(女方視角)40Please respect copyright.PENANA4dNIMUGcVg
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我有一個不一樣的丈夫。40Please respect copyright.PENANANKAmKebX4t
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他是個同性戀。40Please respect copyright.PENANAfQi9dyWyC0
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但剛不久就被初戀給甩了,接著又被江大少給哄騙結婚,實則被關進戒同所。40Please respect copyright.PENANAVuU3TrGVIr
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真是......悲慘......40Please respect copyright.PENANAHFlyLsLW56
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母親說,他和我是青梅竹馬。40Please respect copyright.PENANARpBy2iqAoA
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是嗎?可我......40Please respect copyright.PENANAXQi5H0H5Dp
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在高一那年車禍失憶了。40Please respect copyright.PENANABuOV1L7bMC
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關於徐洋,我沒有半分記憶。40Please respect copyright.PENANAaPi3fbJvN2
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母親見此非常傷心,卻也無可奈何。40Please respect copyright.PENANATCQK1oZFPz
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我不想讓母親傷心,因此努力假裝愛上他。40Please respect copyright.PENANAWpnArIH6v7
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為了「愛」他,我去查了他的資料。40Please respect copyright.PENANAcSOVP9E1gQ
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真的是個悲慘的人。40Please respect copyright.PENANAl6WRIxaspP
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而且,莫名地湧出......一絲心疼。40Please respect copyright.PENANAgKPzbuy4MA
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為何?40Please respect copyright.PENANACfQHFz2c9X
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我去贖人了。40Please respect copyright.PENANAUhUuLDzjA2
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其實我也沒想到,我會花重金,只為未婚夫贖身。40Please respect copyright.PENANA21RBCpnqyk
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或許是因為......40Please respect copyright.PENANA4A7M8xZQkx
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不,沒為什麼,只因為,想。40Please respect copyright.PENANAwr9hfNxAIU
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我想贖他。40Please respect copyright.PENANAFz6QiXAMwP
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今年秋天來的很快。40Please respect copyright.PENANAGVLpTqiNPb
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以往,我都會和朋友一起逛街。40Please respect copyright.PENANAGByCspOecS
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現在,我把徐洋接回來了,不免得面對他的精神疾病。40Please respect copyright.PENANA6lcJj24R1D
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也是,在一個很折磨人的地方,一般人一定會瘋,他只患上精神疾病已經是個奇蹟了。40Please respect copyright.PENANAx0Qq3S74t4
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真不知道他怎麼熬過來的。40Please respect copyright.PENANAC4JGKajeqK
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我慢慢地哄著他。40Please respect copyright.PENANAopQPbOJDkd
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我大學時是讀心理學,深知這種方法雖慢,但能釜底抽薪。40Please respect copyright.PENANAyH7oXZFZrO
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送進精神病院,只會造成二次傷害。40Please respect copyright.PENANA9kjb1ooPzC
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他恢復得很快。40Please respect copyright.PENANAYcz0XHJM5Q
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但我知道,他還有心病。40Please respect copyright.PENANAnnu7iyyGuw
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我慢慢地當上他的人生導師。40Please respect copyright.PENANAa5SVRNOFIk
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也慢慢陷入名為徐洋的牢籠。40Please respect copyright.PENANAOxRxScbisO
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愛的牢籠。40Please respect copyright.PENANAES72yKy1LT
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面對江臨白的問題時,我的回答是:40Please respect copyright.PENANAKoS1sdLShv
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「江臨白,是你的救贖,亦是深淵。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAWXFCjvQJIz
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在贖人之前,我曾和江臨白見過一次面。40Please respect copyright.PENANAEhfLWHObxB
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「真想贖人?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAupVOip1L10
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「墨小姐,妳似乎誤會了......我只是在幫他歸回正常......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAl2xElVE9Bu
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真是......冷血至極。40Please respect copyright.PENANART9kKUjB1j
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救贖、深淵......明明是個相反詞。40Please respect copyright.PENANAYGbUmKOdZ1
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但每個救贖,往往是下一個深淵。40Please respect copyright.PENANABOMIeonmQ9
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我是這樣跟他解釋的。40Please respect copyright.PENANAV011iMQz5t
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我們......發生關係了......40Please respect copyright.PENANAq9ecuBvV6O
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原因,是因為家族.....40Please respect copyright.PENANAJvLOCIDJhU
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不是你情我願......40Please respect copyright.PENANAWdWiNzNFi0
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三個月後,我懷孕了。40Please respect copyright.PENANAcgFqaD23rA
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徐洋只是安慰我,沒怪罪。40Please respect copyright.PENANAGGxdQez8d6
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他總是這麼溫柔。40Please respect copyright.PENANAkNSH9cPIV4
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我們遇到了江臨白。40Please respect copyright.PENANA32yyzmxNbD
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他似乎回心轉意了。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXRkLTKfK5P
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是嗎?可真可笑。40Please respect copyright.PENANAg7MKn4Tzeb
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啊不!好像之前就遇到了......40Please respect copyright.PENANAPOdLnRZr99
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算了,诶?江臨白......好像要自殺......40Please respect copyright.PENANAWa87Hdgo1V
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徐洋摀住了我的眼睛。40Please respect copyright.PENANAKpePkwPaOD
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看著他冷血的臉龐,我第一次感受到了徐家人特有的冷血。40Please respect copyright.PENANAxBIg4F8pji
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我流產了。40Please respect copyright.PENANAJGqWPwlmhi
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父母似乎很傷心,又似乎沒有。40Please respect copyright.PENANAdWy8UYk1TG
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但在我沉睡時,聽到幾句話:40Please respect copyright.PENANAUqMtcNDO7E
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「當初真應該保小的!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAPAivjLHGSO
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「徐洋!你到底為什麼要保大的?」40Please respect copyright.PENANA834rO8r5jZ
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「終究是一條人命,不是嗎?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAvWTadPIKbS
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「如果生出來的是女兒,你們還會保小嗎?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAb3QWClSXlo
