As i set here laying here wishing for you to come back but i can not believe that your still gone not realizing you are truly gone for ever I still can not get over that my grandpa is gone and my aunt is gone and my daddy is gone and my cousin is gone i feel like this all a fucken night mare so i keep on laying here waiting for you to come back around the corning saying well did you miss me . but i know there are gone and i never see them this time around but all i know is i hope i see them again and i hope they know who i am when that times comes . You know we all wonder if Heaven is real or not and we always heard they are angels around us ok so where in the hell are they if they are real than why can we not see are family that left us As i set here and wonder laying here waiting for some answers and I know i will never get the right answers in time or never cause no one can give me the truth all of it is a bunch of lies cause they do not want to believe it either , All i know i have had some bad times more than good times and i am so ready for some good times.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty2qickyDV
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As I lay here here waiting for something to happen or change I keep thinking if they are watching over me and i can not see them but every time I cry i wonder if their wiping my tears away and if they are hugging me ? As I lay here and keep asking my self why can my family come back from heaven and be healthier and normal again without being sick or some sort .18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH9g6S5PpQ
