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“琳琳,妳要去逛街嗎?我和淺淺都要去喔~”肩膀突然被用力拍了一下,不用轉頭也知道是死黨陳心慧。491Please respect copyright.PENANAUGkbPu0Tt4
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果不其然,她身旁還站著另一名女生,不像陳心慧這般大喇喇的,笑得有些靦腆,她亦是我的另一個死黨,林淺。491Please respect copyright.PENANAIYUKCdej7G
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“我今天不能去欸……我媽要帶我去吃飯……”我微微蹙眉,一臉無奈。491Please respect copyright.PENANAsc5pOK8xIc
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“嘖,成績好就是這樣,考個段考就能吃上大餐,我呀!都已經忘記牛排的味道囉!走!淺淺,咱們不跟學霸在一起。”陳心慧故作酸樣,拉著林淺就要離開。491Please respect copyright.PENANAPlTE2vnluF
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“欸欸,慧慧不要這樣啦!今天真的不行啦!不然,我下次請妳吃牛排?”我拉住陳心慧,著急說道。491Please respect copyright.PENANAkalTYPBN2N
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“真的?加上淺淺?”491Please respect copyright.PENANA8lLJlbV43o
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“嗯!”我用力點了點頭,加重自己的決心。491Please respect copyright.PENANAyADFq1NM2g
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“嘻嘻,成交!我們先走啦!”陳心慧的目的達到後,也不再矯情,和林淺一同離開。491Please respect copyright.PENANAoIB8qeZhkn
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看著兩人離去的背影,內心中湧起一股罪惡感,因為我騙了她們,今天媽媽根本沒要帶我去吃飯,真正的原因是他……491Please respect copyright.PENANATWcRuu1gCe
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“媽,我回來囉~咦?”我推開家門,訝異發現母親竟然少見的不在家中,桌上留下的紙條說著她今天要去朋友家,晚餐自理。491Please respect copyright.PENANAlst0LkH8b8
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段考剛完,學校也沒什麼功課,我連忙打開電腦,登入最近風行的聊天軟體,找到那個人,點開。491Please respect copyright.PENANACmLOUaR8y6
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“嘿,在嗎?”我發了訊息。491Please respect copyright.PENANAnD1quO555w
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“在,段考考完了嗎?”491Please respect copyright.PENANALIqRAnxBPj
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“嗯!昨天考完的,你呢?”491Please respect copyright.PENANA5iBnz9hNVZ
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“我也是欸,好巧喔~”491Please respect copyright.PENANAON8Szup9jz
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“嗯嗯,你知道今天是什麼日子嗎?”491Please respect copyright.PENANAacnZRBGbvc
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“當然,認識滿一個月嘛!”491Please respect copyright.PENANAmOjken6511
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……491Please respect copyright.PENANAsgXXy09XFg
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打字間,我的思緒不由自主的回到一個月前……491Please respect copyright.PENANA55W4hmK72T
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因為我的個性,總是不太愛跟男生講話,也沒有一個男生跟我告白過,心慧就建議我下載了這個軟體,美名其曰幫我訓練和男生的對話。491Please respect copyright.PENANA4VtBCBxPXv
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一開始,我漫無目的的搜尋目標,直到瞧見那個人的名字“晴天”,好奇的發了個“嗨!可以和你做朋友嗎?”後,便也不抱著太大希望,卻不想,他馬上就回覆了,“好啊!雨琳。”491Please respect copyright.PENANAQNm5Mn7ACc
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從那次開始,我們兩人便聊上了,或許是因為年級和學校都相同的關係,我們二人總是有許多的共同話題,討論功課,討論喜歡的動漫……491Please respect copyright.PENANAyACAe29oXa
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可是,我從來沒想過,他……就在我身邊!!491Please respect copyright.PENANAj8c9bMnIq8
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半個月前,因為體育課,身為值日生的我要負責還器材,途中遇見一群籃球隊的人,嘻嘻哈哈的跑過操場,但引人注目的是後面落單的兩人,似乎在講些悄悄話,只是那個被提起的名字卻讓我停下腳步“你說那個女生叫雨琳?”491Please respect copyright.PENANA3dSdAeNCBv
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“嗯!我很確定。她跟我說那是她的真名。”491Please respect copyright.PENANAStdLefp5W0
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“你確定?可是我記得我們學校沒有女生叫雨琳啊!”491Please respect copyright.PENANA7rDlCrfXOf
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“是嗎……?或許她還是在騙我……算了,畢竟是網路,隨隨便便就透露真名也不好……”男生拿著毛巾的手煩躁的擦了擦臉上的汗珠,追上前面的隊友。491Please respect copyright.PENANAtpCkYZyhPA
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“原來是他……”我低下頭喃喃自語,我從來沒想到,那個在網上和我那麼親密的人是a中的校草兼學霸,呂祐晴。491Please respect copyright.PENANA29nqZFGSaL
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那天傍晚,呂祐晴傳來簡訊:“雨琳不是妳的真名吧?妳真的是在我們學校嗎?”491Please respect copyright.PENANA1KfwD8cmJH
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“對不起,我不叫雨琳,但我真的在a中。”我想了一下 ,還是沒鼓起勇氣告訴他我的真名。或許,告訴他真名後,他就會疏遠我……我的內心是這般想的。491Please respect copyright.PENANANwne7zMOyx
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“不能告訴我妳的名字嗎?”491Please respect copyright.PENANAxaOyLIAYrY
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“……對不起”491Please respect copyright.PENANANHGGoZiNeh
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“好吧!”傳完這封簡訊後,呂祐晴就沒再繼續發了,向來話多的他今日卻少見的沉默,想來,我還是不小心傷了他吧?491Please respect copyright.PENANAlUqeJflfxR
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之後,我們也都不再提起名字的話題,我想,就這麼維持著網戀的關係似乎也挺好的,直到,畢業前的五個月……491Please respect copyright.PENANA8cCxb6Vsqh
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那天,他主動的發了訊息給我,內容大約是他真的無法再繼續跟一個連真名都不知道的女生交往了,他的班上有另一個女生也和他告白了,如果我告訴他名字,他就回絕那個女生,和我交往。491Please respect copyright.PENANAzlxw9sfHhg
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最終,我仍是沒辦法鼓起勇氣說出自己的真名,故作不在意的祝福他和那個女生幸福。我仍是無法告訴他我就是在他每一場籃球比賽都一定會到場替他加油的那個女生,只要他受傷就會替他擔心流淚的女生。491Please respect copyright.PENANAFxKvGTPjNS
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我傳完簡訊後,他沒再繼續回覆,也沒再繼續使用那個聊天軟體。491Please respect copyright.PENANArPO0oYQUuH
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後來從陳心慧那邊打聽到他和校花交往了,真心祝福他們的我內心仍是不由自主的湧出酸酸苦苦的情緒……491Please respect copyright.PENANAOm7D62fOIP
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和他的網戀也就這麼無疾而終,即便這是一段對方連我真名是什麼都不知道的愛情,但那一段甜蜜中卻不失苦澀的初戀仍是在我心中畫下了一道深深的刻痕……ns 3.172.37.43da2