"Again! again, again!" The boys soft voice cried out for yet another piggyback ride.
"Yeah, just hold on one minute while your car catches her breath, okay?" He nodded eagerly before bounding off to grab some more candy. I watched him go. Watching the way he ran filled with excitement and joy. He didn't understand and if he did he was too young to care.
But I knew what had happened. I felt the pain in my chest and remembered days before this all happened. But it was over, there was nothing I could do, unless I could turn back time, but I was not a fictional character. There were no time machines, for I did not live in the future.......I would have to live with this burden throughout life. 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY01LOX1wcU
Carter ran back, ready for his ride. I crouched down allowing him to wrap his skinny arms around my neck and we were off. He giggled as I made a sharp turn, then asked to be let down again.
I watched him run off to join his little friends, and wondered how he felt. Would he remember his older brother in ten years from now. Would he remember the countless piggyback rides he had given him, or the many days that he had given up to watch him....maybe, but only a little. But I would remember him....the boy who had bugged me during religion, who had threatened to hurt me if I wrote on his shoes during french. And now his shoes lie unused in our school entrance. His desk alone in our class, his locker empty.
He was a ghost, a picture by the front desk, a memory in the wind. But he had been okay....so why had he taken his life? He had plenty of loving friends....so why did he make that choice? I look away knowing there is nothing I can do. he is gone yet always here. A memory of a boy who had been my friend...a boy unhappy with his life......who was now gone like the wind.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLr6AY46DS
Free form his life and his burdens yet always on my mind.
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