了一封信,將其留在自己的書桌上。47Please respect copyright.PENANArNhZeLlFf5
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輕手輕腳走出房門,發現尚母還待在房間裡後,她微微鬆了一口氣,在心中默默道歉,拿起備用鑰匙,靜悄悄地從大門口旁邊的窗戶翻窗走了。47Please respect copyright.PENANAYVHtkiQvWU
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夜幕已完全降臨,此刻的路上是一片漆黑。內心有些害怕的尚宇婕雙手抓緊了背包的帶子,以最快的速度,按著記憶中的路線走到了某個熟悉的地點。路途不算長,約莫五分鐘的路程。她的運氣也很好,在路上沒有遭遇什麼不好的事情。47Please respect copyright.PENANA9YsjHajeRf
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看著漆黑但熟悉的大門,尚妤婕知道自己先通過了第一關,輕輕鬆了一口氣。從背包中取出手機,正想按開介面時,又一封新的訊息傳了進來──又是趙奕菱傳的。47Please respect copyright.PENANAxVFweGfJY8
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尚妤婕沒有查看訊息,而是選擇直接撥出電話,對方也很快就接了起來。47Please respect copyright.PENANAChIp4KpOYJ
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「小婕?妳怎麼會──」47Please respect copyright.PENANAIhqfkrDpJd
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「菱菱,我……在妳家外面。」47Please respect copyright.PENANA6mlfVBYHry
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電話對面的趙奕菱正擔心著呢,沒想到尚妤婕直接給她開了個大招,整個人都懵了。一般人聽到這種話時正常都會選擇看窗外或者是直接開窗查看,可趙奕菱不走正常套路,她選擇直接下樓。47Please respect copyright.PENANAeXwGY18HDn
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為什麼尚妤婕知道?因為電話對面傳來的開門聲和下樓聲實在大得無法忽略的程度,速度又急又快。沒多久的時間,眼前的大門就被用力敞開,頂著一頭還在滴水,一看就知道剛洗好還沒吹的亂髮,一身睡衣裝扮的趙奕菱就這麼出現在自己眼前。47Please respect copyright.PENANA8MdiJAdX3x
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「我還以為我耳包聽錯了……小婕,妳怎麼會在這個時間點過來啊?」
看著趙奕菱,尚妤婕本想平心靜氣地說出自己的來意,可不知道為何心中卻有股非常濃烈,揮之不散的酸澀之意淌出,眼睛瞬間湧上一層水霧。47Please respect copyright.PENANAXhDwwDfudZ
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「菱菱。」47Please respect copyright.PENANABV3yXak1D7
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「哎,怎麼啦,為什麼哭──小,小婕?妳怎麼了啊?別,別哭啊……」47Please respect copyright.PENANAnj6Js2fmxe
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原本還擔心對方怎麼突然哭了,沒想到這個從來不主動抱人,甚至還常常推開自己擁抱的人突然跑上來抱住了自己,讓她瞬間慌了手腳。她有些笨手笨腳地想安撫尚妤婕,可越是這樣,後者的眼淚就流得越兇。47Please respect copyright.PENANANkwYFsgym3
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就連尚妤婕自己也不知道自己為什麼要哭,只知道自己真的很想緊緊地、用力地擁抱這位好友,彷彿要將這生的淚水流乾似的,一直流淚。直到趙父趙母過來看見兩人將兩人領進去,才終於免於繼續餵蚊子的慘境。