將頭先同呂晨既對話講左比阿琪知後,阿琪笑左一個耐人尋味,「如果,我都好似呂晨咁意志堅定就好。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAly2QadAAyI
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聽到阿琪咁講好,我不解問佢:「妳好唔意志堅定咩?」326Please respect copyright.PENANA78SdqwnTgi
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「我係一個,好易心軟既人……」阿琪嘆左口氣話:「好多事情,我知道都係因為我一時心軟而做成,就好似今晚咁,就係一時心軟先會見我前男友,點知最後比佢打,比佢淋可樂。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAgx0PuWDEh7
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我用手摸一摸可憐既阿琪個頭,「而家無事拿。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAh2gbSWWHle
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「嗯。」佢微笑點一點頭。326Please respect copyright.PENANAvQ47sKgnWF
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食完野後送左阿琪返去,去到佢屋企樓下後,佢話:「下次再同你去飲野補返數。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAL1pqSqxFAx
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我點一點頭後講:「快D返去休息啦,妳今日都累拿。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAxeI7b0PJKe
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我望住阿琪行人樓既背影,見到佢入升降機先安心咁走,行到一半路程,阿琪SD到一個MSG比我。326Please respect copyright.PENANAw5jx0bCf3G
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阿琪;可以同你做朋友,真係開心326Please respect copyright.PENANArZoWtnFXbG
我:以後我地兩個日子仲有咁多,有排妳開心326Please respect copyright.PENANACrY4cVSsQm
阿琪:一定會326Please respect copyright.PENANAst4PPaPEPf
阿琪:阿牛,我有D野想講326Please respect copyright.PENANA1pg3wG7gfq
我:我諗我知妳想講咩,JUDY先前都有同我講過326Please respect copyright.PENANAlPEMqql6SZ
阿琪:真係?326Please respect copyright.PENANAlgxbQJxh2S
我:嗯326Please respect copyright.PENANANtunlx8wNd
我:我可以等下326Please respect copyright.PENANA4Tt1e7Dfp0
阿琪:嗯(開心)326Please respect copyright.PENANABN1JYiK8ts
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我先前以為,如果阿琪同我講而家唔想拍拖,我果句「我可以等下」會好難先SD到出去,但無諗過原來正常情況係可以咁順暢,都係果句,可能,我今晚飲左D酒壯膽掛。326Please respect copyright.PENANAwWToqWsysA
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返到屋企門口前面,都已經係6點幾,我好小心翼翼咁開門……「咁早返啊死仔……」都係嘈醒左。326Please respect copyright.PENANAK25yg9lhy7
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「老牛大人……」我用我一貫既方法,傻笑咁對住佢。326Please respect copyright.PENANAQUphMKz2JJ
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「陪我飲早茶。」佢一講完就唔理我既意願,拉左我出門,「老牛大人,我成晚無訓過,你比我訓下好唔好啊。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAB8GZKwClTf
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「同邊條女搞咁勁成晚無訓過啊。」老牛大人依然咁搞笑。326Please respect copyright.PENANA8glz2hHfzZ
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「邊有啊老牛大人。」我答佢。326Please respect copyright.PENANAZKotgvoC5b
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「咁又係,你個款最多未三分鐘搞完。」老牛大人用一個不屑既眼光望住我,「都唔知點解你遺傳唔到我既優良傳統。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAHxN4z2mQlC
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「阿爸!無啊!」我有時真係頂佢唔順。326Please respect copyright.PENANA6YfDPtrMa0
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「作死你啊咁大聲!嘈住你娘親訓覺啊!」佢打左我個頭一下話。326Please respect copyright.PENANAlbBHCFk6gn
