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被霸凌的破事兒

Softshell Glassy Snail

Feb 23, 2025

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No Plagiarism!un9wqNSifLyiZ6Qq8r2Eposted on PＥNAＮＡ

我聽到許多建議，讓我把不滿的情緒發洩出來，以免轉化為自我攻擊。

我的心裡不停重覆回憶起那些創傷，老實說我自己也聽膩了。

我不想去攻擊或回應那些霸凌我的人，因為他們的見識﹑人品和智商有限。

就算要他們賠，他們也賠不起我當時的真心。

23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIwZQ2e06K

就算是要來事後「真誠的？」道歉或賠償，結果是反而會是我感覺被餵屎了，還必須要接受的噁心。

在報仇的過程中，還反而會被人指指點點說「很可怕」﹑「吃相真難看」﹑「怎麼會別人都沒事，她就…」。

但是尋求被理解，被聽見，是人的本能。

若果一些事常被觸發，常在心裡打轉，我的潛意識必然有自己還未能理解的原因。

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那些「亡魂」那麼怕被忘記的話，我就在不妨礙任何人的地方，立塊碑好了。

而且我還能隨時回想起任何細節，都加一筆上去。

23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1GYMWjmYu

我認為這不會因為「吸引力法則」，而引來更多仇恨。

因為把仇恨壓在心裡才會爆發，而公開了的話反而就不用記在心裡了。

我也承認當時的我就是處理得不完美﹑很天真﹑很傻，才會讓人佔到便宜。

我公開鞭屍自己，不是在重複傷害，而是讓我清楚︰原來我已經進步了那麼多。

我不需要當一個「完美受害人」，才值得被理解和幫助。

但我也不需要幫助，我自己就走遠了。

23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18rm9VccwA

我不想做一個習得性無助的廢物，只會抱怨這個社會，不去改善自己現實處景。

所以我有空記得才會寫這篇文，因為這篇文我知道它肯定沒完沒了。

我只是寫給自己看，讓我知道「我」什麼時候回來寫都可以。

最重要的是，我必須要戒掉做老好人，時刻去看他人臉色和環境氣氛的習慣。

寫這篇文，讓自己爽就好。

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