II. Melancholic223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7lFoHcfoI
223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoJHUZUbMT
when it came time for sleep223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAURfqu1Df
he had already accepted223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttpmKfFe9a
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZw7F0BsM6
for there was never a night223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwow7p7lmj
in which he slept sweetly223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZXw7JdHlO
in which his eyes didn’t sting223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc2AAxgsx8
in which his body didn’t throb223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28vKFQDNOI
in which he wasn’t a zombie223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoqS9vpH7h
he hates to be awake223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiqwCfMtFh
he wants to be asleep223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wOQr9LQkC
In the heap of a mess223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TaNGY1TQz
the young man rests223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FsX8CshH9
his back against the box spring mattress223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ns2UvYN1g
underneath the dreary light223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn59GNfttGn
of a circular ceiling orb223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdNbDb68Av
intricately measured to be equally hung223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4tXrZqhim
centered between the four walls223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITtKjaguNk
enclosing around him223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3QDiwyEM7
the small, box-like room223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAa66Obqbs
a little room crowded with too many things223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7vbsno4vN
full of everything223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRYmLAGNtJ
littered amongst the carpet223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7cbQE4W2N
there is books223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvsd6Wxgmd
there is paintings223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIssokKYVXL
there is wrappers and trash223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt57zVGM0xY
things are stacked and things are hanging223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVHz223c6f
they're placed and leaning on edges223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcamxRjKw9B
things are covered223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgPqMin0NO
and hidden223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4VXsYx4bw
and tottering on ledges223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg1nSDuTC3
and eight or nine blankets223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPYdVAokhj
are piled atop one another223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvWrOUdxGP
heavy on himself, on his bed223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2TcwP54EB
falling onto the floor223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm65KNM8NX
like a nest of distraction and223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTr7TVHKVP
bullshit223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQzPK9Eyo2
and shadows223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGyBd6U9rn
there are things invisible he can’t see223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFcQWYNpE6
there is always the fear223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OIHUnvlQe
they hide in the darkness223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmRfaLDTcD
and are hard not to run into223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjJ59BXTIq
There is a concentration223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrsxbxCoKm
to the paranoia223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYoNN1KrS7
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat0uAKaqlT
like he’s looking for that something unseen223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqtRBmHuLH
Don’t let everything fall!223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAzmcRZGVB
like a plea223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cjQxeYYoK
he is trudging on through223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYLTKWrpBc
and heaving and slumping223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eJ7ZATY0C
what used to feel safe223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop8iJ2Lamm
like hearth223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzgzKr0MdU
but now feels engulfed in ice223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuO1G4TGms
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm7m7cr78z
He won’t be able to do this much longer223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9btcSGh8f
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0g4qxNyNP
that smells artificially sweet223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3XWCMjgSr
and burnt223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ416r2f4ULm
because of the flickering wicks223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAtbFDKcGd
he has three candles lit223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGtShNcRJu
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GXxnk8fT3
for a second223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0zJRfFwuJ
like a fire is inside him223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxhdranpi1
but alas it's cold outside223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHONg8G9yiP
and the storm has raged all through the night223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7OZh1ErrH
The rain falls223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiz9s8OvWR
against the small window223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aH7U70q3i
in redundant tap-tap-taps223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsSUP6BBU2
and he attempts to count223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTBm66saGg
how many drops fall223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFRVGsFHiJ
against the pane223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbTbrKrfhW
and quickly loses his place223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCQ1b82P0A
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknq5U70s0d
beyond his walls as he writes223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAoovUbIaZ
he wants to sleep223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEuiUb7pSM
He is alone and contemplative223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3AqT2ylqQ
about how it feels to fall223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuwsonVnl3
into the insecurity and uncomfortability223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIL8FUtHsC
of itchy, scarred skin223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfu5XXwCUx
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnslF7fxFqQ
against the walls223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28M28Z802c
of the skull223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1AktkBMH9
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1rod86JdI
to block the breath of night223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoAJm3Xt66
yet it's still coming in223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0HfgFV3eu
like a frosted wind223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8ONnEyIGU
seeping through the glass223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JMkXhY7KG
of his windows223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptL12Oev4O
and the pores of his walls223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirSSs03t2X
breathing over the carpet223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAOgjAmYPG
and icing the scene with ghostly223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFn5Qck4hG
cold223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdcaTf1KJN
crushing him while he’s awake223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE2e6KB2xY
the air is too cold223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoXe9D4qmB
and its weighing him down223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSS4Kzf6aB
he cannot make out what is in front of him223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAPzJLx0qJ
with depression like lightning223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvTtJwIcHK
striking overhead223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkgTmIWZQx
bursting223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezP8qXL96Z
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiatz3Jgbvv
and he chokes on his throat223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNQ3WPwMEJ
he is paralyzed in vulnerability223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjlJPwpcO8
his muffled gargles223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLhl2P0ssI
left unheard223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwApnqsBhA
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVquzUEjve
and his color is changing223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBmz8eRjjr
darker and darker223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnD7XEt6wJ
in horror223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk4RjYgVYB
he forgets how to breathe223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgHFO0NUdL
and his head rushes with blue223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOU5GW9EpGA
and then darker223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNM3Vln0zw
for a trapped, dying expression223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA876Wff88g
He is more and more223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9vWe6anTr
unable223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71o0Fm96wh
to struggle against223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIpbcOMl6q
the darkness223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9PPxiTm6u
he feels inhuman223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b951rUZuH
He thinks of how dreamy it would be223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcPisfhD8b
to have no shadows223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcsmnRlCAu
and to encounter a hero inside223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLEm1fpdLw
to put an end to all of the darkness223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECU6Ntc9Hv
that keeps him useless223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlErcCR9kz
under the heavy, cold air223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6intavNtn
but he realizes he has nothing left223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AUiatW153
and his love is lost on those that he loves223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VvtFom6WC
for they have not given him their hearts223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6shgNFaGF
and he breaks his itchy skin223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgtGALNzsY
because he’s angry with who he’s been223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd7yq623lu
and they don’t seem to care223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UfBOsI1xt
so he thinks he’s wasted his time223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbEDw7sEvV
and they can go fuck themselves223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM5hB8vJrl
because he doesn't want the affection223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW53VPXKMAg
and he doesn’t need the attention223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEV6CGXOIZi
from someone who doesn’t love him223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcqkz226ib
You don’t need them223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI3nVCdjne
You won’t have any of them223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZC7sbvsFF
Bring light upon the dark yourself223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe8LmFCfgB
He tells himself223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8eboatCTo
there is a way to become healthy223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKqmnFP5lZ
to be warm and bright223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNErajutVFz
but whether due to fate or choice223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbityWG1IY5
he has been led down a melancholic path223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIgtwdfpYV
and dark thoughts disrupt him
Penana
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