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去到茶樓,我成個人謝晒咁坐係度,而老牛大人就無理過我,佢自己點左好多點心後,就問:「最近有無咩事唔開心啊?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAfcxEQ2UiWZ
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佢咁樣一問,我坐直返個身答佢:「無啊,好平常。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAX9SxBxvMUt
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「咁你上次問我既野,解決左未?」佢問。326Please respect copyright.PENANAdKn9okEtPx
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我笑左笑答佢:「邊有咁快。」326Please respect copyright.PENANA9ftyyGhJYY
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老牛大人佢笑一笑,搖一搖頭話:「竟然有個女仔可以搞到我個仔咁,呢個女仔真係唔簡單。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAhvmnA4cghU
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「阿爸……我有D野想問你?」我問。326Please respect copyright.PENANAq7Xg3a58mI
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「問啊,性技巧果D我都答到架,你阿爸我仲有心有力架。」老牛大人笑吟吟咁講。326Please respect copyright.PENANAwB66tp3mxn
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有時真係比老牛大人激死,「我想問,如果你堅持左一樣野好耐,但到最後你先發覺原來你所堅持既野係錯,同唔值得,但你已經花左好多心力落果樣野度,你會點做啊?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAyUxj1wrLgM
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老牛大人好淡定咁飲左啖茶,食左粒燒賣,然後話:「仲記唔記得,我上次話有樣野下次先話你知既?」326Please respect copyright.PENANAmh3FOw1JGt
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我回憶左一下,然後點一點頭。326Please respect copyright.PENANA1k3qKKA4cp
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「堅持去愛,係好難既事,但係放低,仲難。」老牛大人一路食一路講:「當一個人一開始決定要為一件事堅持到底既時候,一定唔會諗呢件事值唔值我同對與錯,佢地會無條件付出自己既所有,又會無條件去接受痛苦,直到佢地既所有耗盡,直到佢地忍受痛苦已超過底線,佢地先會諗,呢件事係未值得,係未錯呢?但都只不過係得過諗字,因為佢地先前付出左咁多,如果放棄,未姐係打自己既嘴巴。」326Please respect copyright.PENANA8ltOg7wOgu
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聽完老牛大人既說話後,我答:「面子既問題。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAthcq0Aed5h
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「最近醒左WO,獎你食個叉燒包。」老牛大人夾左個叉燒包比我,然後話:「所以話,能夠選擇放棄既人,係要用好大勇氣,因為佢地要先否缺自己,然後先可以灑脫地放下一件事。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAUvA6FdgAQF
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老牛大人呢一段講既時候輕鬆,但意義深長既說話,令到我諗係呂晨同JUDY,佢地兩個其實都好似,呂晨有一個對佢差既男朋友,而JUDY有一個對佢唔多好但佢又好愛既男人,呂晨要值住收兵黎報復,平衡返男朋友對佢既傷害,而JUDY就有個好受佢既男人,填補返佢心靈上既空虛。326Please respect copyright.PENANAhtQltacF4R
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只不過,而家呂晨能夠灑脫離開,但JUDY仍然拖泥帶水,就好似老牛大人講既一樣,要否定自己,先可以灑脫放下……326Please respect copyright.PENANAn2BsTaGPXT
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我好欣賞呂晨可以有咁大勇氣去否缺自己以前所做既野,亦有可能,佢以前一直都想否缺自己,只不過無一個好既機會,而尋晚就係一個機會比佢好好否缺自己。326Please respect copyright.PENANApXjtBh12lM
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而JUDY,佢否缺自己既機會,要幾時先到呢?326Please respect copyright.PENANA7k6evmvWpr
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「仲咩成副諗樣啊?」老牛大人既說話,將我由問題入面拉返出黎,「……咁快,就想放棄?」佢問。326Please respect copyright.PENANABSVTqxhQVS
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我搖一搖頭,「邊會咁快,我大把時間。」326Please respect copyright.PENANAInU0NOtMQv
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我笑左一笑,老牛大人都笑左一笑,我係唔會咁快否缺自己既,學呂晨果句,要意志堅定。326Please respect copyright.PENANAvm5ZNVn18T