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做人很辛苦

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Dec 31, 2024 7 2 Mins Read
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世界充滿評價 

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無論是高矮肥瘦成績好壞性格外向或內向

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我們像是個商品被人定價

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世界好像一直避免與「死」相關的話題 

「我想死」這一句可以是玩笑

但要是認真的，那麼「你」就是“有病”

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那麼我現在認真地說「我想死”」

這並不是開玩笑。

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生老病死是人生必經階段 「死」是所有人都會經歷的

為何還要避談？

逃避它 值得嗎？

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害怕死亡可以有很多原因

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未享受完世界/生活?

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放不下某某事/人?

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害怕痛苦?

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害怕帶麻煩給別人?

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對我來說則是後者 

害怕帶麻煩給別人。

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我的世界並不美好 

我無法全心享受世界 

亦不知道該怎樣去享受

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我沒有什麼放不下的 

可能你會譴責我

 “父母養育你多年這樣對得起他們嗎?” 

在這我先說聲抱歉 

我不該這麼自私 不顧別人的感受

隨意糟蹋別人的心機

11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49EFG6lQyC

可是...

11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgjOwpslRw

現在痛苦快要徹底侵蝕我了 

我很痛苦 我根本連一刻喘息的時間都沒有 只有死才能解脫

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在這世界

為求達到標準

令世界給予我好評

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我一直一直地奔跑

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一直一直受驚別人追上我

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一直一直滿足他人才能前進

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但多盡力也不及他人

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真的很累很累

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或許你會勸喻我說

“世界很美好，為何不再闖闖”

但我已經累了

跑不動了

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一生只為獲得認可 

可是卻一直不配得到 

我只想找到自己的價值 

我似乎已經弄丢了真正的自己

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真正的自己應該不是這樣的 

“做自己”似乎用盡一生也無法觸碰

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我開始不知道我的終點是哪裡

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只能盲目追隨別人一直奔跑

我不知道我為什麼要贏

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只知道我需要贏。

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我很迷惘無助

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所謂的自由只在跑道上

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我想掌控我的人生

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我不想繼續再這樣

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我想休息一下

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我不想再跑了

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是的我想死 

我討厭一事無成的自己 

我討厭把一切定義的世界 

我討厭一切一切

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Table of Contents
#0 Intro
#1 魚
#2 它
#3 你最後都會只剩下二十一克
#4 完美
#5 做人很辛苦
#6 木偶
#7 我到底是什麼？
#8 路的盡頭
#9 什麼才是正確
#10 雨傘
#11 可能這就是愛
#12 愚昧
#13 牢籠
#14 憾失
#15 那天 我把我的靈魂埋葬於深谷
#16 選擇
#17 倔強
#18 人生列車
#19 幻想
#20 童話
#21 睡醒後
#22 囚
#23 腐爛的肉體 已成粉塵的靈魂 已發霉的夢想
#24 鳥兒
#25 世界
#26 羽翼
#27 虛光
#28 鹹魚
#29 那窗外的光
#30 水中夢
#31 生命的鏡子
#32 當我放棄一切 則能融入那世界
#33 氣球
#34 大樹
#35 時光機
#36 蝴蝶籠
#37 嘿，光
#38 秋葉
#39 活着就是為了死亡
#40 白日夢
#41 末境
#42 光柵
#43 死亡 才是真正的活着
#44 藉口 現實
#45 永恆
#46 碑哀
#47 唏光
#48 墨羽
#49 侯鳥
#50 獎券
#51 風箏
#52 雨過天晴
#53 絕對
#54 重新、重生
#55 葉笙
#56 偽實
#57 凌時
#58 潛水鐘
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