The sudden brakes applied on car was able to bring me back to the reality. The reality which i was afraid of . I am back in my hometown after long three years of college . It is not my fault that the college i choosed was far from my hometown.
My father died when i was four because of cancer, followed by my mother's death . Since then i have been with my aunt , from elementary to higher secondary. But what happened in high school made me took decision to stay far from my hometown.
The car's brakes were applied i turned to see my friend at the petrol pump, i quickly made her a note and left her car . My feets took me to the place where my heart belonged . To the park , where the tree was present that was witness of my love.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfpZg2tfZ1
Soon enough all memories of him rushed in,504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqJ1o54nJG
i was late for my class and that is why i was running , not even caring about road , when i had to cross road , my project book fell and when i sat to take it . when i stood up ,i heard was a heavy horn, and when i turned the next thing i knew was a truck which was coming to hit me. and this when i first felt his hands around my waist , he pulled me from a life taking accident.When i turned around to thanks him , the first thing what i looked was his deep blue , sea like magnificent eyes and got lost in them.
This was how i first met him, he was a badass player of highschool and i was goody two shoes nerd . And our story was real clinche. I met him for second time in hospital when my aunt had to be admitted after heart attack , and he came there after his parents terrible truck accident,
I got to know it from front desk that on a car journey his car got hitted by a terrible drunk truck driver and he and his sister were only able to survive it. Listening it , i straightly went to him , he was actually sitting in one of the waiting chairs and when he looked at me , he surely recognized me , that is why he tried to smile but before he could do it , i pulled him in a deep hug , ofcourse because i know how it feels to lose your parents.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyApFsebsu
That hug was start of our friendship or our love. After that day we became great friends , i looked after him when he was stressed and he did same when i was accused of theft in school he and aunt were the only person who believed me. Really the words Believe me was all i needed because he always believed when i said it .504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkGjBzVcny
It was also the time when i started to fall for him , it was really taken from stories how we confessed,
It was an autumn day, the breeze was a little too cold and this is when i went to his house in evening to confront him and ask him the reason why he was avoiding me , the truth was that it was hurting me , my heart and my feelings for him which were totally wrong and so i had to confront him , but when i reached there i saw his hands hurt by glass of wine glass on bar counter of his eyes . He was looking at his parents photos , it was clear that he was stressed about them . I found first aid kit and walked to him to dress his wounds. But he didn't even looked at me , he was avoiding me since we hugged last night . i knew that he needed his space , but it was impossible for me to saw him hurt , actually my hands were feeling his wounds , my heart was aching as his was . i was feeling all his pain . And this is when he looked at me and asked ,"why do you care that i am hurt ?" this was the last question i wished to face, as i wasn't ready to express my feelings so, i returned it by question ,"why do you care when they called me thief ?" after looking that he is not answering i answered , "well because i am not a thief and i don't deserve to be called that , the same goes for you , you don't deserve this pain alone plus, you are my bestfriend and i know how life is without parents." i predicted a nodding , from his side , but it surprised me when he shooked his head , he continued , "what you said is all truth , but i am sorry if you only take me as your best friend , i swear , i love you , but not like a friend , a brother , a guardian , i love you like " he paused there ,"i don't know what you feel for me , your eyes say something else and you say something ,else you are just confusing me" i looked at his face in complete confusion , my mind was just repeating what he replied once to my question, naah , i can never like you , believe me it hurted more than anything . he waked me from my thoughts "please reply don't leave me hanging , for gods sake i just confessed to you"i replied in a whisper "believe me , i love you more than my own self , i love you like " i was never able to complete it because he pulled me in a deep kiss after that . 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBTTgef2jZ
This tree present here have our love mark, it is the witness of his official proposal, it is the witness of my disbelieve and our break up , my memory showed me a quick flash back of the day of our highschool graduation party , and how my own best friend Jasmine and his sister trapped me , but more than that how i didn't even heard him , left him heart broken near this tree , that too happened in this season. And about 10 days later i got Jasmine's confession in an email . that she was forced to trap me , it wasn't his mistake , he never even tried to touch her and she kissed him as per his sister's command , who blackmailed her with fake photos.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXI3mhXwTbs
I checked his texts , mails , messages for me , each one of them had same message for me -504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPGo125nP6
Dear Julivia,504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAaN54HZ0N
I know i hurted you and that is why you left . But believe me it was never my intention. Believe me i will wait for you till my death to come back and will clear all misunderstandings between us . Please come back i will die , waiting for you .504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2EKI0X9wA
Your lover
This letter was supposed to make our relation better , but it only made conditions worse as it made me felt even more guilty for not believing where he was ready to wait whole life for my love.
Suddenly, someone called me waking me up from my thoughts , i took out my phone from the purse , which was ringing in his favorite "twinkle-twinkle little star rhymes tone" . i looked at the screen and this is when i realized i was crying as the vision of phone screen was blurry , i picked the phone, and the voice i heard was too good to be true, it was his he continued, '' don't give that impression you are not dreaming and please wipe you tears firstly, you know i can never take them in your eyes, although i have once myself became its reason" "shut up and show me your face we both know it was never your fault and you are clearly hiding somewhere near here" i yelled at him with many emotions evident in it , anger, sadness , guilt, happiness, love ,and some unknown feelings for him . "firstly please close your eyes , ofcourse i will not let you see , where i am"
I did as he said and he kept his words because when i opened my eyes first thing what i saw was his , deep blue , magnificient eyes and as always i got lost in them. but then i remembered how much pain i saw in them at that night and turned my face."you said you wasn't angry but you don't want to see my face Julivia" i shooked my head and replied "it's surely not that , it's that i am not able to meet your eyes specially after how much hurt i saw them because of me, i didn't believed you and you believed me , you really don't deserve me" he didn't replied but questioned bending his one knee and looking in my eyes "Believe me it's not the case because i only love you and want you to be mine, will you forever be mine, will you marry me?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrNLJ5KX3u
Leaving me stunned, i could only whisper, "yes, my love"
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