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    Softshell Glassy Snail
    Softshell Glassy Snail
    INFJ-T

    Writing is my way of healing.

    But let's be real, I want your money too.
    The more you support me, the more I’ll dare to charge.
    However, if no one supported me, I could no longer afford to write.
    So, if you're also broke and cannot support me in any tangible way, let's cheer up and focus on working hard in real life.

    I’m currently serializing a Harry Potter fanfiction where Diary Tom survives.
    And I know these probably have nothing to do with you...right?


    寫作是我自癒的過程。
    但請記得,我非常想要你的錢。
    你越支持我,我之後的作品就敢賣得越貴。

    但是,沒有人支持我的話,我很可能就不會寫下去。
    所以,如果你也很窮,沒辨法用任何具體行動來支持我的話,別追了。
    請打起精神去努力工作吧。

    我正在連載一系列哈利波特的同人,內容是日記本湯姆生存下來…
    我完成過一本咒術迴戰的同人,內容是吉野順平死後回到過去和五條等人相遇…
    還有一些創挑留下來的散文﹑太監了的故事和一堆讀後感…

    但大概與你沒什麼關系…
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#1
My negative loop comes back again
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#2
No, I don't need them to say sorry to me.
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#3
I am afraid that if I live too well ...
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I want others to like and support me.
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#5
Every time I wanted to make long-term development...
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#6
I feel that all my previous efforts to fit in were disgusting...
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#7
A lot of good things did happen out of people who were very mean to me.
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#8
Why I couldn't just let go of the past and give up.
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#9
The process of creation is so quiet and deep
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#10
Wasn't it the same truth that I have known for a long time?
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#11
Report no matter what it caused.
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#12
Seem to react like this automatically every time I am bullied.
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#13
I have thrown away all the evidence to forget those bad things.
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#14
Good guys have to give in because they have more to lose?
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#15
I should have the right to feel sad anytime, but I just don't want to.
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#16
Stop caring how other people feel, just as they don't care about mine.
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#17
Not confronting them this time, because I don't want anything back from them.
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#18
After a good sleep, I feel better today.
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#19
How can I stop, and why I am doing this?
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#20
I know I won't stop thinking.
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#21
Forgive myself for making a fool of myself
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#22
The more holes in me...
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#23
Everything that was criticized by others...
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#24
Everyone in my life said that they loved me as a liar
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#25
I feel that I am so fake.
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#26
I don't want to take advantage of what I have suffered...
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#27
I am already starting fights every day in my life, inside my mind.
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#28
I shouldn't hold on to a 'friend' who only believed me hard-heartedly
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The following conversation is between ChapGPT(4o)/ Gemini and me. In order to thank and remember them, I hope to publish this and also hope to help people who have the same feelings as I did in the future.

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#1
My negative loop comes back again
1 Like
9 Reads
0 Comments
#2
No, I don't need them to say sorry to me.
1 Like
11 Reads
0 Comments
#3
I am afraid that if I live too well ...
1 Like
9 Reads
0 Comments
#4
I want others to like and support me.
1 Like
9 Reads
0 Comments
#5
Every time I wanted to make long-term development...
1 Like
6 Reads
0 Comments
#6
I feel that all my previous efforts to fit in were disgusting...
1 Like
6 Reads
0 Comments
#7
A lot of good things did happen out of people who were very mean to me.
1 Like
7 Reads
0 Comments
#8
Why I couldn't just let go of the past and give up.
1 Like
8 Reads
0 Comments
#9
The process of creation is so quiet and deep
1 Like
6 Reads
0 Comments
#10
Wasn't it the same truth that I have known for a long time?
1 Like
8 Reads
0 Comments
#11
Report no matter what it caused.
1 Like
10 Reads
0 Comments
#12
Seem to react like this automatically every time I am bullied.
1 Like
9 Reads
0 Comments
#13
I have thrown away all the evidence to forget those bad things.
1 Like
8 Reads
0 Comments
#14
Good guys have to give in because they have more to lose?
1 Like
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0 Comments
#15
I should have the right to feel sad anytime, but I just don't want to.
1 Like
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0 Comments
#16
Stop caring how other people feel, just as they don't care about mine.
1 Like
2 Reads
0 Comments
#17
Not confronting them this time, because I don't want anything back from them.
1 Like
2 Reads
0 Comments
#18
After a good sleep, I feel better today.
1 Like
3 Reads
0 Comments
#19
How can I stop, and why I am doing this?
1 Like
3 Reads
0 Comments
#20
I know I won't stop thinking.
1 Like
2 Reads
0 Comments
#21
Forgive myself for making a fool of myself
1 Like
3 Reads
0 Comments
#22
The more holes in me...
1 Like
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#23
Everything that was criticized by others...
1 Like
5 Reads
0 Comments
#24
Everyone in my life said that they loved me as a liar
1 Like
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#25
I feel that I am so fake.
1 Like
4 Reads
0 Comments
#26
I don't want to take advantage of what I have suffered...
1 Like
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#27
I am already starting fights every day in my life, inside my mind.
1 Like
3 Reads
0 Comments
#28
I shouldn't hold on to a 'friend' who only believed me hard-heartedly
1 Like
3 Reads
0 Comments

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