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所以,他是要.......利用我嗎?40Please respect copyright.PENANAt3FJb3GbGu
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我不知道。40Please respect copyright.PENANAxXseOEUkFb
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我醒後,只看見他慌張地來安慰我。40Please respect copyright.PENANAxFf4D9MGb0
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這一刻,突然覺得他好陌生。40Please respect copyright.PENANAVCGvm1YyJ7
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這一刻,腦海湧入之前失散的記憶。40Please respect copyright.PENANAJx9IxHm9Of
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不是我所想像的溫柔,而是異常冷漠。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2Vf16qTUWm
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突然想起自己名字的意義。40Please respect copyright.PENANAdcFpA211Nm
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墨棠,棠,海棠,海棠花語,苦戀。40Please respect copyright.PENANAcO4gJg005I
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一生終得苦戀。40Please respect copyright.PENANAoiGrRsc9Ol
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「這是......什麼?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAm3xuIxQzvy
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看著他怔愣的表情,我只是沉默不語。40Please respect copyright.PENANAcOnBPez7At
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「墨棠,妳是認真的嗎?」40Please respect copyright.PENANATGnzqzMyhi
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這是徐洋第一次叫我本名。40Please respect copyright.PENANAWC2Nz7bkHU
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「嗯。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAmvcallFgAv
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「棠棠......」40Please respect copyright.PENANA6koRCh9fpJ
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他突然喚了我的小名,引的我微微抬頭。40Please respect copyright.PENANARhVqbT3mPX
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「妳想起來......了嗎?」40Please respect copyright.PENANA1lawa0OYc5
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他面容有些慌,有些泫然欲泣。40Please respect copyright.PENANAReiEkgsLkd
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「嗯。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA5volqCcjb7
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我不解,卻只能平靜的「嗯」了一聲。40Please respect copyright.PENANAkYYd3MAL3b
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「是嗎......難怪......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAlfRTmFWjtN
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他笑了一聲,笑的蒼涼。40Please respect copyright.PENANAObgNfvnQ7q
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「終究是......負了妳......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAs6wxzOufQm
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他簽了離婚協議書。40Please respect copyright.PENANAgSt8GCpKAR
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離婚當天......40Please respect copyright.PENANAjJ0ztzke4Y
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當民政局人員要拿出離婚證時,徐洋拉過我。40Please respect copyright.PENANAaKqlN81XwQ
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「你!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAxB518hc8Qf
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我愣了愣,就看著他流著眼淚,吻著我。40Please respect copyright.PENANAcDcUdbXSCN
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最後,他倒在我的頸肩。40Please respect copyright.PENANAjE04048Ev3
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「棠棠......我負了妳......」40Please respect copyright.PENANA2D7d0HqEHz
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「該怎麼贖罪......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAnNNtjsdmwO
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「不要離婚......」40Please respect copyright.PENANA3OKaeYFOZr
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「原諒我......」40Please respect copyright.PENANATB3a73LNXk
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「我不想......再跌回深淵......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAlZCZfkC6XV
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他將我摟進懷裡,神色慌張。40Please respect copyright.PENANAhlGUW5cFgM
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「我......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAJyia3VL8CI
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「我前幾天去見了岳母一面,她說......說妳失去了記憶......卻只想不起來我......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAil6550z4TK
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「嗯。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1N8blJx2j
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「妳對我......已經沒有感情了......對吧?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAggxTkR4esl
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「......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAknZxJ3J1ag
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「沒有......為什麼......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAr0tYsmmZ3u
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「既然沒有,那為什麼......又要對我那麼好......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAGen7oLJfrv
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「我......」40Please respect copyright.PENANA5f1Y0liujj
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「妳說......是救贖,亦是深淵。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAh33j28lzTu
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「那妳......是我下一個深淵嗎?」40Please respect copyright.PENANA5Oxe4bqrS9
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「或許我這麼說,妳可能很不解......」40Please respect copyright.PENANA2hgXSA5D7I
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「我......是因為不想放手。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAPj3gZB9Gg7
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「因為目前,除了妳,我沒別的了......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAbarSnNc21B
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「還有.....我想補償妳......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAuEXeOiCLrQ
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徐洋笑了笑,接過離婚證。40Please respect copyright.PENANAKO0MRDP4RF
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「我們......兩清了......」40Please respect copyright.PENANATQdf8Puu3Z
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後來聽說,徐大少爺其實患有人格分裂症,但他藏得很好。40Please respect copyright.PENANAj0aBahFuxJ
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我悵然。40Please respect copyright.PENANAtmR5FcmPZb
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「原來,我沒有治好他啊......」40Please respect copyright.PENANAfs16g2TdEV
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其實這張預訂是要寫成HE的,但突然想到—40Please respect copyright.PENANAZDiviQmMjg
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耽美番外寫BG!?這合理嗎!?40Please respect copyright.PENANA8HNwmeR5t4
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最後還是改成BE了......40Please respect copyright.PENANAZ34vI5SsRX
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所以這章可能會有一些不合理的情節或是前後矛盾......請見諒!40Please respect copyright.PENANAFjhRbXrwcV