"Please... Rey... Don't be like this... I know you want me too..."
Yes, he was right. I want Aki-kun, too. But not this way. I didn't feel what I would normally feel when he brushed his head softly against my neck like a cat. I just couldn't feel him because he wasn't acting like himself. This person was not Aki-kun. At least not the one that I know.
"Aki-kun, stop it... Stop doing this..." As I told him to stop, I think I understood a little more about human emotions and feelings. Perhaps I was becoming more and more human myself.
"I can't... Ungh..." he moaned.
This feeling... What was it? I felt...hurt. I felt hurt when I heard him moaning. In fact, I was hurting so much because I could feel the pain that was coursing through his body. Such was the effect of the NANO virus. Foxes would never think of doing something as despicable as this. No, not even to their greatest enemy! Yet the humans had done it to their own kind! What kind of world is this? Those bastards! Once I get hold of them I swear I will -
"Rey! Please! Help me!"
I was interrupted by his loud scream for help. I wanted to help him but how do I help him? The way he wanted me to was not the best way for it was not right.
Before I could do anything else, I felt his lips on my cheek. Those soft lips of his quickly traveled to my own lips. For a moment there, I was lost. I was lost in this sensation, in this moment. I didn't want it to stop. I found myself wrapping my arms around his body and returned the kiss, which turned from innocent lip contact to passionate making out. I licked his neck and my sensitive nose picked up on his innocent scent. His moans were driving me crazy.
Wait. What the hell was I thinking? What the hell was I doing? I can't do this to him! Didn't I promise not to hurt him?
"Aki-kun," I began as I broke away from him while he continued kissing my neck. "No... Stop it... Stop it, Aki-kun!" I forcefully resisted him and held him in place.
"What's wrong?" he asked, looking at me with those soft brown eyes. It pained me to see that look on his face - the look of lust.
"Aki-kun, snap out of it! Wake up! You know this is not you! It's what the virus is doing to you!"
"But I can't... I can't control it... Rey, it's not like we've not done it before."
He broke free of my hold and forcefully kissed me on the lips. With all the strength I have, I pinned him down on the couch. His moans got louder as he struggled to free himself.
"Aki-kun, please come to your senses! We don't have to do this! You don't have to live like this! Wake up!"
Slowly but surely, his moans got quieter. However, tears started to form in his eyes and in no time he was sobbing. This time, I felt the pain, his pain, in a different place.
I felt the pain in my heart.
I couldn't stand to see him like this. So I did the first thing that came to my mind. I laid beside him and held him in my embrace. He snuggled into me very naturally, still sobbing. I had not a clue how this would make him feel but I guess I was doing something right.
"You sly fox... Don't you want me anymore? Didn't you say you will take my pain away when I need you to?" he said after what seemed like an eternity.
"How can you say that? Of course I want you! But I want you the right way. And I want you to want me the right way, too. You know what just happened is not natural. You know that, don't you?"
In one swift movement, he rolled over on top of me. His face came closer to mine as his body slowly descended. I placed a finger on his lips to prevent him from kissing me.
"Aki-kun - "
"Rey," he began as he gently removed my finger from his lips. "Look into my eyes. You can tell, don't you?"
He was right. The lust that was so strong from before was now gone from his eyes. He was himself again.
"Can I have just one kiss?" he asked.
Without giving it a second thought, I pushed his head toward mine and kissed him passionately.
"Rey... I'm scared..." he said after we broke the kiss.
"Scared? Why?"
"What if I remained this way - "
"Aki-kun, I promise we will find the cure very soon." I interrupted him before he could finish speaking. "You don't have to live this way and you don't have to do it alone."
"Really?"
"Really."
He rested his head on my chest as he quickly drifted into a sound slumber. I don't know what's going to happen next nor was I sure that we would find the cure. But all I know was this - I'm staying by Aki-kun's side forever.
Hello to all fellow readers who are reading this! This is a rough idea of what could possibly be my next work (my very first on this site!). Basically, the story is about a fox, Rey, and his savior, a young man named Aki. Aki saved Rey during a snowstorm many years ago when he was a kid. Not long after, Aki moved away with his family to another city but Rey remembered what Aki did for him and vowed to repay him for his kindness. Aki grew up but is infected with the NANO virus but in reality he is an experimental subject for the NANO virus created by the government. Rey eventually gained human form but he learned that being human is so much more complicated than he thought and his gratitude towards Aki slowly turned into love when they meet again. When he learned of what is happening to Aki, Rey is determined to protect Aki and find the cure to the NANO virus.
What do you guys think of the plot? Does it work? Do let me know what you think!
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