嗰一排其實都冇乜特別事嘅,係去到四月開始越嚟越近六月結業禮,同埋七月畢業禮。呢排其實我個心都係好唔想晴晴走,我好想佢可以陪住我去面對嚟緊嘅困難,不過佢始終有佢嘅選擇,我如果講咗出嚟嘅話,我就係干涉緊佢嘅決定,而我唔想咁樣做。不過Anyway呢排係越來越多嘅改變或者跡象,去令到我更加意識到,同晴晴喺小學嘅相處時間已經唔多。
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復活節嗰排有啲崇拜活動嘅,當我响禮堂坐低咗嗰陣時,我望唔到晴晴個背影,跟住我周圍望,等到活動開始我都喺度諗緊晴晴究竟去咗邊呢?
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之後我先發現原來手鐘隊要上台演唱,而晴晴有幸成為咗其中一個指揮。有好多同學都望到晴晴喺個台上面,佢哋都同我講:「你女朋友喺上面呀!」我知,同埋我始終認為呢個女仔係我心愛嘅女朋友。啲人話晴晴真係好勁嘅啫,可以做到個指揮。
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我都係一如既往咁望住晴晴喺個台上嘅表演,但係今次唔同嘅係,除咗佢唔係負責表演嗰個,係指揮嗰個,而係我今次唔係望到佢個樣,而係望到個背影,嗰個我已經望過無數咁多次嘅背影。果下我諗:
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我仲可唔可以同一個咁有才華嘅女仔相處呢?
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同埋嗰排我知道佢大概入到HYS之後我去咗查啲資料,原來佢係一間直資學校,學費要三萬八左右。每年三萬八其實都唔係一個少嘅數字,真係有返咁樣嘅財力先至可以入到呢間學校
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其實晴晴會唔會在意我嘅諗法呢?阿必曾經講過,唔好為咗一棵樹放棄成個森林,佢嗰陣時係同緊我講唔好太過執着喺Cathy或者晴晴,去睇吓其他女仔,其實都可能係幾好嘅。但係而家呢一刻,嗰棵樹成為咗我嘅執著,個森林成為咗晴晴嚟緊嚮往嘅中學生活。如果晴晴真係鍾意HYS嘅生活,我係唔應該因為自己唔想佢離開我,而去改變佢嘅計劃,佢嘅將來。
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可能因為由細到大嘅緣故,我係好驚離別嘅一個人,我好想有個人可以長期陪响我身邊,但係話而家晴晴有自己嘅未來,有自己嘅目標,而我哋好似係兩條路上面行,但係我哋互相照認住咁樣。其實嗰種感覺一定比起同一條路互相照應冇咁好,不過都講過好多次㗎啦,
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我唔會干涉晴晴嘅決定。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIdm0d6f3pv