現在想想,一開始是我把她的理性冷肅,51Please respect copyright.PENANAmoWeCPj2je
誤以為凉薄溫柔,並被這種穩重寡言深深的引誘了,51Please respect copyright.PENANAhzTQ64Rnhx
但即使在夏天,也沒有人可以一直承受時暖時冷的她,雖然是她先走的,後來我再次靠近,弄清缘由,又被她的話語所吸引,而因她承受無盡痛苦。51Please respect copyright.PENANAJWzplAzF6y
令我感到這段關係終成曇花。51Please respect copyright.PENANAK7cjV4TGRF
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沒有人能長久擔起另一個人的生命。51Please respect copyright.PENANAscmKT1tI5s
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她看著我,開始出現朝生暮死的疲弱。51Please respect copyright.PENANAhvNHo9XQ6f
因此我有時若即若離,51Please respect copyright.PENANASqZaj7tvrm
只為了我不要過份倚賴她,51Please respect copyright.PENANArBzW7Ve9LE
但不要完全切斷關係,要像蜻蜓的翅膀斷裂,細若游絲地維持。51Please respect copyright.PENANAqlBmqvzPWK
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最後她對我的同情,無奈,她沒有拒絕我。51Please respect copyright.PENANAXL1xddflkW
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但我們都清楚,或者至少她知道,51Please respect copyright.PENANAKd4gs1aiTP
這段關係的開始意味着一切關係的結束。51Please respect copyright.PENANAuzMf8eQuh4
有時我甚至覺得她只是想擺脫我。51Please respect copyright.PENANAdK0RNk2pZ7
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因为我對她的依賴,她對我的縱容,51Please respect copyright.PENANAu5jUZw1Lxx
把我們驅趕到一條死路上,永遠的,唯一的,51Please respect copyright.PENANAPPhIjo4PUg
她可以忘記我,不痛不癢,但我沒法忘記她。51Please respect copyright.PENANA6T6w8sf1b7
我愛上她是一件命中注定的事。51Please respect copyright.PENANAyWOYMYGMJS
但精神的脆弱,讓我們實質是在天台邊緣行走,51Please respect copyright.PENANARXi2TcKmFd
或者是在吊橋上搖搖欲墜,51Please respect copyright.PENANAbrHIyCRvvH
所以我們的結局也是命中注定的事。51Please respect copyright.PENANARmxsEl7eqd
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也許沒有對方會自在很多,51Please respect copyright.PENANARLom06oBgs
我仍然不曉得她是怎樣想我的。51Please respect copyright.PENANACMgM83fQJC
仔細想想這是事實,我不願意有人離她更近,51Please respect copyright.PENANA7MO8swNG46
因為我已經那樣依賴她了,在深夜裡崩潰,第一時間是給她打十一個電話,不為別的,只是想聽見她的聲音,我在嗚咽裡斷斷續續講述我有多不捨得她,只差把「我喜歡妳」這層心照不宣的秘密捅穿,她卻不為所動,只是當這件事為小孩子的哭鬧。51Please respect copyright.PENANAxYFnLArezG
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這個世界上沒有什麼人可以毫無條件相信另外一個人,51Please respect copyright.PENANA3XOxxREvFI
這是多危險,孤擲一注的現象,精神失控得連半夢半醒之間都恍惚,每晚都抱著一絲希望夢見她,隱約地知道,她沒有出現過,妄空一場。51Please respect copyright.PENANAkNWLBbDI8M