II. Melancholic148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F3Nf3QU5X
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when it came time for sleep148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96bGSNqIyk
he had already accepted148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnvCvPu35S
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EKLLENrLH
for there was never a night148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxNKHsUkzR
in which he slept sweetly148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrl9iOOKxa
in which his eyes didn’t sting148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9I3PugwMI
in which his body didn’t throb148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyM1ZNoz34
in which he wasn’t a zombie148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFeICO5hlb
he hates to be awake148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYTuD20bom
he wants to be asleep148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflTc0vhE7W
In the heap of a mess148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRVdDfot3J
the young man rests148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07SA4hop7o
his back against the box spring mattress148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCtj9EU14g
underneath the dreary light148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopwCb4v59W
of a circular ceiling orb148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTPcRZwip1
intricately measured to be equally hung148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC35dyuv4cj
centered between the four walls148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ObSOXQZqD
enclosing around him148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kvYcHITAM
the small, box-like room148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErGEMxfczD
a little room crowded with too many things148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP7sT2SGtT
full of everything148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiwGwFBLT9
littered amongst the carpet148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1lOD2HBvq
there is books148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTWLyXqq1C
there is paintings148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXI8R01Cfyv
there is wrappers and trash148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxkwv8ZYNI
things are stacked and things are hanging148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRsy0QgyIC
they're placed and leaning on edges148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWHlh3NKrt
things are covered148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N87VMzlGH
and hidden148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteINE1ybs9
and tottering on ledges148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvtfLmyMEJ
and eight or nine blankets148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdla52zBn4
are piled atop one another148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSO1ZHAJRQ
heavy on himself, on his bed148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiZeYICLTB
falling onto the floor148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n7iifKlN6
like a nest of distraction and148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhflAPVXJ7
bullshit148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpiFh4WjBb
and shadows148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr3njAf1oz
there are things invisible he can’t see148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb5SUNex2R
there is always the fear148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqu8Ua9HSV
they hide in the darkness148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WajFvdHtd
and are hard not to run into148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvHpB19qe0
There is a concentration148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf96TlXRcbK
to the paranoia148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIAIq2IKlm
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2oPxSssas
like he’s looking for that something unseen148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq3pahLkSY
Don’t let everything fall!148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkHFjUapZo
like a plea148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLWNN5VXAe
he is trudging on through148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYWsOYGjgO
and heaving and slumping148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdkzNaeAIC
what used to feel safe148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU6dobN6xT
like hearth148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oMkWQFKTr
but now feels engulfed in ice148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaIBKMGEAd
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSAjVkNnUC
He won’t be able to do this much longer148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe63mX25JCF
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAppwXPXJc
that smells artificially sweet148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBept6nBRho
and burnt148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC29hsbecu
because of the flickering wicks148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg191sAKA83
he has three candles lit148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHweaRZ1oah
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQiRS97HMF
for a second148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNaWVYSfB9
like a fire is inside him148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzKe26NOtT
but alas it's cold outside148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3Pl9uZIPO
and the storm has raged all through the night148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq5QKwXWEx
The rain falls148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iKRNeZkPY
against the small window148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhz2o744hO
in redundant tap-tap-taps148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0t0scbIAOA
and he attempts to count148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLRdX51EII
how many drops fall148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFxLjclPe6
against the pane148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r36LdmXmW
and quickly loses his place148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZY07A3e6M
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6FPrViJid
beyond his walls as he writes148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTNMvzE60P
he wants to sleep148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINgXmISyQB
He is alone and contemplative148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqj3gu011Cn
about how it feels to fall148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM5n8Y9C2n
into the insecurity and uncomfortability148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pPfnvPpnn
of itchy, scarred skin148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l4WCQONDy
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mDkcZrO5r
against the walls148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGFj20lFPp
of the skull148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFI2JKNJ0nk
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1EfxrgMh3
to block the breath of night148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeanL6GaLc
yet it's still coming in148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzgnpihaJa
like a frosted wind148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKTdgCUCZZ
seeping through the glass148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUFWLh7EHE
of his windows148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZcT8tzLK8
and the pores of his walls148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL83t5b2se
breathing over the carpet148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ErdW8fQc7
and icing the scene with ghostly148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe1yjI65LT
cold148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvPBO0zagT
crushing him while he’s awake148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa1u7LiuwA
the air is too cold148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bu2iwKXXn
and its weighing him down148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoNWkF6xcz
he cannot make out what is in front of him148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuhixEZr4T
with depression like lightning148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0Un1CdOXh
striking overhead148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bGNoJ7DJ7
bursting148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzBO9ECll3
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJdJSo2oPv
and he chokes on his throat148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p6usxrgpl
he is paralyzed in vulnerability148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lMc7PKRzG
his muffled gargles148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0PNIFdRQ0
left unheard148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AFQr8c5yD
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2vLChQyyq
and his color is changing148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwLQnoQoH6
darker and darker148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxC59cvLa3
in horror148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xPlnDAXvX
he forgets how to breathe148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou3QxkdUKr
and his head rushes with blue148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk50qUdG506
and then darker148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtarIlhfbJE
for a trapped, dying expression148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusE2aWhxI4
He is more and more148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbShKcUqgZn
unable148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gjGvrYglg
to struggle against148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVFihKvAgF
the darkness148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn08KeTn5S3
he feels inhuman148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIeyxJyDS7
He thinks of how dreamy it would be148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy6UgKHEIk
to have no shadows148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRikjhc8vdL
and to encounter a hero inside148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU0fnnODNw
to put an end to all of the darkness148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHkknCMI3B
that keeps him useless148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS0YZjhKdf
under the heavy, cold air148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXDpWQG56w
but he realizes he has nothing left148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx89OmmnTur
and his love is lost on those that he loves148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZunhBgtEk
for they have not given him their hearts148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvvV3a0joN
and he breaks his itchy skin148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QXdld50Em
because he’s angry with who he’s been148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vYEpwjane
and they don’t seem to care148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYtW0dPaLB
so he thinks he’s wasted his time148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsCgYhfB0z
and they can go fuck themselves148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesxdf0U2G4
because he doesn't want the affection148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwMDdTSJ66
and he doesn’t need the attention148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7J4UvRzx8
from someone who doesn’t love him148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv97OICpYWZ
You don’t need them148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY4klEmtrz
You won’t have any of them148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt4SjVDRNJ
Bring light upon the dark yourself148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnTqQTmwO0
He tells himself148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5WohIMlTa
there is a way to become healthy148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJUufsHsMW
to be warm and bright148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9LV7Lap8R
but whether due to fate or choice148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMKnM2e43o
he has been led down a melancholic path148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bjwHWGKQg
and dark thoughts disrupt him
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