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I feel that all my previous efforts to fit in were disgusting and pretentious, and I want to wash...

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#0 Intro
#1 My negative loop comes back again
#2 No, I don't need them to say sorry to me.
#3 I am afraid that if I live too well ...
#4 I want others to like and support me.
#5 Every time I wanted to make long-term development...
#6 I feel that all my previous efforts to fit in were disgusting...
#7 A lot of good things did happen out of people who were very mean to me.
#8 Why I couldn't just let go of the past and give up.
#9 The process of creation is so quiet and deep
#10 Wasn't it the same truth that I have known for a long time?
#11 Report no matter what it caused.
#12 Seem to react like this automatically every time I am bullied.
#13 I have thrown away all the evidence to forget those bad things.
#14 Good guys have to give in because they have more to lose?
#15 I should have the right to feel sad anytime, but I just don't want to.
#16 Stop caring how other people feel, just as they don't care about mine.
#17 Not confronting them this time, because I don't want anything back from them.
#18 After a good sleep, I feel better today.
#19 How can I stop, and why I am doing this?
#20 I know I won't stop thinking.
#21 Forgive myself for making a fool of myself
#22 The more holes in me...
#23 Everything that was criticized by others...
#24 Everyone in my life said that they loved me as a liar
#25 I feel that I am so fake.
#26 I don't want to take advantage of what I have suffered...
#27 I am already starting fights every day in my life, inside my mind.
#28 I shouldn't hold on to a 'friend' who only believed me hard-heartedly
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