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天氣:陰389Please respect copyright.PENANAlUffjbcbIL
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在我的印象中,他是個很寡言的人。389Please respect copyright.PENANAFKznSuMcHp
「喂——你今天衛生紙帶夠了嗎?」一個男生推了推他,以大家都能聽到的音量大聲說。389Please respect copyright.PENANAzRUF2BSNjM
幾個人笑出來,跟著起鬨。389Please respect copyright.PENANAK95LKXddfh
「鼻血哥,你會不會失血而死啊?」389Please respect copyright.PENANAYqA1q6sBET
「噁,反正別沾到我就好。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAEIF3epO90X
許多人以玩笑的語氣圍在他身邊戲弄道。389Please respect copyright.PENANAOBh5txY5qB
而他本人只是坐在位子上,默默把正留著鼻血的鼻子捏住,以熟練的動作止血。389Please respect copyright.PENANAF0Z1JtB8uI
好像是開學幾天後知道的吧。知道他因為鼻腔內部比較脆弱,因此只要有些微的刺激,就會流血。389Please respect copyright.PENANAXIVIOX10LX
「你衛生紙真的都不離手欸。」A把整包衛生紙拿走。389Please respect copyright.PENANAbHv1yfpBo4
「這樣他要用什麼擦?」旁邊的B問。389Please respect copyright.PENANA9V786Xt2da
「用——啊哈,這個!」A把B的手帕丟到那個人桌上。389Please respect copyright.PENANAJmI7wYtg48
「不要拿我的啦!你們很無聊欸!」B同學拿走手帕之後就出了教室。389Please respect copyright.PENANAiYgOGQDYmG
「______,他不借你耶。真可憐。」A說,並把衛生紙連同那句話丟還給了他。389Please respect copyright.PENANAY11YIo45TG
我每天都會看到類似的情形上演,因為我一直在他身邊看著。389Please respect copyright.PENANAYyzc63SCkJ
儘管每天聽他們喊,但不知為什麼,我到現在還是記不起他的名字。389Please respect copyright.PENANAETQMjZVaWf
或許,你會問:為什麼沒人制止?畢竟,總會有幾個正義感比較強的人去說說他們吧。389Please respect copyright.PENANAM7T5APOJGL
但事實上,真的就是沒有這樣的人。389Please respect copyright.PENANAY7T8pc8ZR2
每個人都不曾從自己的小小空間裡跨出那一步;只有當別人越界了,才會有所反應——就像那個B一樣。389Please respect copyright.PENANAx1nO20kRC3
就這樣形成一個氛圍,大家都以看戲的表情,看著這齣每日戲。389Please respect copyright.PENANAWTtyMarh2O
雖然,他們並不知道,自己也是戲裡的一員。389Please respect copyright.PENANA7XsG7nY5l1
「獨善其身的演員們」,我這樣為他們命名。389Please respect copyright.PENANApoTawu4f78
那麼,在這齣戲裡,誰才是反派的一方呢?389Please respect copyright.PENANAyx1edf03fo
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有一天,我趁周圍都沒人時,問那個人:「你不厭倦嗎?」389Please respect copyright.PENANA1izj8nDZBr
他頓了一下,然後輕輕點了點頭。389Please respect copyright.PENANANTuqDpFZpC
「你難道不希望他們不要再這樣鬧你嗎?」389Please respect copyright.PENANA0XjeyMaQHo
——他點頭。389Please respect copyright.PENANAY7qpM6TM0x
「那你為什麼都不說話?像反駁之類的,總之說點什麼。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAViGjWgXCdN
他猶豫許久,才小聲說:「我沒那個膽。」389Please respect copyright.PENANA6H72knpacu
沒那個膽。就這樣直接把我想試圖接下去的話給截斷,連同可能會有所改變的未來。389Please respect copyright.PENANAn8HjbVYhjS
「好吧。」389Please respect copyright.PENANA3g7s5HuTd6
既然你都這麼說了。389Please respect copyright.PENANAWrwA0RZFIs
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我呢,是個旁觀者。389Please respect copyright.PENANAx3Y7R3uRyR
現在是,以後也不會變。389Please respect copyright.PENANA7UCDNCT7fO
我會跟其他人一樣,只待在自己的空間內。389Please respect copyright.PENANADEm8rnh0b2
因為,我已經收到他的答覆。沒勇氣嘛,就只是這樣。389Please respect copyright.PENANAfFBFNBfsYt
好可憐。389Please respect copyright.PENANAUUSDu9dgWj
真令人唏噓啊。389Please respect copyright.PENANAqJZMr41QV8
嗯,我想我下次再遇到時也不會幫他吧。389Please respect copyright.PENANAIAk1xNWrhZ
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一個身影坐在書桌前,在日記上寫下最後幾個字。389Please respect copyright.PENANA6CFZvCEdO7
他從桌子上拿了幾張衛生紙,把不小心滴到本子上的液體擦掉。389Please respect copyright.PENANAexQs97W52w
「⋯⋯可惡,髒掉了。」他邊說邊收拾桌面,把水杯移到別的地方。389Please respect copyright.PENANAryof8Nzwox
「討厭死了。」他厭惡的說。「我要去洗燥了。」389Please respect copyright.PENANA2krBOrHIZk
碰的一聲。房間門被關上。389Please respect copyright.PENANA2bTcLvbk1x
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桌上,留下了沒擦乾淨的血漬。389Please respect copyright.PENANAZ78ct8Ir16
以及不知到底誰才是主角的日記。389Please respect copyright.PENANAhi69WPrrmL
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草:以防有人看不太懂,日記裡的「我」和「他」其實是同一人喔
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