(女方視角)39Please respect copyright.PENANA9xEzJCC5L3
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我有一個不一樣的丈夫。39Please respect copyright.PENANABiZDA7LQkL
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他是個同性戀。39Please respect copyright.PENANA0I9nOUYXbl
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但剛不久就被初戀給甩了,接著又被江大少給哄騙結婚,實則被關進戒同所。39Please respect copyright.PENANAjZL9puOoPB
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真是......悲慘......39Please respect copyright.PENANAF4AOaN0vQy
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母親說,他和我是青梅竹馬。39Please respect copyright.PENANAC1sGaUbsZm
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是嗎?可我......39Please respect copyright.PENANAoGvl6Gt0jq
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在高一那年車禍失憶了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAtNQG68ga5d
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關於徐洋,我沒有半分記憶。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3UfTVj3con
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母親見此非常傷心,卻也無可奈何。39Please respect copyright.PENANAhFaoqFyZwW
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我不想讓母親傷心,因此努力假裝愛上他。39Please respect copyright.PENANAatERdfjUaU
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為了「愛」他,我去查了他的資料。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJEjNoUrcBk
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真的是個悲慘的人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAtjvxEzjny7
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而且,莫名地湧出......一絲心疼。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJY116tTD6A
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為何?39Please respect copyright.PENANAbqKRBnBLue
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我去贖人了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAEL3UeqLJWb
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其實我也沒想到,我會花重金,只為未婚夫贖身。39Please respect copyright.PENANAdaYTgomT3I
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或許是因為......39Please respect copyright.PENANARUvnOkTsCs
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不,沒為什麼,只因為,想。39Please respect copyright.PENANA7vbC25dFdn
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我想贖他。39Please respect copyright.PENANAy2FLxeiiX4
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今年秋天來的很快。39Please respect copyright.PENANAjCKX9xWoIZ
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以往,我都會和朋友一起逛街。39Please respect copyright.PENANAZC4O3ilJGZ
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現在,我把徐洋接回來了,不免得面對他的精神疾病。39Please respect copyright.PENANAwrx1t8989P
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也是,在一個很折磨人的地方,一般人一定會瘋,他只患上精神疾病已經是個奇蹟了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqoDW0ABhJz
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真不知道他怎麼熬過來的。39Please respect copyright.PENANA0YddVvhiKY
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我慢慢地哄著他。39Please respect copyright.PENANAV9zUOXvD4e
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我大學時是讀心理學,深知這種方法雖慢,但能釜底抽薪。39Please respect copyright.PENANATnjBg36GJ0
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送進精神病院,只會造成二次傷害。39Please respect copyright.PENANASJiwC8CPpy
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他恢復得很快。39Please respect copyright.PENANA7zGKssUGrE
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但我知道,他還有心病。39Please respect copyright.PENANAsQGgWE6jEy
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我慢慢地當上他的人生導師。39Please respect copyright.PENANACx8n9EBnt0
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也慢慢陷入名為徐洋的牢籠。39Please respect copyright.PENANAzfMpVFPQqO
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愛的牢籠。39Please respect copyright.PENANA4ybxglOswf
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面對江臨白的問題時,我的回答是:39Please respect copyright.PENANAgy33EhWiOf
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「江臨白,是你的救贖,亦是深淵。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAdPuh1mFEn9
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在贖人之前,我曾和江臨白見過一次面。39Please respect copyright.PENANAGhxfl2vpY9
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「真想贖人?」39Please respect copyright.PENANASUNRXUlFm2
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「墨小姐,妳似乎誤會了......我只是在幫他歸回正常......」39Please respect copyright.PENANALxDwyWXN3g
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真是......冷血至極。39Please respect copyright.PENANAy960zfAcLR
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救贖、深淵......明明是個相反詞。39Please respect copyright.PENANAiBanNXfkvj
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但每個救贖,往往是下一個深淵。39Please respect copyright.PENANAALSrUI3DfK
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我是這樣跟他解釋的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAlP1GTVDH3U
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我們......發生關係了......39Please respect copyright.PENANALI3ee7Zbkd
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原因,是因為家族.....39Please respect copyright.PENANAcp27Cs43hV
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不是你情我願......39Please respect copyright.PENANAeWBzybKPVh
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三個月後,我懷孕了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAP9t8ircKPb
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徐洋只是安慰我,沒怪罪。39Please respect copyright.PENANALJ7c2ZXYcY
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他總是這麼溫柔。39Please respect copyright.PENANAjoftvMysrx
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我們遇到了江臨白。39Please respect copyright.PENANAdNnJyovPTP
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他似乎回心轉意了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAd0kiopsYZ5
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是嗎?可真可笑。39Please respect copyright.PENANAcFPLvSu5zn
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啊不!好像之前就遇到了......39Please respect copyright.PENANAaK6IC9J58Z
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算了,诶?江臨白......好像要自殺......39Please respect copyright.PENANA2L2hV3hIiE
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徐洋摀住了我的眼睛。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJO2Uq6kWBl
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看著他冷血的臉龐,我第一次感受到了徐家人特有的冷血。39Please respect copyright.PENANA138a1gqSHU
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我流產了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHJ3sFfZwEH
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父母似乎很傷心,又似乎沒有。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3SoOEmBBpI
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但在我沉睡時,聽到幾句話:39Please respect copyright.PENANAem2nxQcyjm
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「當初真應該保小的!」39Please respect copyright.PENANAWWUMjNXJmT
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「徐洋!你到底為什麼要保大的?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAWyZD3aIh2U
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「終究是一條人命,不是嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANA6WcjT9gpUy
