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安琪衣櫃裡的上衣款式就只有白色襯衫，然後每天就是搭配不同鮮色彩的長裙出門。只有純白色襯衫能給她自信和安全感，她只喜歡穿上純白色襯衫。而且每當安琪穿上白色襯衫時，她的好心情就會隨之而來。對安琪來說，她的白色襯衫就像是灰姑娘的華麗舞裙般，是戰衣。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuJ9j5KKFk
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以前安琪還未愛穿白襯衫時，多數穿以素色的一件式長裙，因為貪方便，直到她受不了媽媽一直嫌棄的碎碎唸：「妳不要再穿這種一件式長裙啦！一點都不好看！哪有人像妳這樣一直穿同一款式的！一點都不好看！」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73MKfBEahX
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當然，無論穿什麼、做什麼，其實安琪都會被她媽媽不斷的嫌棄，例如每當她買書籍回家，若果被媽媽看見，一定又會說：「又買書幹嘛！買一、兩本看完就可以啦！又買那麼多垃圾回家幹嘛！」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qIoWxXTVJ
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就除了白色襯衫能得到媽媽的認同外，所以安琪打算一直穿著不同款式的白色襯衫，永遠都以這形象示人。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPTXd2s8Om
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大學中午的課完結了，安琪和同學們走到飯堂吃下午茶餐。今天她還是穿上純白色襯衫，再加一條鮮黃色的長裙。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FflILzHr1
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飯堂水吧來了一位新的姨姨，黑色短髮、有著一雙鳳眼、皮膚很白，拿取下午茶時，水吧姨姨跟安琪微笑說：「妳的黃色長裙很好看呀。」安琪接過下午茶餐時，心裡有點飄飄然！她知道自己喜歡別人稱讚自己的打扮。「謝謝。」安琪裝著謙虛地回應。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP06v8SIrLc
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返回座位後，安琪發現那位水吧姨姨仍然一直盯著她看。雖然目光友善親切，但安琪心裡有發毛的感覺。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGg1GOhiqm
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她低頭跟兩位同學細語：「妳們有發現到嗎？那個新來的水吧姨姨一直望著我們，怪的。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriW6KwMvil
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「有嗎？」坐在安琪對面的同學們即刻轉過頭望去水吧位置。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv6gnsmbAj
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「哎呀妳們看得太明顯了啦！」安琪心急低嚷，不小心把奶茶打翻了。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bs7HuU5bi
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水吧姨姨急步走了過去，把杯子收走，也不斷用布把桌上流瀉著的奶茶抹乾，同時細心問安琪：「衣服有沒有弄髒呀？」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XSmVQoa3p
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「沒……沒有呀。」安琪回應。之後她把三文治急速地吃掉，就拉著同學離開飯堂。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9PmnkSJRx
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下午五時多，上完一整天的課，安琪等待著巴士回家。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGCMIt9JVs
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巴士在二十三分鐘後終於來到，安琪站到腳都有點發軟了。踏上車安琪伸手將八達通拍咭時，她怔著了。巴士司機……竟然跟那個水吧姨姨長得一模一樣，也是短髮、有著一雙鳳眼、皮膚很白，但這位巴士司機的神情明顯比較不柔和。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz63PcxSmiq
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巴士司機不耐煩：「快點拍咭啦！後面還有人要上車啊！慢吞吞的幹嘛！」安琪按奈著自己的驚訝，慢慢走進車廂內。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NQsysEwlh
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巴士司機仍然不耐煩：「年輕人就是這樣！手慢腳慢的！討厭。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsRznqTmjm
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「喔！我又被唸了。」安琪沮喪心想。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ893ANqCSA6
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那半小時的車程裡，安琪一直透過倒後鏡看著司機的臉。而司機一直專心駕駛，沒有發現安琪的注視。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEIOAaTkeV
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回到家後，安琪把今天的所見的都告訴了給媽媽知道。而安琪媽媽只冷冷回應：「她這樣盯著妳，妳應該走過去罵她怎麼這樣盯人！是神經病！那個司機也是！妳要當場罵回她！幹嘛不當場回嘴呀？沒用。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7rn8bvcLM
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安琪聽後沒有反應，只安靜走回房內。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9UK0Pm4hM
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星期日，安琪要去上書法班。她學習書法也一年多了。剛開始去上堂，老師都會跟她叮嚀：「很少人寫書法會像妳般穿白色衣服的。容易弄髒呀！妳要特別小心啦。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d0gzYNPQE
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一年多來安琪從沒試過把墨汁弄到衣服過，直到今天。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkbsvHGJNM
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因為原本的老師病了，今天來了一個代課老師，她的樣子……跟之前遇到的水吧姨姨和巴士司機……長得一模一樣：那頭短髮、那雙鳳眼、那個樣子。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqBNYiE6KP
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安琪滿腦子不安，她很容易就會緊張，於是寫字過程中，她不小心把烏黑的墨汁弄到純白色衣服上。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXEcTxA5GY
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一個小小的黑色圓點，印在白衣襯衫上。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUCN8Zzlov
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「啊！」安琪好懊惱！397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcjMYUwZO7
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代課老師走到安琪旁，溫柔地說：「不要緊啦！」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j66FkPTDQ
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安琪情緒有點小爆發，她害怕回家後又要被媽媽責罵：「什麼不要緊！黑色圓點印在白衣襯衫上很礙眼好嗎！很難看啊。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyaTGWCfl2
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班內其餘九位同學開始望向安琪。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE0DsS2D9e
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代課老師仍然非常平靜地安慰她說：「那麼……把這件白色衣服變成一件印有黑色小波點圖案的襯衫好嗎？那樣黑色圓點就變得很理所當然了吧。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr42LHnqZb
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安琪：「什麼？」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZnDBeX1ER
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代課老師把安琪拉出課室，走進洗手間內，把她身上的純白衣襯衫，一瞬間變成了印有黑色小波點圖案在上面。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpRiqy3eDx
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「這樣就好啦，不怪異、沒問題啦。所以妳不用激動啦！」代課老師摸摸安琪的頭。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC9qBMWYHX
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晚上十二時，安琪望著掛在門後，那件白衣襯衫上的黑色小波點慢慢淡化、然後消失。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsBMO2qDDH
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雖然她不知道那個女人是誰，但她決定了，明天下課後要購入一些新顏色的上衣。她想要新的形象、新的思想，不再被純白衣襯衫困著自己的可能性。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnFECUzqsd
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