“Dear Diary,
It feels void now, nothing is there in my heart at the moment other than hatred for that man. Nothing else, you may ask why just yesterday I was telling that he is my life and I can’t live without him. But till that moment I didn’t know that he was back-stabbing at me with my own best-friend. I caught them making out at the mall.
Well after a little investigation from his friend I got to know that I was just a bet and because I gave into him now he owe him a car.
Really, I was really a bet only right. Whatever we did, in numerous dates we went wherever we went he just wanted to win the bet.
When I texted my best-friend that what is going on between her and my boy-friend. She simply replied nothing and that she hopes we always be together.
Can’t she just tell the truth? She lied to me, he used me and now they are together having fun at some point of this town.
Well the first thought what came into my mind was to run away but I won’t do that, second, was to kill both of them and bury in my backyard but then finally I have decided something that will truly pain them, I will not let them know that I am hurt or broken.
I am crying at t moment and will cry in future too. But they will never know how much they affect me. I trusted them and as they decided to break it. I will not let myself be affected.
I know I will not be able to take them but I will not change myself because of them. I will be strong girl not the one to break. I will find true love and-and will show them that they cannot break me so easily.
I will do this naa….
I will have to……. But it hurts. It hurts to know that they played with me that I am not of any value, that there is no one to be my back.
I-I will take my revenge. They made my heart numb, made my eyes red and puffed up, they broke me and now it is the time to……..
But I can’t do that, one-one was my love and the other was my friend, my dear friend.
They both cheated on me.
But they are my dear friend.
They gave you no value more than just a bet.
There can be some reason.
I am taking their side.
But I should not.
They have truly driven me crazy…….”
As soon as I placed the last dot on my diary my phone buzzed showing a notification.
Love :- Sugar, I want to kiss you I am missing the test of your lips. Hope you was here.
Causing tears to fall on the page and making it wet.
I hate him……. Because I love him. What will ever happen of me god save me. Please take one if us away or else my life which is a little reality will turn into a complete daily soap opera.
“I guess after all I am just frustrated on me for believing into them. I really need to find some people who know the meaning of trust, loyalty, friendship, love and could treat me as a human.
But in this cruel world. They are nowhere to be found….”
Tears started to fall with a wave of emotions after sharing the truth with only trust-worthy of mine.
May all of you find faith, love, trust and happiness in this world.....
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