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“I understand.” I said. “I understand all this.”
I remember the view outside my old study window. A patch of sky within a square frame. When I got tired of writing at the desk, I looked up at the sky. Often when a person looks at the sky outside the window, he will unconsciously have some intimacy between solitude and solitude. That was one of the few close friends I had as a teenager. It's different from the sky anywhere.
I didn't mean to think about anything, I just looked at the dense sky in front of me, and suddenly everything in this city felt strange.
The background music is "When You Say Nothing at All" by Ronan Keating. This is not good, I thought. This is so popular. But other than that, there's nothing wrong with it. Then I remembered the movie I went to watch with my sister. I thought of the protagonist walking through the street with the changing seasons in depression, slowly walking through the colourless flow of people. I think when I walk out of this door, I will walk down the street with my head down and feeling sorrow. Just like the movie, it went by a little desolately.
I think I might be sad.
Just like missing the sky outside the old window, I think I might miss her smile. I don't really want to think about anything, I know. If I can hold everything when I reach out my hand, then I can let go of everything when I let go. If we all let go.
"Let's us not fall in sadness, alright?"
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Camel's shop often plays some unpopular old songs.
I looked at the stain on the wall in front of me meaninglessly while trying to hear what the song was. But it doesn't work. I could only stare at the meaningless stain in front of me in a daze. The stain swelled and twisted in my eyes like a primitive creature, sneering at me. I wanted to think of something, but I couldn't think of anything.
"Broke up?" Said the Camel's voice.115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFipbOIidM
"......can you please stop mentioning this filthy word?"
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"Not really.” I shook my head slowly. “You know, it’s not even parts of my love story.”
"You mean you've never been together?"
"That's what I think.”
"Would you like some spirit?"
"No, I'm thinking about something.” I said. "Something from a while ago. I'm afraid it's not easy to remember after drinking.”
"You can't remember," Camel said. "You know, your memory is poor."
"It's not good.” I said.
Camel still passed a can of beer over. I pulled the tab and took a figurative sip. The background music was changed to "All You Need Is Love" by The Beatles. God, who's listening to The Beatles these years?
"Can you play some songs that Earthling listens to?"
"I think this is good. Do you have any thoughts?"
“It’s because you play music like this that you’ve nurtured that stain so big.”
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"……nothing. Did I say something?”115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41rETmBVeC
"No. You're probably drunk."
"Um. I can't drink very well.” I said. "I really can't remember her face at all, not a little.”
"She seems to have a pair of eyes." Camel said. "I'm sorry, that's all I can recall. You know, I don't see her very often."
"Are you sure she has a pair of eyes?” I squinted and said with no confidence.
"If I’m not mistaken, she should be." Camel thought for a while and said.
"But, everyone has a pair of eyes.”
"Yeah. She's like everyone."
"Damn!” I said. "Why is she just like everyone?"
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