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12 years later....
12byears later after being gone for years I was back home burring my father. I swear I felt like no matter what I couldn't catch a break. Here I was 30 years old and divorced. I met my husband in college and he was literally an angel but after five still births we couldn't look at each other without saying fucked up shit. We blamed each other for how things turned out. Now here I was a two years later and my daddy was gone. He had cancer. He tried to hide it but for the last year I took care of my daddy down to the last day.
When I left Twin kept his word. He didn't talk to me he blocked me and I was in my own without my best friend. I been in love with twin since high school. When we finally took that step I wanted to express my feelings but I saw the look of regret. Then he started to pull from me. Then when I went off to college not long I found out I was pregnant. I came home and told him to find him in bed with my best friend. When I finally calmed down he told me to get rid of it. Told me he rather have a baby by a Fein than to have one by me. Then threw the money in my face. I didn't take the money but I got the abortion. Everyday I regretted doing that shit and wonder if it was Gift punishing me for it with every still birth.
"Mookie?" I heard from behind me. I turned around and there was Twin. As much as I wanted to run in his arms I didn't. When I saw him I wanted to catch a fade with him.
"Zaymond." I said.
"Mookie I fucked up. Can we talk?" He asked.
"Zaymond if you were the last human on earth I rather talk to a brick wall then you. I don't even know why you are here. Go, leave me the fuck alone." I hissed.
"We need to talk." He said.
"Oh no you said and have done enough the last time we talked." I said.
"Mookie please." He said.
"No Zaymond. I'm good I promise this is my daddies funeral and i would really like for you to leave me alone." I said and walked away.
A few weeks later I was walking into one of my daddies friends office. I was tired of not having a family. I was a successful business woman and I wasn't gonna get it right with these guys out here so I decided to take it in my own hands. I had been working on this for a year now. Losing my kids and my husband wanting to divorce pushed me to the best surrogacy doctor in the country.
"Ahhh Sunday you look beautiful as I remember." Maggie said.
"Hi Maggie how is she doing?" I asked.
"She is good two eggs have been implanted. Congratulations mom we have babies." Maggie said and I cried.
"I'm so excited. This means so much to me thank you for taking me in." I said.
"Your father was special to me helped me get threw medical school. He told me your story and my heart went out to you. Like how are you doing with his death." She asked.
"I'm okay. Some days it's hard but I just miss him. He was my best friend." I said.
"And your brothers?"
"What about them. They helped with the funeral but they never came to see him till he was about to go. I haven't even talk to my brothers." I rolled my eyes.
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