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「如果生出來的是女兒,你們還會保小嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANA7JLtX1rlna
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所以,他是要.......利用我嗎?39Please respect copyright.PENANAD5JMCSNQeF
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我不知道。39Please respect copyright.PENANAv53CMxDLjv
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我醒後,只看見他慌張地來安慰我。39Please respect copyright.PENANAD1K4dACn80
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這一刻,突然覺得他好陌生。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJatozhfKKy
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這一刻,腦海湧入之前失散的記憶。39Please respect copyright.PENANAKF8gFelIbY
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不是我所想像的溫柔,而是異常冷漠。39Please respect copyright.PENANAplGb0bEhqq
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突然想起自己名字的意義。39Please respect copyright.PENANA4Yavqlb4iu
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墨棠,棠,海棠,海棠花語,苦戀。39Please respect copyright.PENANA0tABxWqtOe
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一生終得苦戀。39Please respect copyright.PENANAsCmerC7MhZ
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「這是......什麼?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAh0it7tkY7S
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看著他怔愣的表情,我只是沉默不語。39Please respect copyright.PENANAarE22rhCqs
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「墨棠,妳是認真的嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAkUN9bHCG1F
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這是徐洋第一次叫我本名。39Please respect copyright.PENANAmHFkelm0Nf
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「嗯。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAqWRCXRpDli
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「棠棠......」39Please respect copyright.PENANA250cqcCTsK
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他突然喚了我的小名,引的我微微抬頭。39Please respect copyright.PENANAUaZTXZq2eK
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「妳想起來......了嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAr8u6S1icnO
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他面容有些慌,有些泫然欲泣。39Please respect copyright.PENANACUyIcnEENc
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「嗯。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAEempEZMjSb
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我不解,卻只能平靜的「嗯」了一聲。39Please respect copyright.PENANAY6kIqBcljp
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「是嗎......難怪......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAzNlLWlbDM3
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他笑了一聲,笑的蒼涼。39Please respect copyright.PENANA5DipeN66gK
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「終究是......負了妳......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAwV2srTZRUO
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他簽了離婚協議書。39Please respect copyright.PENANApRTKPWC30k
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離婚當天......39Please respect copyright.PENANAYAgBdgWSNa
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當民政局人員要拿出離婚證時,徐洋拉過我。39Please respect copyright.PENANAK8QkVNPD1A
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「你!」39Please respect copyright.PENANAMhugugHvX0
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我愣了愣,就看著他流著眼淚,吻著我。39Please respect copyright.PENANA61DMXukBaH
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最後,他倒在我的頸肩。39Please respect copyright.PENANAw1lhGiB45j
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「棠棠......我負了妳......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAjAnIJsgox7
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「該怎麼贖罪......」39Please respect copyright.PENANABzzp3QXGaX
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「不要離婚......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAraFQt7zBJt
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「原諒我......」39Please respect copyright.PENANA1DLcqK9L6C
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「我不想......再跌回深淵......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAMtY7teB9XR
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他將我摟進懷裡,神色慌張。39Please respect copyright.PENANAUPdt73wjIA
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「我......」39Please respect copyright.PENANACtfEpZTqna
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「我前幾天去見了岳母一面,她說......說妳失去了記憶......卻只想不起來我......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAGY3RF0ZRlf
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「嗯。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA9Idu8CGjQk
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「妳對我......已經沒有感情了......對吧?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAWL86DhRRjB
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「......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAH4k0noBUPd
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「沒有......為什麼......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAQKNBLsrvCC
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「既然沒有,那為什麼......又要對我那麼好......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAwTTYWZP6qI
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「我......」39Please respect copyright.PENANA6ARgEsZ6Dg
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「妳說......是救贖,亦是深淵。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAdj4zMDtNlU
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「那妳......是我下一個深淵嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAmICwwXLFnV
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「或許我這麼說,妳可能很不解......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAa2bUZ7pk9a
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「我......是因為不想放手。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA2tDJOADGZm
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「因為目前,除了妳,我沒別的了......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAhMjA25BZ9m
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「還有.....我想補償妳......」39Please respect copyright.PENANA6UPuGmrl37
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徐洋笑了笑,接過離婚證。39Please respect copyright.PENANAtyD9j5JBDF
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「我們......兩清了......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAkRudrBWpbP
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後來聽說,徐大少爺其實患有人格分裂症,但他藏得很好。39Please respect copyright.PENANAN2Nz3taXc0
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我悵然。39Please respect copyright.PENANAePQq0ZCRJ3
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「原來,我沒有治好他啊......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAxfXUEWzVr5
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其實這張預訂是要寫成HE的,但突然想到—39Please respect copyright.PENANAbrqgvxga3Z
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耽美番外寫BG!?這合理嗎!?39Please respect copyright.PENANA1f9LHnkpbg
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最後還是改成BE了......39Please respect copyright.PENANAqnEN4KmKQq
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所以這章可能會有一些不合理的情節或是前後矛盾......請見諒!39Please respect copyright.PENANAhCAAFFQBpp